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Thursday, March 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 20:30:45 GMT

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 07:03:07 GMT

orchestra festival today..wish us luck because we really need it..

//EDDITT\\

festival turned out aiight.we got two 2's and two 1's..didnt qualify for states but the scores are still good...on the way home from havre de grace,me melissa,amber,and jessica were singing nsync,spice girls and green day and sum kids disco CD thing..lol it was soooooooo fun and everybody was lookin at us like we were retarded..lmfao good times!!.at track practice we had to run all the way to otter creek (its about a mile and half the way we ran i think..) then we played this frisby game..i dont really like it but oh well..then we did ab exercises then went home..my dad was rushin me..then i get home and my sis calls and said her car got towed and my moms actin like she cant go get her so instead of bein the responsible mother..she gets my brother to go get her..i mean pure laziness..then she starts yellin at me sayin i dont respect her and shes gonna stop respectin me im like wtf..aint nothing new! then she said all this other shyt like dont ask her for no favors..im like okay i dont ask you for anything anyways..but anyway..im done here..buh bye

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 11:30:02 GMT

eh..i stayed home from school today..i was gonna go but when i woke up..my eyes were all swollen and puffy and shyt cuz they were itchin real bad last night.. i looked realllllly bad so i was like i refuse to go to school looking like that..not that i needed 2 impress anybody anyway..i was still tired and i got a lot of stuff on my mind.. but im still goin 2 practice at 2 30...my brother is gonna take me...tomorrow is festival for orchestra...n its at havre de grace so im not gonna be in school all day and i get to spend the day with my lovely orcha dork friends amber,jessica,kashiem,melissa and everybody else!! =D i look foward to it...blech...thats how i feel...im tryna release everything from my head thats been bringing me down and stressin me out..keeping myself from crying has used up almost all of my energy..but now i dont really feel the need to cry anymore...hmph...ima go now..i mite update latersz..matter of fact i might do a survey...just look out for me!!

--//EDDITTT\\--

*sigh*..i think i deserve that feeling....hahah jennifer.........

anyways..

i just want that one guy..all of my friends got somebody that have mutual feelings for them and i just seem like the oddball with nobody..and nobody likes me back..this sux really really bad..i have a few interests but i doubt they will work..ima just keep to myself until the right one comes along.....=/

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 20:08:43 GMT

well..i guess i gotta get over him..he likes somebody else (nothing new) and im sitting here looking like a dumbass for falling for him..oh well..i dont need to be focusing on boys anyways...i got more important things to focus on like my cello and my running skills..uhm..today was an aiight day..not much happened..soo0o..ima end it here

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okay..maybe i lied..heres a survery

[y][o][u]

[Name] Sam aka Moof bka [dough]..haha steph! GuG!!
[Age] 15
[Sex] babi girl
[School] Edgewood high school
[Sign] Libra
[State] Maryland
[Exact Location] Edgewood

[c][u][r][r][e][n][t][l][y]

[Current Date] March 15, 2005
[Current Time] 8 19 pm
[Clothes] Jeans, pink and orange shirt,prettyful belt,blue socks..lol
[Weather] Cold, and dark
[Hair Do] Up & in a bun
[Footware] Socks
[Mood] Sad ; Depressed ; trying to be happy
[Talking To] stephanie
[Sounds] Green day..uhm i dunno the name of the song..number 3 on their new CD

[h][o][w] [m][a][n][y]

[Cups On Desk] none
[Pets] 1
[Siblings] 4
[Crushes] well..there was 1 but not anymore
[Cousins] dont know dont care

[h][o][w] [m][a][n][y] [t][i][m][e][s] [p][e][r] [d][a] [y] [d][o] [y][o][u]

[Change Clothes] 2
[Shower] 1
[Brush Your Teeth] 2
[Wash Your Face] 1
[Brush Your Hair] 1
[Eat] umm .. whenever im hungry
[Say the Word "ok"] a lot homies
[Yell at Your Siblings] no
[Slam Doors] not often

[f][r][i][e][n][d][s]

[Nicest] todd,melissa
[Coldest] what do you mean by cold?
[Smartest] christina
[Tallest] tina,ahmad??
[Shortest] leanna and kaycee
[Most Fashionable] rachel
[Smells Best] most of my guy friends..their cologne is gangster smellin..lol

[Weirdest Conversations] tina and jennifer and ahmad at times

[Stupidest Conversations] tina
[Best Lier] red and jennifer
[Hottest] me..lol..not really
[Most Annoying] tina when she taps my arm to get my attention but ill be listening..lol
[Best] All of them
[Most Orginized] tina
[Least Orginized] jennifer marie aguirre the 3rd twice removed..lmfao
[Always Late] amber and jennifer

[Always Early] tina
[Always On Time] me

[h][a][b][i][t][s] [(do you)]

[Bite Your Nails] Used to
[Procrastinate] heck yes
[Stress] yep
[Take out Your Issues On Others] at times..
[Self Injure- (ex: cut, burn, pull hair)] tried it once..wasnt worth it
[Flirt Too Much] depends on who the person is
[Eat Too Much] No..i cut down
[Have an Eating Disorder] No
[Tend to Judge People] Not unless its all in good fun..but not intentionally
[Any Other Habbits?] uhm.......not really

[f][o][r] [a] [m][i][l][l][i][o][n] [b][u][c][k][s] [(would you)]

[Name Your Kid Dammit] never!
[Strip For Your Classmates] No..you must be crazy
[Shave Your head] psh..no
[Wax Off Your Eyebrows] no
[Wax An Old man's Back] yeh..lmfao
[Sit In a Cage With 4 Hungry Wolves] no
[Eat A Snake] heck no
[Make Out With Your Best Friends Boyfriend] never..thats straight up wrong
[Swim With The Jelly Fish] no
[Make Out With Your Teacher] if it was morgan or staub..heck yes..lmfao!!! =D
[Strip At a School Pep Assebly] nah b
[Stand up In Class And Flip Your Teacher The Bird] no

[a][l][m][o][s][t] [o][v][e][r]

[Why Did You Take This Survey] cuz i felt like it..gosh!
[What's The Time Now] 8 34 pm
[What Are You Doing After This] listening to music and talkin 2 my homie erica
[Bye!] adios

Monday, March 14, 2005

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 07:06:20 GMT

i definitely didnt get a good sleep last night and shipoopi has been in my head all effin night! lol..i wanna listen 2 yo yo ma but im about to go to the busstop and my CD player is broken..welp i got another week to face at school..im only really looking foward to track practice pretty much but oh well...ima go now..ill update later

-:-i never thought,id lose my mind, i never thought of suicide,until you took your love away-:-

//EDIIT\\

school wasnt as bad as i thought it was gonna be..1st and 2nd period were real boring as usual but in orchestra we played rosin eating zombies..and i like that song a lot..then in spanish..me and el meechio were singing like every song from the music man....isnt it terrible that i woke up like every hour last night with shipoopi in my head? lol..i was about to go crazy. 5th period..me and sean mingled..its definitely not the same but its cool for now...blah.. i dont wanna put him on a guilt trip or anything (sorry if your reading this) but i really really miss him..and its just things arent right anymore..like i miss walking with him 2 class and to his locker and seeing him waiting for me outside of my 4th period class..it was the best..=/..=(..okay at track practice.. we did pyramids...two 200's,two 300's, two 400's and two 800's.. then it went back down..omg i did like the first 200's and 300's by myself then i caught up with brandon and ahmad and we did the rest of em together..we pretty much jogged them all because i am not a 800 meter or 400 meter runner..they were kickin my ass..but the 200's were okay.ahh i just read my fortune that was in my fortune cookie and it said "the best prophet of the future is the past"..i dont get it but oh well...aiight..well now ima just prolly take a nice l0o0ong bath cuz my body hurts..peace homies

<3=</3

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 11:45:07 GMT

ahh the day was awesome yesterday...well i played in the pit again. that was okay...i kinda kept up with the music but i was still lost at the same time.. then after the play was over, i was rushing to get dressed and my earring fell in the toilet..lmfao but luckily there was nothing in it...after that brittanys mom drove me,brittany and amber to the double t where like half the school was already there.. and then mesa came then meech n erry 1 else.. and it was like all the black people at the end of the table and omfg..we had so much fun.. perneisa(sp) had this sausage link and they were makin fun of david sayin "are you missing something?" cuz i guess he has a small dick..lol the whole table was dyin laughin and he was tryna act like he didnt know what was goin on...then malcolm kept eatin this stuff we would give him..like lettuce and mayonaisse and he ate the david sausage..haha but we paid him to do it...after double t, i went home then jennifer met me there and i went to her house.. well actually we rode around with vic..then went to his neighborhood for a while.. we went over kaycee's house and rick,tyrico and brad were there and we all jus chilled n laughed n shyt.. then we piled into the cadillac..lmfao and i had to lay across rico,rick and brad in the back seat cuz there wasnt enough room for me to squeeze in between them..so we drive nowhere and come back and just..chill...and then we go to dennys and me and jennifer cannot stop laughing and we get french toast..it was reallllly good and i think i want some more.after dennys vic brought me and jennifer home and we went straight to sleep.. it was like 4 45. i am soooo effin tired but i cant fall back asleep or i could over sleep for the musical cuz i gotta be there at 1 15...that was pretty much my day yesterday...im still kinda blah from friday and what happened..but i guess im slowly recovering also..

//EDITT\\

somebody please shoot me right now!!

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 10:57:47 GMT

..i still like him a lot...i cant seem to stop liking him..and its known that you cant help who you like...but i also feel so dumb because he doesnt really like me back the same way i like him...hmph..

//EDIITT\\

hey..i feel a little bit better..i just got off the phone with my great friend brittany! she was making me laugh and we were singing songs from the music man :cash for the merchandise cash for the cotton goods: lol..tonight me and her and maybe amber and meech and sum other ppl are going out to eat at the double t diner..fun!im just sitting here listening to classical music.. it makes me relaxed and its prettyful.. we have festival for orchestra on thursday..i doubt we will make states becuz our orchestra sucks this year...and its very sad..oh well...brandenburg concerto #3 perhaps?? nice song..umm....well ill update later on..buh bye!

<~~rick..sexy isnt he? lol

Friday, March 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 23:00:11 GMT

1. You are:

2. Where did we meet:

3. Take a stab at my middle name:

4. How long have you known me:

5. When is the last time we saw each other:

6. Do I smoke:

7. Do I believe in God:

8. When you first saw me what was your impression:

9. Month of my birthday:

10. Color hair:

11. Color eyes:

12. Do I have any siblings:

13. What's one of my favorite things to do outdoors:

14. What's one of my favorite things to do indoors:

15. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:

16. What's my favourite type of music:

17. What is the best feature about me:

18. Am I shy or outgoing:

19. Would you say I am funny haha or funny sarcastic:

20. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules:

21. Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance, or a good friend:

22. Would you call me a hippie, nerd, snob, prep, or something else:

23. Have u ever seen me cry:

24. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be:

25. If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me:

fill it out homies!

Friday, March 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 15:13:38 GMT

okay..there is no more me and sean.only lasted for a week.. i wish it coulda lasted longer but thats on him...im kinda hurt and i wanna cry so bad and i think i will..but i mean..why even ask me out if you knew you werent gonna be happy? but i kind of dont think thats why he broke up with me..oh well..it was only a week..thats sad but pft..ill have to get over it..no i dont think he's an asshole er anything..and i still wanna be friends with him..i just think this is all b/s....so much bullshit i go through for no reason..you cant always get what you want..anyways..the musical starts tonight so ima see brittany and amber and jessica and they will make me happy..hopefully my big brothers can come too..welp..im done fer now..

</3

//EDDITT\\

ha the musical went great! i could tell it was a lot of adrenaline rushing..epsecially afterwards..i got mad hugs and ppl were liftin me up and swingin me around..it was fun...a lot of the cast went to outback steakhouse but im goin with them to double t diner tomorrow night..ima ride with brittany. welp..my mouth hurts..and im mad sleepy so ima go 2 sleep..

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 22:01:15 GMT

same thing thats been going on all week,sleep,school,track,food,pit,home and then it repeats..im soo glad the play starts tomorrow..and i got all the songs from the play in my head!! i really like the first song the barbershop singers sing tho..the sincere one..welp..ima go to bed cuz im sleepy! goodnight

<3 u sean..=)