whats shakin bacon? yes yes it is I!!!!! i am back!!! did ya miss me? *kiss*...

so wats up? my life is like hell.. im gonna freakin kill my sister, and thank god my grandparents are gone and my mom that bitch is back from florida! my dad has really got to learn to let me go.. god, i swear if he makes me stay in brooklyn for college is just might kill him too!!!

anyway, i went on this freaking horrible date with avery, yet i really wanted to go with him anyway.. im kinda happy he asked me out, even though like everyone told him to ask me. it was kinda akward through out the whole date, but if he had called within 3 days after the date i've would've considered going on a 2nd, but now he avoids me and completely keeps walking by. but u know, avery is kinda cute for a metrosexual, but hell.. most of them are! avery was cuter then most of them....i wonder what it would've been like to be his girlfriend, would it be good or bad? god.. anyway... leaving that fantasy for later.. ok, wow, im finally updating, but yea im late on that point, well.. hope to update sooner, bye guys!

MWAHH!!!

thank you everyone how wrote me you may not get your letters back the mail room caught fire but i love you all mwah

you kno you loved me

pam