In Cali right now, spending lots of time with my family n friends before i head down to virginia. It seems to me that im more isolated to Guamanians, or maybe it's just paranoia. Sometimes i feel old "friends" are hating on me because, as they say, i'm "americanized".... whatever, im not going to give this whole speech about self-esteem and "hate all you want" shit.  I have changed alot, though most through aesthetics. I like the change and im only growing more. "Adapt & Overceme" i remember once the great coach Taitano was telling me. this commin saturday is going to be the biggest party i'm ever gonna go to, i had to extend my leave just to go to it and im not over-exaggerating. I've partied alot, but this will be the biggest and bestest!   anywho ill keep who ever still reads this shit updated.                           

                                                  "still no place like home."

CURRENT STATUS

             Life comes at you real fast. I lost alot of friends and made a ton of new ones. no matter how many new friends you make thought, the older ones that know who you truly are, are twenty times better. Much like an aged wine. Today i went with Rom Rom to Hooters, we talked about things, good feeling when you catch up with old buddies. I have come to a decision not to come back to the rock for a loooooonnnngggg time. I have nothing there but some friends and family, i have just reached my prime and i wanna explore the world. It feels really good traveling, i feel free of problems whenever i go to new places, some problems stay forever, regardless, im going to keep doing what i want. Everybody is saying is not like me to get a tattoo, bitch you dont know me then, behind these jokes and smile, I have seen too many, too much for my childhood. I hate growing up, i wish that i can stop time and just pause all the wonderful moments that i lived, maybe thats part of the reason why im getting tattoos, because they are forever and cannot be changed. Geraldine, im not goin to beat around the bush anymore, what ever short term romance we had is gone. The romance you might just deny, i may be wrong, i thought it was real, i do know that i did like you alot, maybe more than any dumb bitches i court up here in the motherland. We moved on, you are some what a ghost to me, not anymore than my good friends jes, chris and ariel. my gawd this blog is really long, feels damn good to get it out of my chest, now im just getting ready to go to a party as my brother bugs me to get ready. peace.

Dear Xanga,

              I have noticed that you are loosing the competition with Myspace. That leaves me more room to write about "everything." Anywho, I have been drinking alot latley, Livn off paycheck to paycheck, my  money is always spent on materials i dont really need. But i guess going shopping every first and the fifteenth of the month wont really hurt, kinda good for the soul. Well im hopping to go to Guam around June, I'm tired of broken pormises. As far as love life. I have not found anybody here in the eastcoast worth my time and full attention, more of .... to be continued.