hey all you beautiful people :)

i decided to forget about the protected list and what not, i'm not on here enough to even care. i don't care if the haters read my entries or not, what's life if you don't have a few enemies? just sometimes the comments people make really get to me and i know that i've heard them all many times before, but the more and more people you hear them from, the more upset you get. i find out more and more how many people hate me, and it's basically just on xanga where i find these people. yes, i've made mistakes, just like any normal person, but do i constantly have to get attacked about them four years later? you shouldn't worry about what mistakes i have made, i made them, not you, and the outcome doesn't affect you. can a single one of you say that a mistake i have made has affected you personally in a bad way? no, you can't. i just wanted to get across how i feel about this and it probably won't matter anyway, but at least it's off my chest! and that's the end of my rant for today.

i would tell you all what's going on in my life, but i'm sure you already know! i'm engaged, still working on my album, working on some movie scripts, and hoping for children in the near future. i was looking around xanga and i constantly see these horrible fakes of me. of course, i'm flattered, but not when they project me as some egotistical stupid skank. check out http://www.xanga.com/iloveyoufred1 and http://www.xanga.com/party_girl_paris to see what i am talking about. DFDGHHJFDLJSD FRED DURST AND I HAVE NOTHING GOING ON!! EW.

i have nothing else to say really...i know this post probably was one of my most boring posts but you can deal with it! http://www.xanga.com/britney_spears1981 is not real and that's not hot! =)

what designer purses do you like better- coach or dooney & bourke?

  one of the new bags my sister designed. loves it!

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