Hey everyone! Today I woke up at like 8! ahh i was so freaking tired...haha...then i was online untill like 11 and then this really wierd guy imed...he wouldnt tell me who he was and then i blocked him and he came on...on another screen name...ahh it was really really scary...ok anyway...now me and erin are going to dorney. we were supposed to be going with SOME other people! but you no so now me and erin are going to dorney by ourselves so if you want to come just call her cell phone...

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Somewhere between the procrastination and the homework and the incessant forwards.  Somewhere between the bffaeaeaeae’s and the calls to each other complaining about that asshole who just broke up with you.  Somewhere between the phone calls and IM’s, and the “I miss you’s” and the “I love you’s” and the “What are you doing tonight?’s.”  Somewhere between all of the changing and growing.  Somewhere between the classes and the s k i pping

classes.  Between the studying for tests.  And pretending to study for tests.  And the downright not studying for tests.  I forgot.  I forgot what this thing called life is all about.  I forgot what it meant to cry.  I forgot that pretending to be smart, doesn’t necessarily make you smart.  And that pretending to be happy, doesn’t necessarily make you happy.  I forgot that you can’t control falling in love.  and that you cant make yourself fall in love. I learned that I can love.  I learned its okay to mess up.  and its okay to ask for help.  And its even okay to feel like shit.  I learned its okay to complain and whine to your friends for a whole day.  I learned that sometimes the things you want most - are the things you can’t have.  I learned that the greatest things in life aren’t the parties or the driNkiNg or the hookups. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget – are the things we most need to talk about.  I learned that you can’t just forget the past in fear of the future.  I learned that friendships are the most important things in life- which means taking chances.  But basically, I learned that my friends, both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world.  And without them, I wouldn’t be who I am today.  So this is a thank you to all my friends,

for always being there.

i love you more than you