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Thursday, May 12, 2005

Thu, 12 May 2005 01:31:55 GMT

There's a night life falling down on me
I just feel like a change
Beneath the sun in summer,
a sea of flowers won't bloom without the rain
But oh, this desert life, this high life
Here at the dying of the day
I wasn't made for this scene baby
But I was made in this scene
And baby, it's just my way
I don't want to go home alone, I wanna come on home to you

Waiting here for you
Wanting to tell you
How I line my sky with all the silver I can use
Just the way you do
Thought if I told you
You might want to stay for just another day or two.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Sun, 01 May 2005 19:24:38 GMT

thank god for friends, and fuck their jobs.
i've been bored out of my skull/been in a shitty mood for like the past month. but finally a good weekend. friday's show was really shitty but i went out to the moke's yesterday for the first time, going to jackass ginger tomorrow which ive also never done, pretty shweet. living on a rock there's only so much to do, but im starting to realise i havent done alot of it.

slowly learning to open up and let people in
definetly a necessity

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 22:39:06 GMT

oh god, i've finally gone and done it. submitted myself to myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/mandatron

Monday, April 04, 2005

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 03:09:18 GMT

gangastaaa gangstaaaa

last night was suppppeerrr fun. dressin up craaazy, hummer limo and ultrazone. i have to say my favortie part the evening was pretending to "get crunk" by drinking from an empty glass, which wasnt so empty after all and i spilt someone else's OLD rum and coke allover myself and in my mouth. ick, who knows how long it was in there and whose it was, ya know you'd think they clean out limos but the dont! im still super angry those stupid asian girls took us out.

well unlike others who actually have cameras i dont have picturessss poo. anyways thats it ciiaaooooo

Monday, March 28, 2005

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 02:35:23 GMT

whoa whoa i havent updated in a month, thats definatly a record.

spring break was fantastic, i wish i could rewind time and do it all over again. im sad alexis left today, but she'll be back before i know it, 2 and a half long dreadful months. so break consisted of going to the beach allooottt, surfing, watching alot of movies such as finding neverland, bridget jones 2, hedwig and the angry itch, donnie darko ect., cheesecake factory, going to north shore which was a disaster because the weather was shite and our car wouldnt start for 3 hours, vega and scary/crazy japanese deathmetal show, 80s night, sitting around tera's house, sleeping in, making pimp VDB shirts, crab fights to the bloody death of doom mmmmm, eating way too much. chee heee

well only two more months of school, im pretty sure we can all survive it.

cause there's beauty in the breakdown.

Monday, February 28, 2005

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 03:16:12 GMT

the way people live to be remembered, then and only then
see me perfect, more perfect than the sidewalk,
more expensive than my shoes, more meaningful then hidden messages.
in a quite safe quiet walk
you forget your personality when they birth
in the after-birth, i still fake it like i'm naked.
if you got the right sunglasses, i wrote this on cough drops
with the secret conveyer belt in the sidewalk
and the big laughing gaping drooling lipsticked up
and dressed like the lighter side of death.
neon eyes, cold to the touch and there's salt on (pssst).
salt on everything. salt on...salt on everything.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 15:04:14 GMT

well i figure its time for a real update
school is good minus the huge pile of homework i have today
track is good minus the fact i walk like ive been ass raped cause my legs hurt so much.
valentines day is tomorrow. i used to hate this holiday but now i dont really mind it. so hallmark invented it.big deal.
the show on friday was fun minus the fact i cant close my jaw completely anymore.
im dying my hair purple soon but not this week incase i get grounded cause next weekend is going to = AWESOME
im still sick, poo.
the friends are good minus the fact that im a shitty impulsive one, asshole
im hungry
xanga is dying

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 23:00:55 GMT

All the buildings, the advertisements trying to sell me things, they would all drop away and I'd be free. But the reality of it was that I was stuck right here whether I liked it or not. This plastic culture abounds. It keeps everything sealed neatly inside for sterility's sake. There was no escape. No breaking through the barrier to the other side where people danced in a pastel haze. I had been striving for that fairy tale, but it was all bullshit and illusion. The whole routine was worn out and tired.