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Tonight,

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 22:13:31 GMT

I wanna cry...

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 10:44:46 GMT

So I had my first real day at Esquire. It went well... I did alot of shampooing, start/finish work for the other stylists, and even had one of my own clients! Had two people tell Diane that I gave the best shampoo they'd ever gotten.. so, ya know, if you need your head massaged I guess, come to me lol. (I got tips from them too! woopee! lol)

Last night after church I hung out with Daniel, Conrad, Dave and Heather. <333 Much fun. We just kinda walked around downtown by lake Mirror, causing the usual havok. lol

I miss Sarah Brew. :'( She needs to come home.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 23:47:44 GMT

There was pain, sunny days and rain. I knew you'd feel the same things..

Everybody knows
it hurts to grow up.
And everybody does—so weird to be back here
Let me tell you what:
The years go on and
We’re still fighting it… we’re still fighting it - Ben Folds

By the way.. I PASSED!

Here I go...!

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 10:54:41 GMT

Taking my Cosmetologist Licensing Exam today.

It kinda scares me

Nerves

Help!

lol

Ok that was cool... anyways. Yeah, its true, Brittni (hopefully.. if I pass) shall no longer only be a cosmo graudate, but, a licensed, able to work in a salon, cosmetologist. Exciting eh? What? You're scared?? Silly you. There is nothing to fear.

Pray for me. :)

AH!

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 16:21:10 GMT

So, this piece of mail I've been waiting on the past couple weeks finally came today, and I'm scheduled to take my test in 2 days. TWO DAYS!!! I don't know if I'm ready for this. Please pray for me. I'm going to take my licensing exam on wed. 12:30pm. Nerves are already building up.

I've so been sucked into the inevitable, unavoidable realm of MYSPACE

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 23:53:22 GMT

It's true. You can check it out at www.myspace.com/brittnijeanmusic

I have yet to put music on there.. but hopefully there will be some eventually.

Life is busy and I'm just trying to keep up. I miss my little sister who's in NC for a while. I miss my best friend who is also in NC now. All the girls at WOL, I miss you. Everyone at Camp Grace... I miss you terribly. I wish with all my might that I could've been there this summer. I hope to visit before the summer is over.

I turn 18 in 27 hours. lol June 13.. 3am. We were going to party at the beach, but it looks like theres a tropical storm trying to rain on my parade... I hope not. I love the rain, but I'm ready to party, even if most everyone's missing from the party lol.

The job at Esquire is pretty much mine, I just need to take my state board exam before I can start. Hopefully I'll be able to assist for a while before then.

Corey Crowder - Learning To Let Go

Am I wasting my breath? Because its still in my mind that its always the wrong place at the wrong time. So lets face the facts, we all make mistakes. But weve got to live life before it passes right by.

So before you pack your things and go, theres one last thing that I want you to know.
You cant find happiness if you wont let go.

We can agree on one thing. You cant fight fate with fate. We had a good love, but its seen its last day. When opportunity knocked you had to answer the call. Now those clouds on that sunny day have all blown away.

Open your eyes. You're bound to get hurt sometime.

I've so been sucked into the inevitable, unavoidable realm of MYSPACE

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 23:52:51 GMT

It's true. You can check it out at www.myspace.com/brittnijeanmusic

I have yet to put music on there.. but hopefully there will be some eventually.

The job at Esquire is pretty much mine, I just need to take my state board exam before I can start. Hopefully I'll be able to assist for a while before then.

Run away with me...

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 11:03:09 GMT

It's amazing how worked up you can get when you're depressed; but then when you're all alone, all you can do is cry your heart out, wishing someone was there to hold you and let you cry your eyes out, tell you everything will be alright. Then you softly start to fall asleep..still in their arms.

Oh, and by the way.. My 18th Birthday is on TUESDAY! :-D

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 00:29:37 GMT

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 00:17:16 GMT

Remember how I said it was going to get REAL quiet around this house for a while... yeah, try me being here by myself for the night I can't win. It's either too many people, or noone at all. Sad day

But.... I'm watching Dumb and Dumber... you can't get any better than that.

Goodnight all.