i made a new site!

click the mushroom to go to it. im slowly going to subscribe to all of u again... hopefully it wont take forever lol

Last Thursday my chemistry teacher asked me if i was anorexic! He's one of those teachers that talks to u way too much & tries to get too close & shit... and he had asked me a few days in a row what i had eaten for breakfast and/or what i was eating for lunch. & my answer was always either an apple or nothing. so he was like "Hannah, y aren't u eating?" "i dont want u to pass out in the middle of class because the only thing u've eaten in the past 24 hours is an apple" "do u need someone to talk to? i can get ahold of a counselor for u"! i was just like "i am eating, im fine" and walked away.

it really bothered me because we were the middle of class. i walked up to his desk to turn in a paper or something & he just starts saying ^ that shit. the kids at their desks probably didnt hear him or n e thing but there were several other students at his desk as well & they all heard everything. it pissed me off! if he has simply taken out into the hall or asked to speak with me after class, i would have been fine & just lied n e way... but y would decide it was aproppriate to ask someone something that personal in front of a room of screaming idiots?

whatever. he knows it bothered me & hasnt talked to me since... which is very odd cuz im always the first person he talks to in that class. he knows my art teacher so they have conversations about me... its a long story. <<<3

Caroline Winberg

god, i want her stomach/waist!

hey girls! long time no post, sorry! i've been sick for the past 5-6 days... pretty bad too. & i've been eating "normally" ... well not exactly normally but more than b4. i havent been purging nearly as much (thank god). i've almost completely stopped! but, i've been eating more than i'd like... mostly cuz im still trying to regulate my metabolism and such! so yes, i've gained weight!!!! eewww!!! im 110 right now i know, i hate it too. but i worked out a little today & i intend to start regular, more challenging work out tomorrow! & im also going to try a fruit & veggie fast starting tomorrow... <<<3

Annika Stenvall

hey girls! how is everyone? i've been alright... kinda boring around here lately. but the weather is finally getting nicer so maybe i'll actually be out doing something lol

i dont know my weight right now. im kind of scared to find out! im trying to eat a little more & actually keep it down... just so i can get my metabolism going again. im supposed to be doing the AnaThinspiration challenge right now but its really hard for me to do right now cuz 1. im trying to get my metabolism up & eating 200 cals a day wont do that, & 2. we barely have n e food in my house right now and the food we do have isnt low cal. so right now, im getting like 2 pts in the challenge lol but i'll get back on track as soon as we get some damn food in this house. im thinking about starting myself on a fruit/veggie fast... cuz then i can keep my metabolism going while takin in a small amount of cals and virtually no fat!

i need to start working out again! i've been doing like 20 push-ups and 100 crunches a night... and thats it!!!!! i can feel the fat covering my abs and arms... its sickening

where do u girls find pictures of Nicole Richie???

Tatiana Usova

thin. thin. thin.

im sorry

has this site become too boring? have i lost all my readers? i never get comments n e more. i miss them! i feel alone, honestly. i can only talk to one person about my EDs & when i write in here it seems no ones listening.

how can i get u girls to come back? i guess updating more often... with more to say than just "my weight hasnt changed" would help. but my weight seriously wont budge! its driving me nuts. i want winter to be over. i look terrible right now even though i havent gained weight... im just un-toned and flabby :shudder:

does n e one know of n e sites making ana bracelets? i ordered one from a site but the girl just left an update on her site saying "no one needs this! i hate u all!" ... so im guessin  i wont be gettin my bracelet lol n e way, let me know if u know of a site or if u hear of one... <<<3

Viktoria Zuban

Arina Mikhaylova

Alison Nix

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... tripped 2 more days after that post. got down to 100! back at 101ish right now... i wish i were at 100 but i guess 101 is alright for now.

my digestive system is fucked. im not sure i digest n e thing... yesterday i ate some fries at 4 pm than b/p'ed at 7 pm and the fries from earlier were all still in my stomach

i havent gone to school at all this week. tuesday was my 17th birthday so im now officially at the age where i can drop out... i think im going to. i havent talked to my parents about it much but i think they expect it. i've done terribly this year <<<3 u girls

Tania Dziahileva