HAPPY NEW YEAR!

New years eve was fun! first i went over to jon and we finally got to exchange presents! it was really nice to hang out, just the two of us. i missed him. Then linda murph maria bri hope ryan brandon pat s norm drew h lloyd and nina all came over. It was a good time. Then we lit fireworks. Murph i still dont know what to call them haha. Yesterday i had a family party for a little thenjon came over and we "watched" dodgeball.

today i went to the mall again to exchange more stuff. My cousin is comin over soon while the rent's go out to dinner! i gotta start workin on my homework that i had all break to do. FUCK YOU MS REMIER. she gave me an intentive/disruptive during class. Ew. Drew your worse then me!

thats all for now   xoxo

its like early early thursday! '

tonite linda and hope came over! haha it was very nicee to have a ladies nitte! haha n eww chirstine ditched us! haha im messin i hope (HAHA) u had fun tho! We watched napoleon dynomite! flippin best movie! GAWWD! TIna you FAT lard! haha too many! then we played Dance Dance Revoltion! Linda is offiaclly the best. hope and me need some practice! we took alot of pictures! the ones of our butts HAHA! I miss  you though Jon- he's my baby! cant wait for flippin new years eve! dunno what im doin! but i do know that its gonna b awesome!

i need sleep! good nitee

This is what im thinking about right now- CHANGE

my lfe is so different from what it was 4, 5 months ago. At first i didnt want to welcome the change i wanted to hold onto old memories forever and i acted like nothing would ever be differnt. But the thing is change happens, wether u like it or not. And when it does embrace it, changes usually happens for the best! at first it doesnt seem like that, it usally is. Im not sayin forget totally about the memories! Remeber them! Remeber all the good times you shared with him/her/it. as some people dont wish todo, their choice. But i choose to not forget those times we sat there doing nothing but somehow bursted into laughs. i will look back on the old pictures that are stored away when im sad and those pictures that captured those memories will probably bring a smile to my face ! i will never forget both of you or the times we shared they meant alot to me.. and to me you still do too

Change really does happen for the better! i think a couple of months ago someone or somebody may have wanted to beat me up.. haha now we are cool! which is a really good feelin. and I have gotten really close to people that i prob wouldnt have considered a best friend, but they really are! SO listen Embrace change. Maybe its something u gotta learn by yourself, who knows? But heres a change coming my way-i prob need surgery on my shoulder :( i have been out the whole swim season! Futures is about to start and so is lax in a couple of months But who knows mayb this will make me quicker somehow?

okay good nite! xoxo Perky Perks

When i get married this is the song im dancing to with my DADDY

             Butterfly Kisses By Bob Carlisle

There's two things I know for sure.
She was sent here from heaven, and she's daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night, she talks to Jesus, and I close my
eyes.
And I thank God for all the joy in my life,
Oh, but most of all, for...

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"Walk beside the pony, daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, daddy, but I sure tried."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet sixteen today,
She's looking like her momma a little more every day.
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and makeup, from ribbons and curls.
Trying her wings out in a great big world.
But I remember...

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, daddy, but if you don't mind,
I'm only going to kiss you on the cheek this time."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right.
To deserve her love every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time ... Like the wind, the years go by
Precious butterfly ... Spread your wings and fly

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride room just staring at her,
she asked me what I'm thinking, and I said "I'm not sure,
I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl." Then she leaned over... and gave
me...

Butterfly kisses, with her mama there sticking little flowers all up in her hair
"Walk me down the aisle, daddy, it's just about time"
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, daddy?" "Daddy, don't cry."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right
To deserve her love every morning, and butterfly kisses
I couldn't ask God for more. Man, this is what love is.
I know I've gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses...

WOW! havent written in a good 20 days! sorry ! been kinda of busy becuase im bot grounded any more :)

being let free is the best feeling int he world! ive been busy with JCREW haha and with my man JON n my boy mark n drew!

christmas has gone and pasttt- christmas eve thw whole bowen fam came over! it was rlly fun! havent seen my cuz ryan in a long time! i missed him! Christmas started off with a bang! my sister who was soo excited woke up with strepth throart :( went to Gpop and Gma perkins' house with the whole clan! it was crazy as usuall!

Break---dont want it to end! it feels like summer only its like 20 degrees! i miss summer !  well thursday i went to chrisitnes with linda (shes mono free everyone ) kelsea, chrissy teen of course, jonny drewy and trev! Sunday wass gahh.. my mom wanted to have like  a family night so at first i has an attitude cuz i wasnt aloud out but it was actully fun! yes i siad it haha! we watched National Lampoons Christmas Vaction! hilairous movie! Monday i went to marks with jon then lefted in teuf's car? n i was with nicole sammy Christine n linda n we went back to lindas for a little. Today i hung out with my awesome cousin Chelsea! we went to KOP w/ my otehr cousin/her sister Michelle! Us three hadd lotss of fun! im glad we got to bond! then later last mineut me hope and linda saw meet the fockers! since i have offically met them i can offically say they are fockin hiliarous people! aSSSS hOOOOle! the whole movie was goood! i loved every minuet of it! "if a cat and a dog have sex, do they have like a cat dog" HOPE DONNELLY! i lovee that girl! then seth and dave drove us home at like 12! it was fockin awesome! talkin bout seth's car (S) "its an '86 celebrity" (ME) "oh rlly which celebrity!" haha sometimes i dont get things to qucickly