Well...the 2004 Turkey Bowle @ George Mason University was yet again dominated by UMCP....holla back youn'in...eReR!!! haha...Congrats to the Lady Terps with their 4th Championship in a Row!!!! Keep rocking them ladies!!! This was for Vee and I know that she was high above rooting you ladies and is very proud of you. You ladies have overcome adversity time and time again...throughout these past two weeks as well as during the tournament when things looked grim...you almost cracked, but instead of falling apart during the second game, you guys held on to each other like teammates should and pulled through (and took Mason's heart while you were at it...haha). Great job ladies...this one's for VEE!!!

Well, the guys dominated just as strong as ever not allowing for a single team to score beating outscoring our opponents about 70 to nothing....holla back for the fellaz...lead by Gary Wu's Potent Defense and  Toffee's  Unstoppable  Offense. Even though we got DQ'ed for some bullsh*t, in our hearts we know who's the 3 time guys champion. It was a big victory for me too, 'cuase I was taken out last year by a low hit. I played with my heart and did very well...

My stats this year:

8 sackz

6 tackles

2 forced fumbles

1 fumble recovery

8 QB pressures, and 14 QB hits...

This summarizes my day:

(thanx Supernard for the great pic). Superman's Back Baby!!!

Thanks for all those that supported the UMCP Turkeybowler's that came out. I love you guys!!!

c-Lo

My last entry came about 7 and a half months ago...it's weird how things change you know??? it was about 4 months ago that me and Chris were practicing for Turkey Bowl...and now it's here in less than 36 hours...my how time goes by...

This is dedicated to the memory of Vee Cabacungan...As many of you all must know by know, she died tragically in a car accident Friday of last week. it's sad you know...i don't want to put the wrong thing up...but i knew the girl, but juss for a brief couple of months. it's because of her that i realized how truly short life can be...and the people around you can be gone like that...IN AN INSTANT. i remember her with her baggy boy shorts running in the girl's TB practice fast as lightning, but with hands that would caress the ball like a mother holding a child...she was spirited and loved by all that met her. rest in the arms of the Lord Vee...

I attended her Wake today, along with Savouenn...I can't even imagine what her family and close friends must be going through...but i do give my sincerest condolences. Your loss will truly be missed by not just your family, but by those that Vee touched. her life may have ended, but Vee....you gave many people such as myself (as foolish as I may have been) perspective of life. i feel bad right now because I can't believe that only in a time like this, can I truly appreciate the value of life...my family, my friends, my loved ones....

in some respects, i hate myself for thinking about all the times that people that i really cared about took me forgranted...i have truly been living in my own prison this past year and a half because i couldn't look at myself in the mirror and see what i have become. i may have not shown it on the outside as loud and boisturous as i may have been, but, on the inside...when i laid in bed alone, it was there. losing my closest friends, losing the one thing i loved the most (aside from my BEAUTIFUL girlfriend michelle) which was seeing my friends and the vibrant beauty that they each brought into my life...i lost the color...only seeing black and white...the "wrongs" instead of the "rights". i felt alone. by myself. nobody around me. juss voices fading into the background as they always seem to do.

i have many relationships with many different people...whether i call you my girlfriend, my best friend, my lil' sis, by hommie...my *(your name)* here...or whatever i may or may not call you...but still call your name to hear your voice to let me know that you're there....

i have learned that things as simple as a "hello" or a smile....or maybe asking how their day went may just be enough to make them from having a very shitty day...into one that they soon will not forget..to all of you that read this and that i have a history with, i can remember the first time that we met...down from the first hello...to the first rude and crude comment i may have said...lol (sorry about that rude comment btw)...Vee has put many different things into perspective for myself personally because it's because of her, i feel that at this point in my life, all that bullshit that you and i...that you and somebody else...that you and your *whoever*...bullsh*t drama that you may have had....doesn't matter. it really doesn't.

i haven't told each one of you that i love you or that i care for you...but i do. which is part of the reason that i may have been sooooo hurt this long...i felt that the love you had for me couldn't match the love i had for you. but, since when is a relationship with your loved ones a give-or-take system? it isn't...it's something that you give freely without hesitation and not expect anything in return, unless they feel so otherwise...my flaw which i do see now is that i asked for you to give back, when i shouldn't have. i know that you were there, but i just couldn't see your bright smile in that sea of black-and-white...

i came back tonight from a guys night out at fridays talking about many things from VEE to turkeybowl to relationships to what each of us had truly had in our hearts. when it came down to it...we all agreed that hommies are hommies, through thick and through thicker...that Vee's life, has truly blessed us all because it all made us truly look inside our hearts and see what truly matters...colors of blue, to voilet, to purple and green...orange, and red, yellow to white...a sea of colors that each of you have in my heart. i do love and care for you all...

in my intraspection, i found the reason why i always wanted to be a superhero...as you all can probably see in my obsession with superman...is because a true superhero does great things, and saves those that are in need...i have looked out for others in the past, but maybe it's time for me to save myself before i fall...

don't forget to let people know that you care about them, because in an INSTANT, they can be gone...Thanks Vee. I love and care for each of you. Watch over us as we play for your this saturday and keep us safe...

Vee Day hommies...

This year's for you..

c-Lo

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Just a glimpse of some of the people I love and care about.....

Stay tuned for the ULTIMATE picture soon to come.