Why I Hate Regular Radio

I've heard every commercial Infinity radio has to offer...I'm sure Clear Channel has a few different ones but commercials are freaking the big suck....

XM is a god-send but the commercials are fucking starting to creep into that sanctuary too....I understand it but it drives me wild....fuck commercialism

I can't wait to get off shift...the last hour is the longest and most annoying...

I'm still alive

Still Alive, Too Damn Lazy to try and Kick....

Well my goodness....how long has it been my silly faithful xanga site?  Too long!  and Sadly I've fallen into the myspace and facebook crowds.  As I was once a die-hard fan of xanga and proclaimed my extreme distaste for those sites I have now become a hypocrite and can only ask for forgiveness my dear xanga site.

Hmmm..... life has been going as life has been going.  I mean there are ups and there a definite downs but all and all I try to keep my shit riding the center line as much as possible because I dislike my natures when I am too far on either side of the emotional scale. 

I just got finished reading some of Kevin Smith's online journal (suggested to me by a co-worker after seeing Clerks 2) and I must say I wish I could write like that man.  Or rather, I wish I was dedicated enough to continue a constant journal for myself and the crazy shit that always seems to happen to me during the course of a normal week. 

I can't promise that I will but I can promise to try and think of you more often my awesome Xanga....hopefully I will see you soon...but for now I need to try and update your look!

wow, the rose bowl has been one of the most intense football games I've ever seen. 

Kinda torn though...both teams are very awesome, but i hold no love especially for either of them...although I am biased as to wanting Texas to kick the crap out of any California team.  Well its not over so we'll have to see. 

I've been sitting in the same little room for almost six hours straight! And its gonna be a long post game show, even if texas loses because they were not at all destroyed by USC.  So oh well, thats what I get for sleeping all day. 

Hmmmm....interesting thing to have your car hit and not even be there when it happens.  I truly think that if you do significant damage to another person's car that you should take responisbility for it.  Now, if you're an elderly person and it was an accident......maybe its time to stop being proud and giving the keys to someone else....if perhaps you don't have insurance and are scared to come forward.....you have no right to even ben in a car especially if your going to do damage to other people's way to make a living...if you're a punk kid and do it and run...then you're an idiot and I would love to dent the other parts of my car with your face...

so yeah, it was my car what got hit and I have no idea who did it.  I'm not mad about it...just annoyed becasue now I have ot borrow cars and stop my plans becasue someone didn't take the time to stop and fill out a small piece of paper to let me know what was up.  Its stupid and irresponsible of that person.  Driving is a priviledge for some people but I need my frickin car to make a living for myself. 

If you can't drive; don't.....

If you must and damage property; take responsibility....

If you don't; run and be a chicken shit....

and going back to the football game....I'm starting to get that crazy anticipation feeling...its sooooo close!  Go Selvin and Vince young!!

A new entry at the end of a semester!!  Good times!

Got a new room mate, that kicks ass.  Went dumpster diving and came out ahead of the game.  Passed all my classes.  Wanna go bungee jumping.

You know what I just realized?!? 

I love to read!  I mean...I really like it whole bunches...

Inside of four days I've killed two and a half books and I forgot why the hell I stopped reading in the first place!  Weird

Anyway, I also remembered how much Stephen King scared the ba-jesus out of me. not in the classical sense of boo! and I fall over but more of the slow and subtle scared.  The kind that you don't realize how it affected you until you lay down in bed and think about the many small things that you remember.  I'm reading Pet Cemetary now and I've read a couple stories like it before and of course its an easy movie to make...but this man writes in a way that really just blows my mind sometimes.  I know why too...its the very natural type of human horror.  Like I said before...not the ghost type...but the awful dread that as soon as you walk through a hallway, you imagine that you've been watched...or maybe the door will close and you can't get back through...and scariest of all(for me)...looking back in the dark and seeing only the shadow of the person following you slowly...not coming for you quickly...but the shadow of someone or something that know you can't get away from it not matter how hard you try and keeps coming no matter what you do or say.  These are the things that keep me up at night...the possibility of someone standing over me in the dark and me not being aware...the shadow that you know is there but can't see.  The Possibility and knowledge that something is there just beyond your reach....man!! I love being scared!!

No movie will ever be able to match my imagination again...I don't care how gory...or horrible....or frightening it seems...books are ar scarier I think...and ayone who says different isn't stupid..I just think they lack a little imagination and patience.  Oh well!! Alright!

And I thought of this over te weekend:  How is it that femalesare able to freeze a male with the utterence of our complete names?  And then...what can they do...if a male can resist that...and I'm not talking about not letting the male enjoy the presence of the females company...but what if that utterance has no power...in which way will she(they) gain power?