i dont use this one anymore.
but i saw it, and read my last post.
now i need a little update. THE RECENT
lauren & breslin are best friends.
nothings fucking us up this time. david & breslin will never date again.
because i dont want to. brandon & breslin aren't together anymore.
this, im not happy about at all. eric & breslin are very good friends.
hes fantastic.
daniel & breslin are always there for each other.
hes amazing, and hes my best friend. THE PRESENT
i'm not eating right.
i'm responsible.
i haven't written in awhile.
i've become attracted to acoustic/folk music.
i'm more in love then i ever have been.
i'm a student at mosley middle school.
i know who will always be true to me.
i need to work on some things.
i know the strongest people. THE FUTURE
i will make good grades.
i will improve myself.
i will not date for awhile.
i will try my hardest to be with him again, someday.
i will not sacrifice my morals for anybody.
i will expands my writing abilities.
i will become closer to christ.
i will respect myself, and others, more then i do now. i'm very much in love.
and it's the greatest feeling i've ever experienced.
because this time around, i'm not crying and wallowing in self pity all the time over the fact he's not with me.
now, i am so happy.
just the thought of him makes me so filled with, wow.
i'm glad hes happy, i'm glad shes happy.
i'm glad im happy. i dont care what you say about me and him. me talking to much about him, me crying to much about him, me hoping to much over him. i dont care.
you obviously have never felt this way before.
and im so sorry for that.
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