| Happy 17th Birthday my love.... 
I know what you're thinking, its nearly 2 in the morning and you wanted me to be in bed by 12, lol....well i was baby...and i woke up all of a sudden and the first thought that my brain could conjure up was "ITS MY BABY'S SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY!!!", sighs....now all i can think about is you... I just wanted to be the first one to tell you happy birthday....hopefully i'll get to continue doing that when we're married....i'll be waiting for you to wake up to give you your birthday smooch.  baby....i know i've done so many things that have made you sad and wonder about how much i love you....but trust me with all your heart honey, because im promising with all of mine that I love you more than any person could love anybody else in this world....you are my girl....and I would do ANYTHING...and i mean anything for you....you are my number one priority in life honey...sighs...I know that i havent been exactly a good loving boyfriend to you....but babe....gosh....sighs....i love you so much and im so sorry for everything ive ever done to even bring a sad thought into your mind...i love you so much that to imagine you sad makes me miserable...i feel that i live to make you happy....that the only way that i can be happy is to live along side of you while i get to see your beautiful smile everyday. I hope that i can help you add another happy year to your wonderful life...a year full of love and happiness....full of good memories, a year of sharing this wonderful life together. sighs.....if i ever do anything to jeopardize this beautiful relationship so help me god strike me down....cause to do that is to hurt the one girl in this world who loves me...who loves me so much that tears swell up in her beautiful eyes at the thought of losing me...you are so caring and loving honey. I could live the rest of my life without asking for another thing from you except to live it with me....by marrying me. Honey...consider it written in stone..."We will be together forever". Do you remember that day...when i spent like the entire day at your house with you mom because we had a half day at school or something...and your mom went outside for a second...and i looked at you....standing there looking so inoccent, beautiful, gorgeous, outright pefect, and I said.....baby, you know if things were ok, and I had nothing to worry about, and i had my life straight financially, and that i was a member in the church of christ, that i would ask you to marry me as soon as i could.....do you remember that? Thats how much you mean to me honey, that I at seventeen years old....the age you just turned now, could promise his life to another person....without ever being with another girl? Thats how great I think of you honey....nobody could compare to you.....i dont need to compare anybody to you, i dont need to be with anybody else before hand, because i can feel it....i can feel it everytime i look at you, i can feel it in my heart that i was meant to live my life with you, devotedly and happily loving you for the rest of my days.... just do me a favor and say yes when i do ask you to marry me  sighs....i love you baby...im gonna sleep now before you get mad at me, you probably are right now...lol.... i love you baby, happy birthday honey...i love you, have a good day.... i'll see you soon  ...
-Your love in life....*muah*.... |
