i was bored.. thought id post? lately::: ive been doing absolutely nothing... i mean NOTHING... i wont do my schoolwork, get out of bed, look pretty, go out w/ friends... im just so boring these days.. NO FUN AT ALL... senioritis sucks... thanksgiving break is here finally!!! my favorite people are coming home thank goodness!!! ive missed them all so freaking much <3 i went shopping the other day.. & omg bought the most mindblowing dress anyone has ever seen... i tried it on for fun.. but it made me look like a moviestar so i HAD to buy it... oh & i moved out of brittnies and back home.. its going good so far. Its closer to everything i need & there's more space.. me & brittnie are hanging out again, & my mom and i are getting along better, so i guess it will be ok?? i cant wait until christmas.. its getting cold here & parker square is putting up all of the lights... absolutely beautiful.. i love christmas! so much! razzoos & hockey game tomorrow... then out with some of the boys who are coming back in town

ok soooo... i am so effing pale i need to tan real bad... laying out just takes way too long. i saw war of the worlds last night... it was really really good! the ending needed work but eh w/e it rocked. i miss brittnie... she needs to come home... i drove my car today & i realized just how amazing it handles compared to my moms car... its so small i love it... fuck 4 doors lol. i saw stephen tonight... first time in like a month lol. ummm wut else... watched silence of the lambs w/ cory... hes gay... i hate him... he makes me laugh. omg im so hungry... im gonna go make a food... <3

summer is awesome... everyone is out of town boo... at least im not in iowa.... hehehehe.. u know i adore u!

Ok so the truth is that some things really are better left unsaid... no matter how much u want to say them. once the words slip out of ur mouth u cant take them back, ever. u cant say o i was drunk i didnt mean that when in reality u meant it more than anything & they know it. life doesnt work that way. people have been telling me for a while to just get it out & say wuts on my mind... talk about it. and in reply i only said, im not that girl. im not the girl that cares enough to say what she thinks or feels, especially about THAT. i dont get weak & cave in to my own curiosity. until last night. so ok. i probably did the dumbest thing of my life ever. but at least i made brittnie happy. or maybe i didnt do anything dumb at all, it just feels that way. hopefully the latter. whatever happens, im blaming it on the skyy... & on jeff bc he gave me the skyy, and the rufie beer lol.

<3 lee