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Ok I'm really tired, but my computer started working so i decided to seize the opportunity and get on, even though no one is on

I'm so content right now. With everything. I think last night just made me realize what the hell i was missing from my life. True mother fucking awesome friends. I mean I've said my fair of shit about them. No doubt. I'll take all the blame for it and all that stuff because (as we came to a conclusion last night) its just petty bullshit. Not everything needs to be a complete soap opera. right? I just loved teh feeling of being completely honest with everything youre feeling right at that moment. No need to hide or go back later and talk to someone else about your "frustration"

And you know you have true friends when they cook you breakfast You guys have no idea how awesome that was.

Marlayna and Kim are the funniest people in the world. We aren't immature, ok well we can be, but seriously i had the most fun with them ever. We had our serious moments, and then we had the moments where we laughed at boobs. (haha with the help of luke of course)

I guess we owe to luke for making all this happen because he had the brilliant idea of hanging out like we used to.

You know what else? I'm incredibly lucky to have someone like Brian. He let me crash at his house today. I love sleeping. I should be doing that right now, but I'm not. He made a delicious dinner and he lent me clothes to lay around in because jeans suck to sleep in. I love him

Soo I see all these fantastic things in my life, and despite the rough stuff, I'm so fucking happy. I mean at least my social life is good. I'm going to do what I want and hanging out with who I want and have no regrets because I'm sick of being told that I fucked up. Or being sucked into horrible gossip which will kill everyone in the end. Or just feeling like crap in general.

Yeah I had more to say but I just totally forgot.

so I'll end this entry on this note:

5 days til North Carolina

holy crap last night was the best night ever.

Luke and Brian came over to kims at like 4 and Luke thinks kim has nice Boogieshaha it was so much.

thennn we all hung out and kim passed out but it was a lot of fun still because you can seriously talk to kim and marlayna about anything because 'we are awesome' yeah i quoted myself

THEN at like 745 chad brian and luke came over and luke and brian cooked everyone breakfast holy crap they are so awesome. It finally felt like last summer and we need to do that more often. They cooked eggs and bacon and egg bacon and cheese sandwiches haha oh man I missed hanging out with them. YOu know why becuase theyre aweosme.

Oh yeah we played alittle bit of frisbee like we did last summer but that lasted about .2 min

Im in the best mood ever brian is cooking dinner and im supposed to be helping him but i decided not to..actually Im too slow so i decided to get online and write this entry being that i dont have a computer.

So you all have to call me now if you want to do anything because im internet impaired or something

k bye

Last night i had the strangest dream where everything was exactly how it seemed.

hmm I give up on a lot of things but I feel so free now and you could never understand. I'm so fucking happy

gimme the loot.

masrlayna is like mooing or something

k bye