Hey everyone lol i mean to say the ocassional person that doesnt know who would make their xanga name pimpsation, lol.................... so anyway.................. i havent really been up to a whole lot just college but even at that i dont class so....................uhh yeah i prolly need to do that... naa im just kiddin even though i dont go im still doin good as far as grades.  Yeah idk latley my days are boring they consist of gettin up at who knows when, then working out at the college, then going somewhere with all the guys, and stayin up till like 3 in the morning.  So yeah not to exciting i would do other stuff like go to the movies and things but theres really no one that wants to go so im kinda left with watchin people get drunk. lol.  idk i decided not to do that because it just isnt good for you in a health related way you know.........................well at know that you all need to leave me some FREAKIN comments. lol................. on a serious note i hope that everyone is doin well with school and work, and that your all havin the time of your lives.............................

later

Hey I hope that everyones summer is going well.  I havent been up to much but I'll write it anyway. lol.

I had my first week of college, its actually better than i thought it would be.  I kinda wished I would have stayed on campus until Zach and I get are place but I'll be ok. 

Yesterday I went to my cousins wedding.  It was beautiful, my cousins well wife now lol rode in on a horse drawn carriage.  It was just so perfect.  Then they had a slide show of pictures from them being babies to now.  What made it worse for me is that they played the me and you song by lifehouse and it makes me think of a Morgan and so i was sorta sad.   But I'm better now.  Then I went with Zach and Sean to see Transporter 2, which was ok but not as good as I thought it was going to be.  Then we went back to Zachs started to watch Ice Age and I fell asleep.

Today Sean Zach and I shot guns for a lil while which was pretty fun then went to work. 

well this is really long so im gonna head out, everyone have as much fun as possible while being safe. 

                                                                                  I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!

Peace            

So i've started class finally, and muskingum is pretty sweet.  Im glad that im actually out doing something instead of just sleeping all day lol.  Well things are definatley getting better for me, im not depressed anymore because things are so much better between me and a certain someone.  im just so glad all the stupid drama is gone and i hope it stays that way.  I just cant wait for everything to be the same again.

well im out make sure to leave some comments

peace

Well im gettin better with being depressed about everyone leaving. Its still hard and theres always somethin that comes up but thats how life goes and its not gonna stop for a while.  I just want everyone to be careful and have as much fun as possible.

In the words of a great teacher that we all had.  "Do only the things that you are leagally intitled to do" lol

peace

Well lets see what i did today

I got up around 1:00 and then got ready and went to the college and lifted weights.  Then dropped my brother back off at my house and then went to Erns.  Then i went to work and then back to Erns.  Then Chad Brandon Koval Corey and Hunter showed up.  Then Chad and Ashley and I went to Stiers house to say good bye because he leaves in the morning for college.  Then Chad dropped us back off at erns and no sooner did i get out of his car i started crying and i havent really stopped actually its worse now that im home by myself.  Its just everything you know I just think back about everything ive done over the years and then i think that all of the people that i did those things with are gonna be gone within a week and nothing is ever gonna be the same. I would give anything to be in high school again.  But instead im seeing poeple some for the very last time and everyone is goin there serperate ways.  Freshman year i sat in class thinkin that school would never end.  And now i sit here wishin it never had. I just want to wish the best of luck to everyone, people that are still in highschool and those who are movin on.  I just wanted say i love you guys and thank you for everything.  I'll always miss you and i'll never forget the times we shared.

Although this summer has been great this past week as left me sittin here now cryin thinkin everything.  And i just want to say im sorry.............................................