PinkPiggyWiggy's Xanga

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 22:57:07 GMT

AHHH! My computer is still broken! Fixing it tomorrow, hopefully *crossed fingers* heh. Got my new schedule... not to bad only E-K kinda
C- math (mondays and fridays)
E- government
F- poetry
G- math
H- freeish (RC)
J- yoga
K- marine sci.

Hung out with Dakota and Yelena yesterday, t'was fun. We saw Harry Potter, i'm not sure if i liked it. I was to clouded by the book the whole time... sucked. But im gunna go see it again tomorrow its ok, im special. hehe!
Went to the orthodontist today.. have to have a tooth pulled, im so scared! Its gunna hurt to bad! stupid old fuck im gunna kick his assssssssss.
Waiting for jonkey to come to my house. Then im gunna meet up with gary and peoplez in the city.
cookies are really good.

POLKA

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 01:59:00 GMT

I have an FIT appointment tomorrow... to find out about the college. Thats what started me on thinking about this whole mess... Dakotas outside now with joshua i think and i cant bring myself to say anything to her. And I know now why are friendship is/was so fucked up. I think ever since I was little I was so scared of people leaving me. I aways thought they would find someone better to hangout with. I thought that they would have more fun without me so i klung to people and was really fucking annoying i guess. I dont know why im so scared of that, its so stupid. I need so much and no one can give it to me, I dont even really want it. I cant even trust people right... I hate it and i know its wrong and stupid but i dont know how to stop feeling this way. I think dakota couldnt even give me that feeling that I was her bestfriend, she always just assumed that i knew. I always though Anna or Nina would be Dakota's bestfriend b/c she saw them like 3x more than me. And now b/c I have desided not to tlak to her anymore, anna is. I dont know if its the right thing, Doesnt really matter now, but i firgured i should say it, makes me feel better. I really fucking wish i know why i think like that, think its my mothers fault.

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 01:45:08 GMT

Happy Halloween!! (in 3 hours)
Yesturday was fun.. went to a party at Agatha's aunts house. Jonathan got extremly wasted and scared the shit out of my all night!
I dressed up as a doll and ate all night, heh.
Jonkey took me to see Saw II today.. .was really creepy... freaked me out, was really good heh .
Tomorrow gunna go to school than the parade or something should be fun, heh.

Polka

Monday, October 24, 2005

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 03:28:30 GMT

Friday was fun! Met Jonathan's friends from collage, they seem like really cool people, most of them . I got drunk from Vodka and Pink Lemonade, heh, that's Isadora umhmm.
Today I did so many chores:
Grocery shopping- Bought so much stuff... I started drinking sugar free chocolate syrup b/c im scared of getting diabetes. But I did get Halloween Fruit Loops with scary marshmallows!!!!And Toy Story and Monsters Inc. Gummy thingyz!
Laundry- Did all the towels in my house and my own clothes... 2 hours. I talked to this weird lady the who time... Canadian lady, she kept stressing the fact that she was married to a black man, heh.
Did Dishes!
I wrote a story for creative writing about a duckling named Ota. Heh, its gunna be a little kids story . Ota is going to make friends with the Ugly Duckling even though everyone tells her not to.
Tomorrow I am gunna hang out with Jonathan, and Tuesday I get to see Phantom Of The Opera.

POLKA

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 02:32:48 GMT

I had such a nice time with Jonathan today, i wish i didnt have to leave.... , can't see that butthead tomorrow b/c of CoLlAgE oOoOo, pufft
My teeth hurt, stupid braces, pufft to that too...
Going to Jonkey collage's friends house Friday, Maybe a party Keyre told be bout , im free b/c i got boobs! eww, that is terrible...
I hope my Wig gets here in time for Eugenes Halloween party! Its from China... not Japan heh
hmmm, what else.... I dunno, I passed all my classes but math, stinky math, only need one more class to graduate, errrr. Ms. Newburger, even a stinky name....
(look its spooky writing ^)
POLKA

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 03:01:44 GMT

Went to six flags on Sunday, t'was fun! Went on 2 mini rollercoster, tea cups (eww, made me sick!), and Yelana won my necklances! WoHo! The Halloween stuff looked really cool too... wish we could have stayed later (<-- im like a broken record)... And I beat Jonkey at a game and got a Monkey that said 'winner' on it heh, and got cotten candy! heh. I probably should have slept more than 3 hours b4 we went but i had fun!
Got a 75% on my math quiz, oi i really hope i pass this class, i need this so bad!
Spent the whole day with Jonkey, heh we went out to eat than watched a Rugrats Go Wild move heh, i love it! *dork*
Got stuff for halloween! If anybody has a black or brown wig, GIVE ME! I dotn feellike paying $30 for one. hehe
Tomorrow I might go to an open house of one of Jonkey's friends heh...

POLKA

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 21:34:11 GMT

I cleaned the whole house! YAY... now I can go to six flags on Sunday. Monday was Okay, got blasted out of my mind at SeaGate...oi so drunk. twas fun.
Yesturday was JI (<-- year and 1/4). Was fun.. we watched Taxi... those girls are so hot!
Zig's having a party today... Dunno if i'm gunna go, will see.

POLKA

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 19:45:41 GMT

So I re-did my site, heh its pretty . Friday was fun, hung out with Eugene and Agatha, and drank. We had some very interesting conversations heh . Than Yesturday I woke up late and met Jonkey in the city and bought Cons., which I am gunna attempt to customize myself.... Than We hung out the whole night and got stoned till 2am, heh. Oi, its Sunday, got to do like 3 chapters worth of homework for science, poo.... Maybe ill meet Zig and Jonkey in the city laterz. OH! Sunday we are gunna go to six flags! Woah!

©POLKA

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 21:33:32 GMT

xanga sucks.. I should have just gone to the movies.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 05:22:25 GMT

Its been almost a month... lets see... I know of at least 4 friends (2 of which I was somewhat close too...) that have moved away in the last month or so; Jonathan starts collage on the 29th. Before today, I would have complained and said that I wanted to go too, and not go back to high school. But I dont really think that anymore... today I scared myself like crazy, I mean being a teenager is so great, you dont have anything to worry about. I think that i've had real problems so far, pufft to that. As soon as I start collage, I will be paying bills and shit, and working (not voluntarily...) all summer. And than for the rest of my life that is pretty much it. I think I am having a mid-life-crisis very early. I am so scared to grow up... I dont know how people can just pack up and leave everything behind. It scares me that people are leaving, I can never be the person doing the leaving...
I really hope next year is great... I need a great senior year... I am such a dork, I am so fucking parinoid its crazy! I'm done!
New subject:
Tomorrow is my last full day! Leaving for St.John on Friday afternoon with my mommy, her boyfriend and my bestest friend dakota! we will go there pastie and come back black! I promise!

POLKA