Well, today I was depressed yet again. Maybe it's because I'm so lame and stupid. I wish I wasn't such a dumbass then maybe I'd be out doing something instead of sitting here and typing another pointless, never ending entry that no one gives a shit about. I decided to jump off of my roof, but coulnd't find my fucking ladder cause I'm such a pathetic loser. So I ended up drowning my sorrows in a heaping bowl of ice cream w/homemade chocolate that I made while I was crying over how I make feeble, lame ass attempts to get sympathy over something that doesn't really matter, but I dragged out for 50 paragraphs on my xanga. Which makes matters even worse is the fact that I have a list of chores to do after I get out of school tomorrow afternoon....yes...I'm in 10th grade these days...SOOOO stressful!!!!!!!!!!! I have to do it though so that I can get money from my mom for the weekend...GOD!! (It does beat getting a real job, being responsible, and actually truly having something to piss and moan about now and then though.) On top of all that my sister wouldn't let me borrow her sketchers this morning, so my shoes didn't match my belt. My life is OVER!!
God damnit!! Why doesn't this guy like me!? I've called about 40 time today now--I just don't get it, why does he hate me? I sure could use some advice. I've left him exactly 23 messages w/in the last 2 hours and haven't recieved a phone call back. I just don't get it. Whatever I guess--If I was smart I'd realize doing stupid shit like that just makes it less likely that there will ever be a guy who is even remotely interested in me. Nobody likes a dumb whiny bitch who puts stupid shit like this all over their weblogs. It only makes people think you're lame and in desperate need of attention. Umm...I mean me. It won't make them feel bad for me.
SHIIIT!!!! I suck at life!!! I should just end it!! Like I've said for the past 132 entries, but I'm too freaking ass retarded!! I'm just an f-ing loser who attempts to sound intellectual by copy and pasting some quotes here and there, but in all reality am just one stupid fuck. There are so many people that would kick the living shit out of me if they could.
Here's where they...I mean I...tell all of you to comment me, but none of you peole will cause I'm just some dumb motherfucker seeking attention that nobody really wants to talk to.
I must go. Goodbye forever.
"When life gives you an apple, make apple juice"...or something like that. | 
