ok so i have been single fer a while, i have had guys that i talk to  all the time, and i did think about getting back with my ex who broke my heart, but i met a new guy, and i am falling in love with him, actually i am in love with him, and he is in love with me.... its awesome! we are goin to get an apt together, and we might have a baby, i dont know if id be  happy about that  but  a least i know that  he wont leave me ......i love him... jeremy i love you....i went to the cook off last night and got piss ass drunk,i hurt my head,lol... damn it i cant hold my liquer