Man it's been a while since I wrote in this.  Well I guess things are different now.  I'm in a different path and I feel like I'm doing the right things.  I speacially am happy that I know now how far I was from god.  I feel so bad being away for so long.  I got so lost and so confused.  H'e so good and he's so awesome.  How about you?  Do you still belive??  Don't worry he believes in you...........