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Well... HEY

I been grounded and I'm bored like a mofo. Fun fun.

I'm going to EBA now. It's sucky but not that bad. It sucks since most of my friends are guys and they have chicks and dudes seperated which strongly promotes homosexualism. Tehe. I get to go back to Mosley in December 2007 and I'll be a senior. Hellyeah

Well Justin and I broke up. Whatever. I give up on dating people. It always ends in regret and dissapointment. I still want to be friends with him but he's already gone off and gotten busy with other chicks and I don't really think he cares about me or even being friends. I hate guys. So so much. I always think the next one's going to be better then it just turns out that the next one is always worse. Then in your heart you always come back to that one person... It may have not have worked out in the beginning but you still have that feeling deep inside your heart that screams the possibility of the future holding something better for the two of you.

Anyways.

Leave me some love. I need some love.

I remember when
you came to me that night
You said forever
that you would never let me go
Here I am again
With nothing left inside
I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

All I ever wanted

was for one guy to prove

they all aren't the same

Sticks and stones may break her bones

but words can make her kill herself

I hope you choke on every word you spoke

when you were screaming at me

I love the way you roll excuses off your tongue

 as I slowly fall apart

Trying to forget someone you love

is like trying to remember somebody you never knew

 Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take

but by the number of moments that take our breath away

Don't love the one you can live with

love the one you can't live without

I love Justin <3

Josh came and stayed with us for 2 days. He's such a smart ass, I love it. I guess I don't mind him being my brother in law.

I didn't go to school today... Which means I'll have detention tomorrow. Damnit.
I almost got 3 days of ISS cuz Kasey was rubbing my boobs in front of Mrs. Warren (PDA bullshit) but I talked to Mrs. Parker and she let me out with a warning cuz I told her that Kasey grabbed my chest before I slipped off her lap or something like that. Having your boobs massaged (not grabbed or pinched) is rather relaxing though... tehe.

I might not get to see Justin for a couple of days cuz he got hurt chasing some dude over a fence. I walked all the way from Windixie to the mall yesterday just to see his white ass. Not literally his ass, but to see him. I'm not walking again. I think I lost 2 gallons of water.

You know whats fucked up is my dad wants to hang out with me and my friends now cause he can get a couple beers and a J out of it. That's fucked up.

Well I am going to hit the old dusty trail. I love you all <3<3

Rachel
I [<love>] Justin

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know.
I'll find, deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

Cause you're my
you're my, my
my true [love]
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay...

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

EDIT - I now have OSS instead.... I go back Monday.

Sara's back. Word. Maybe she can drive me to Justins

School blows. I got 5 days of ISS starting Monday cause I got caught smoking in the woods and the same damn officer caught me walking back from Hardee's. yum. frenchfries.

I don't like only but 2 of my teachers. I'm in applied math this year... I've really started to slack in that department. And that Mr whats his name is a butthead the whole damn time he always talks about his wife(like we care)
     He did say that if everyone makes an A in the class he'll buy everyone pizza. We're all going to make A's now. Riiiight.

I miss hanging out with some of the people that I did last year but whatever. I really don't want to go to school at all this week.

I love you all

<3<3 rachel

I h3art jUstIn

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love

Hi peoples.

It's been crazy here. Just crazy.

I've had alot of ups and downs these past few weeks but it's all looking okay for now.

I'm going out with Justin. The 9th will be one month for us
He's an awesome guy... He treats me so good, he's everything I could have ever asked for in a guy and more. I've ben so damn happy it's almost gay. 

I'm not half as depressed and I had been so this song and layout is CHANGING bitches

Oh my God I can't wait for school to start. Never thought I'd be saying that either, but I really can't wait. Get out of my fucking house and I get to be with people and piss off teachers. Heckyes.

I love you bitches and hoes. Leave me some love

Rache

 I  love JuStin

If I had to 
I would put myself right beside you 
So let me ask 
Would you like that? Would you like that? 
And I don't mind 
If you say this love is the last time 
So now I'll ask 
Do you like that? Do you like that?