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Thursday, May 10, 2007

Thu, 10 May 2007 21:48:36 GMT

Fuck xanga, get a myspace.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 16:09:21 GMT

Fuck xangas.... Noone ever comments me anymore... And fuck life...cuz no one even cares about me anymore. I try really hard to do stuff right...but no... i do everything wrong. I can't do anything right. I'm a fuck up. And a bad girlfriend. I wish i was better at stuff. I wish i was outgoing and could talk more. I wish i could find the words to express my feelings. I wish i would stand up for myself. I wish i was pretty. I wish everything would be better. I wish i was in love. I wish i would just be HAPPY. But i'm not. I don't know what to do. I try so fuckin hard. But nothing goes right anyway. NEVER. Fuckin shit. I don't know wut to do anymore...i don't know how to react. I'm tired of being sad.

I wish i was perfect..

*I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I can't go a day without spilling something on myself. I hate school. I never call anyone back. I don't like being wrong. I'm a huge procrastinator. I act a lot smarter than i actually am. I hate being ignored. I cry a lot. I'm shy. I can't start a conversation with anyone. I have ememies. I can't sing. I have horrible balance. I laugh way too loud. I can't look anyone in the eye. Many things seem to get to me but the one thing I know is... ...I'M NOT PERFECT.*

Get at me if you care....like anyone does anyways....

AmyBaby &hearts;

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 00:44:12 GMT

UGH!!! I hate guys...i don't understand them. I try to be supportive and i try to cheer him up and i try to do nice things for him....but he doesn't notice. I guess i just can't do it. I never know what to say. I wish i wasn't shy. I wish i was a more talkative person. I wish i could think of things to say at the right time. I wish everything with me and him would work out. I really do. I wish we would last. But i really dont' think that's gonna happen. I think he's looking for someone else. And i'm just a wreck waiting to happen. He's gonna hurt me soon. But i can't do anything about it. Because i have feelings for him, i can't dump him. I want to be with him. But i can't really do shit anymore. If someone has ideas, PLEASE help me out....i'm gonna go....

Noone prolli cares about my life anyways...

PeAcE... *Amy-Baby*

What would i do without you girl...

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 01:19:33 GMT

Hey guys. I haven't written in here for a long time. Mostly because no one ever comment anymore and no one probably wants to hear about my boring life. But anyways, me and Zach go out now. It's been about a month. I like him a lot but i feel like....i don't know. I can't even explain it.

Well summer's here!!! Fuck yea!! I'm so excited!! Party!!!!!!! LoL anyways, yea that's mainly it. I start my job at Rita's 2morrow. Wish me luck. LoL well i'm out....

Leave me comments....IF YOU CARE.

*Amy-Lynn*

my girl Hata and me!!!

me and my sexy bitch Carly!!!

my best friend Ciera and me!!

my Liny Boo and me!

my lunch table! i'll miss you guys!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Sun, 07 May 2006 11:35:14 GMT

Heeey guys....wuts new? Nothin here. Yea i really don't rite in this anymore because no one leaves me comments.

But yea so i met this guy named Zach, i like him a lot and he likes me....i'm so happy now!!! He hasn't asked me out yet but i hope he does!!! I like him so0o much i'm so happy i found him!!

But yea nothin new here...our teacher's are goin on strike....and summer is almost here....i'm pissed. But anyways u have anything 2 ask.....go ahead and ask me...i'm out...

COMMENT IF U CARE......

*Amy♥Lynn*

Friday, March 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 23:06:40 GMT

Hey hey hey...wut is poppin? Nothin here. Wow i haven't wrote in here in forever. Well...pretty boring as usual...a year ago from march 14, me and tristan started goin out...which i wish i could forget....ugh.

Well anyways...i'm done with hollister..that sean guy..ugh...wayyyy too preppy for me! Well...i'm talkin 2 this guy named steveo...hehe he's hot..and he has his tongue pierced like me!! LoL..he's 19...and i wanna get 2 know him! I think he rly likes me tooo.

Well my life has been pretty boring...i've been tryin 2 find a job..heh...i can't..Rita's didn't hire me..and i dunno where else i wanna work!! I've mostly been sleepin, eating, and smoking...and chillin. LoL..that's bout it....

Well if any ya'll wanna chill wit me u know wut 2 do... 350-8350....PeAcE out nucca!

Comment plz!!!!!!!

*Amy-Lynn*

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 23:28:06 GMT

Hey hey hey yo...wut's poppin?? Nothin new here just same as always...SINGLE AS anything...ugh shit sucks lol.

Hopefully me and this one guy named Sean will hook up and go out...i rly hope so...he's RLY hott...he works at hollister...and he's nice. But i dunno

I SO cannot wait until summer!! It's gonna be so much fun!! I'll have my damn driver's license!! And me and my girl ashley are gonna kick it like almost everyday!! AHH i so can't wait!! FUN FUN!!

Well nothin else much goin on wit me...since i never get that many comments i'm not gonna be updatin that often...if ya wanna get a hold of me my cell is 350-8350...but i won't answer if i dunno who it is...lol...it's hard 2 get a hold of me...

Well...peace out yo!!

*Amy-Lynn*

Siingle!! I wanna be taken yo!!

Here's some pics of me and my bestest friend!

I LOVE YOU ASHLEYYY!!!!!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 22:24:45 GMT

Hey peeps...whudd up? Nothin much here...just tired as fuck!! man...i'm always so tired all the time...man...it sucks. I should start exercising tho...that would prolli help haha.

Well guys...i'm still SINGLE....god it sucks...lol. I just want someone who's always there for me. I miss having a boyfriend. I miss the comfort...ugh i just miss everything!!

OMG.....i can't WAIT till the summer!!! I'm so0o0o excited!! I will be able 2 drive...and omg i don't have 2 get up for school...and i can do wutever i want ahhh!!! I can't wait haha. It will be so0o warm!! ahh i love summer!! I can tan outside...swim...ugh i just can't wait...it's still fuckin february!! It's cold as shit outside!! It sucks...

Well yo i'm out...COMMENT!!

*Amy-Lynn*

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 14:40:57 GMT

Hey yo.

ugh....man.....*LIFE USED TO BE SO SIMPLE...WHAT HAPPENED?*

man....i'm so confused lately. And i'm not happy. I wish i was happy. I want to be happy. I want it to be like it used 2 be. But life is full of changes...with no rewind buttons. Ok...well 1st off...i wish i had some true friends...cuz all my friends at school...aren't. They just put me down, or ignore me, or wutever. Step all over me. I told my mom if i was an animal in my 1st life, i think i would be an ant, cuz i get stepped all over all the time. When i talk 2 my friends...they don't really listen. I hate it.

My guy life sucks too. I just found out by a dream i just had that i'm not over my ex...which fuckin sucks cuz i want to be over him so bad. I want to move on, i want to forget about him. It just sucks. I'm supposed 2 meet this guy...but we haven't even met yet...and when we do...i just know i'm gonna be shy...and dammit...i HATE being shy...it pisses me off. I really wish i wasn't shy!! I just never know wut to talk about...and it takes a while for me to show someone who i really am. I guess i've learned u can't trust a lot of ppl...maybe that's why. I don't know.

I just want a guy tht i can act myself around, a guy that i can act completely crazy around and he won't get freaked out...he'll act crazy with me. A guy that is never boring, someone who's fun to be around. A guy that really likes me for me, and who show's it to the whole world. A guy who's not shy...a guy who's always willing to make the first move. I want a guy who can talk my ears off, a guy that when it's completely quiet and it's not awkward. I want a guy to love me, and do little things to make me smile, and make me feel loved. UGH

I'm done writing bout my boring life...too bad i don't get comments anymore...it kinda sucks....kinda makes me feel like no one cares. hmm...or maybe i should just get depression pills again... Well i'm out..

COMMENT IF YOU CARE

*Amy-Lynn*

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 18:30:11 GMT

hey hey hey wuts up?

I had fun wit Ashley...she spent the nite at my house and we were fucked up!! We took TONS of pics..haha i mean tons!! But they are all rly cute!! lol...and this weekend we are gonna chill again! I can't wait i love hangin out wit my Ashley!!

Well i'm still single GUYS.....it sucks but wutever happens happens..u know?

Well i'm out...

LEAVE ME COMMENTS!!

*Amy-Lynn*