Yes, we got engaged!

Kenny surprised me during Christmas Eve Sunday service 2006. He proposed in front of the entire congregation after the service. Very nervous.... only one thing to say "Thank God for his grace putting us together, knowing we are imprefect people!" Also, Thanks you pastor, all the brothers and sisters witnessing this moment and always support us! Even though my parents unable to see it but the love from all of you is enough for me and Kenny to use!

We wait in hope for the Lord; he is our help and our shield. In him our heart rejoice, for we trust in his holy name. May your unfailing love rest upon us, O lord, even as we put our hope in you. (Psalm 33:20-22)

(Annie, I promised that I will post it as soon as possible, so I did, ok.....)

Graceful day

"If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me." (Mark 8:34)

This morning, I was reading a book on why become a servant of God. It really encourage me because it said whoever follow Jesus will not have a comfortable life and he will put you in many many difficult situations and experience many hardships. Because only through all of these, you can live out a complete life. You are able  to taste the true meaning of life.

After I read it, I think God also want me to experience it in real life also . Therefore,  he put me in an unexpected situation.

I purposely come to school early to take care some CCFs business. and I found out I am unable to  claim back the money we spent in this past two months because our budget have not been approve yet! I got so scare because that mean I am not able to give back money to people who had help out buying things for the club. I found out the policy had change this year, that I need to hand in the budget form directly to the finanical office instead of the USG.... Oh no...... we lost a lot of money because a stupid mistake I made.........I feel terrible and angry at everything,.... too many things go on in CCFs lately, our counselor just left,  many new comers, I don't know how to form relationship with people, and school works are driving me crazy......... everything seems falling apart...............when I went back to CCFs office, I could not hold on to my tears anymore. Thank God, Eva was there and she really comfortable me and keep telling me that I am doing a great job for CCFs, she will help me in amy possible ways. Suddenly ,I saw tears coming down from her eyes,,,,haha, we both crying like crazy people  in the hallway. But I was really touch at that moment. After having 10 mins pity party with her, I told myself, is time to go back and fix it, there is no time for anymore tear and feeling sorry. I should thank God that he put me in this task to make me stronger.  After running up and down, finally I am able to make the situation better. ... what a relief.......

although it is a crazy day for me, but I am for sure that God is with me, he wanted me to experience the love that brothers and sisters can give me. He wanted me to know I have the ability to handle stress. He wanted me to know that he is in control when all things seems to go wrong. Even though I still cry a lot and sometimes question my faith but I am growing stronger as a Christian and as a person. Praise him!

P.S. I love CCF and everyone in it. It is a family to me and I know it is a family for everyone. A family in Christ.

God's grace is enough for me to use!

Goodbye Stephen and Pansy, our lovely counselor, we will always miss you!

BCCC retreat 06

The church retreat I went before school start, good old memories! Not really old, it just happen a month ago. 

My BCCC family, let see.....one thing that I learn is ....none of them know chinese better than I do...hahaha. It is funny how I get along with them even though they are so different from me. but come to think about it, that really the reason why I can keep practicing my English and improve throughout the years. I should get them credit for that. hehe...... Even though I've only been going to this church for 2 yrs, and church has many problems need to be fixed, but every time I go is like going home, the sense of belonging feel really great, I am able to laugh, to cry, to learn. Sometimes, I feel like this family is better than the family I got at home.... Really wish that my mom and dad get to see my life in America, in church, so that they will understand why I choose to become a christian and so devote in it. but I know God has a plan for everything!

Saying goodbye to September~

    September is almost gone by now! so far, everyone have been studying for their mid-terms and exams, but for some reason I don't feel like I have a lot of works to do. well~ actually, there is a lot of works for me to do, reading, group reports and etc......, but it seems like I would rather put time and efforts on CCF. Don't know why,,, but I believe it is a good thing! I don't regret it, seeing all the brothers and sisters having such a wonderful time together, I guess all the hard works is worthed. Outing to central park today, our very first time, it was great! Just hope that our fellowship will grow stronger each day and all of us will get to know you more, Father!

New semester begin today!!!! Actually, I am quite excited because finally become a senior, time really fly! Never had a semester that enable me to have  day off. However, this semester I actually have two days off! I guess all the hard works pay off at the end!  hopefully I will have a great semester!

My schedule

COURSE	MON	TUE	WED	THU	FRI	SAT	SUN
SEDF 20400		Start:01:10pm End:02:50pm Room:1203 Bldg:HE		Start:07:45am End:12:15pm Room:TBA Bldg:ZZ
SEDF 20300		Start:09:10am End:11:40am Room:1133 Bldg:HW
SEDC 21000				Start:01:10pm End:03:40pm Room:705 Bldg:HW
PSYCH 15000	Start:04:10pm End:05:25pm Room:605 Bldg:HW			Start:04:10pm End:05:25pm Room:605 Bldg:HW
CHEM 35000		Start:05:35pm End:07:25pm Room:1403 Bldg:HN		Start:05:35pm End:07:25pm Room:1403 Bldg:HN