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Name: *Jessikah*
State: Maryland
Birthday: 10/5/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Writing, reading, photography,music-->Deff one of the most important things in my life. I love music.. "The crow"--> I love Brandon Lee with a passion. Yes he is dead I know this. So fuck you! ;) also Jared Letto he is by far one of my favorite actors. ....Umm, I love vampires also..mmm grrr...Their sexy...I love my friends!
-->*JeSsIe*-*BrITtAnY*-*AnDy*-*JefFy*
-*RoB*-*ZaK* and alot more people. I just can't fit them on here.
--Umm yeah.. I also love *StArS* Their fucking awesome!! And I like the rainbow because it's pretty! And it makes me happy.Yes I know, I sound like a flameing faggot.. lol.
I also watch alot of movies:Requim for a dream-Donnie Darko-The Crow-KIDS-Moulin Rouge-The labyrinth-SLC Punk-Dark Crystal-Thirteen-FlatLiners. So yeah that's about it.. I'm a cool motherfucker ;)
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  AbyssOfNotta
Member Since:
5/9/2004
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| Decisions decisions.. I can't figure out which cigarratte I want. 
Here I have, my moms (Lights) and mine (Menthol lights). Arg! I can't
decide. I've been getting sick of Menthol Lights, but then again I hate
non-menthol. I'm so tragically lost! *gasp* . I think I will go with my
mom's because I only have a few left.
Ok well right now I can't sleep. I didn't take my meds tonight. Becuase
my mom hides them from me. And she has to give them to me. And if you
can't figure out the reason then your dumb. I don't understand why she
thinks what she thinks. Oh well that woman baffels me. But anyway, I
think that I've become so hooked on my meds that I can't sleep if I
don't take them. I only take them before bed. So like after I take them
I'm out like a light! It's only the seroquil that does it. But still, I
need them! I hate this. I don't want to be hooked on meds the rest of
my life. Doctors suck! I hate them with a passion. They can suck on my
big toe for all I care!
Arg. I need sleep, I have to wake up in wee hours in the morning.
Because I told Jessie I would go with her to take care of the things
she has to take care of. I don't know though. I just might pull an all
nighter. If I go to sleep now, I probably wont be able to get up in the
morning. Bah, I don't know what to do. I think I will just wait untill
I either fall asleep, or the time comes when we have to wake up
anyways.
Again I haven't talked to Rob in like a day or two. This isn't normal,
I can see this becoming one of these damn "middle school"
relationships, whioch I personally don't feel like wasting my time on.
I mean come on now!! I don't know.. I mean it would be diffrent if I
either lived in Bel Air or had my license. Well I'm getting my license
in 3 months. That's not to long, I think if we hold up that long then
it will be worth it. But I don't know, at the rate things are going. I
don't know if it will be worth it. Harr.. Confusion once again consumes
my mind. Blar! I need to go do something worth doing since I'm up.
Instead of babbeling about random things that probably don't make any
sence at this point in time. I need a hobby or something. Yes that's
what I will do. I will go find something I can use as a hobby.
*Personal thought*--I wonder if smoking counts?...Hmm.. Ok that's it I
need to go to bed now.
ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz... If only I could.
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| Well tonight was fun. I slept most the day away, but that's alright.
Then mommy came home, and we went to the video store, and the food
store..lol. I got to drive! Yippie, then we came home and spent some
time together. It made me happy! lol. So yeah we had a good time.
Then I started talking to Jessie, and she seemed kinda down about
somethings, and so I invited her over. And she came over!! Yippie
Skippie! I made her a card to make her feel better. She said it was a
tear jerker. I felt special! I love my Jessie! She's the bestest!
So yeah were going to have a good night tonight. Were going to watch
some movies and snuggle. And tomorrow were going to clean her baby!
(car).. And we have to go get her parking permit and what not. Then
were going to go back to my house and I guess hang out there untill she
has to work. Because my mommy's mom is coming over, and there going to
make pickels! Woot Woot! lol. What fun!! lol.
Ok well I'm going to go now. Were about to go have us some fun!! Woot Woottttt!!
Love,
Jessikah
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| Really very very bored.. So I figured I would waste my time..
About You
The Basics
Name: Jessikah anne Cerrato-Suess
Nicknames:Jessie, Jess, Loud Jessie, Big Jessie, *Skittle*
Screen-name: AbyssOfNotta
Gender: female
Height: 5'1
Hair color: Today:Dark brown...Natural: Bleech blonde
Eye Color: Hazel
Age: 15
Location: MD
Number of siblings: 1 brother
Have you ever?
Peed
your pants: Yeah like 5 times once, it was actually recently.. Like a
few months ago. I was really drunk.. I couldn't help it.. 
Cheated on someone: OoOpps..
Fallen off your bed: yes
Fallen for a relative: What?!
Had plastic surgery: no
Failed a grade: Yes two times in a row.. one reason I'm dropping out.
Broken someones heart: Sadly, I did..
Had your heat broken: Hell yeah.. Still mending.
Done something you regret: Hell no.. You only regret the chances you don't take.
Cheated on a test: Yeah
Broken a body part: Yeah.. My big toe! It hurt!
Had sex with someone you barely know: Uhmm once, but then I got to know them! 
Wanted to tell someone you loved them but didn't: Nope, I always tell the people I love, that I love them.
Dreamt about someone you can't be with: Plenty of times.. *tear*
Given someone a bath: Yeah, my lil brother.
Broken the law: Uhmm probably.
Gone skinny dipping: Yeah man
Been “wasted”: Hell yes, the other night!
Gottne in a fight: Yeah plenty of damn times..
Been to NYC: Yes and I love it! Plans to move there some day.
Been to Florida: Yes, it was alright. If you like Disney world.. Bleh! What a waste.
Been to another country: Nope..
Danced naked with someone: Hahah no.. But that would be fun!
Danced in the rain: Hell yes, I love it.
Currently
Wearing: NOFX shirt, and my dirty holey pants.
Listening to: Myself typing
Feeling: BORED!
In which room: Office
Watching: The computer screen
Should be: Finding someone to hang out with.
Underwear color: Pink
Weather: Nice
Do you
Have any piercings: Yes
If so where: Lip, ears, and navel
Have any tattos: Not yet. Soon though
If so where and what are they:
Believe in Santa: Oh yeah!!
Go to church: Never!!! Fuck god. Jesus is dead you bastards!
Drink: Hell yeah
Do drugs: Yes..
Smoke: Deffinatly love cancer sticks!
Wear short shorts:Never!!! Fuck that shit!
Sneak out of the house at night: No, I don't have to. I'm hardly home anyway, and the rents don't give a shit.
Get along with your mom: Uhmm some days.
Have any eating disorders: Uhm not that I can think of.
Sleep nude: Oh yes.. All the time..
Sleep on your side back or stomach: I'm all over the damn place
Like scary movies: Hell yeah
Like comedys: Yes
Hate anyone: Yup..Alot of people.
Like to walk in the rain: Yes, I'm always in the mood for the rain!
Have a job: Nope.. Im'ma bum.
Like to travel: No.
Think you're attrative: Yes, I'm gorgeous.. lol. Just kidding. I dunno, and I don't care.
Dress up for Halloween: No.. I hate hollidays.
Like to get /give hugs: I love hugs.
Have a crush on anyone: Yeah..
Do they know: Uhm yes.
What's their name: Rob
Type the correct way: Yeah I try, It gets on my nerves if I don't. But sometimes I let it slide.
The last person you
Hugged: Rob
Kissed(real kiss): Rob
IMed: Shannon
Feel in love with: John Shmucker
Yelled at: Tyler and Vinnie.. Because their assholes.
Talked with on the phone: My mom
Ate out with: Little Jessie, and Ian.
Slept in your bed(nonsexually): Brittany
Slept in your bed(sexually): John
Saw you cry: Brittany.. Because of John..lol.
Made you cry: John
Went to see a movie with: Lil Jessie down at the ocean. "A cinderella story".. It was a cute movie. Lil Jess cried! Aww!!
Went to the mall with: Tom, Zak, Paul, Wes, aahh so many other people.
Yelled at you: Uhm I can't even remember.
Sent you an email: Nikki--I love her! She is my lil punk princess.
Favorite
Movie: Requim for a dream, Haggard, Flatlinners, Thirteen, Donni Darko, SLC punk, Moulin Rouge, and the Labryinth
Song: Whoa, so many..
Store: GOOD WILL bitches! ;)
Relative: My momma! I love her!
Sport: Whoa.. I don't play sports. And I don't have a fav
Ice cream flavor: Vanilla and Chocolate swirl..mMm.
Fruit: I could go for anything. I love fruit!
Candy: 100 grand bar!
Holiday: Fuck holidays, they fucking suck!
Day of the week: Friday
Colors: Black, Hot pink, purple.
Tree: I hate trees.
Food: Uhm I don't have a favorite food.
Day of the year: October 5th
That or this
Pierced Nose or tongue: Tounge! I'm getting mine re done soon! Woot Woot.
Being serious or funny: Funny, there is nothing to be serious about.
Being singleor taken: Uhm taken.. But most of the time single!
Mtv or Bet: MTV
7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek: Dawsons creek.
Salt or sugar: Sugar
Gold or silver: Silver
Tongue or Belly button rings: Tounge
Chocolate or flowers: Chocolate
Sunrise or sunset: Sunset
M&M's or skittles: Skittles! I love them!
Stay up late or sleep: Staying up, their is not reason for sleep.
Taller or shorter members of the opposite sex: Taller, deffinatly taller. ;)
Diamond or rubies: Rubies
Lefty or righty: Righty
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cat or dog: Dog
Mustard or Ketchup: Mustard.
Spring or fall: Fall
Rain or snow: Rain
Lace or satin: Lace
Happy or sad: What's happy? What's sad? These days nothing matters.
Sneakers or sandles: Sneakers.
Duck tape or scotch tape: Duck tape. You can use it on anything.
Candy or soda: Soda!! I'm a fien for caffien!!
Home in Woods or City: City!!
Lust or love: Uhm neither.
Kisses or hugs: Both
Root beer or Dr pepper: Dr pepper
Day or night: night
Summer or winter: Winter
Cake or pie: Pie!!
Red or blue: Red
On time or late: Late
Black or Blue PENS: Blue pens
Sex or ice cream: Sex!!!
Math or English: Englsh!
NO GIRLS, FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT ABOUT GIRLS
Thong or knickers:
Long or short hair:
Tall or short :
Breast or Bum:
Brians or beauty:
Redhead or blond:
NO GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT ON GUYS
Boxers or briefs: Boxers.. no briefs!!
Dark or fair: Fair
Tall or small: Deff tall!
Size matter: As long as they know what their doing, I'm cool with whatever they got. ;) lol
FOR BOTH
Are you a virgin: Hell no
How many people hav you slept with: That's none of anyones buisness.
Most important physical feature: Eyes.. and hands. I love hands.
Mud or jelly wrestling: Mud! Good times with that.
Your place or theirs: Theirs
Ever afriad you won't get/stay married: Nah. I'm not to worried about that.
Last time you
Went to the movies: With lil Jess at ocean city.
Went to a party: umm...a real party, Steves like a month ago. And a little party the other day.
Had a date: A few weeks ago.
Went out of state: A few weeks ago. Ocean City with Jessie!
First word to come to mind
Grass: Ah!
Zebra: Stripes
Socks: Annoying
Dumb: whore
House: Sucks!
Bob: haha
Fish: water
Space: STARS!
Hug: yay
Jane: yall know about mary jane, she's my main thang, she makes me feel alright! lol
Kisses: love
Just questions
Do
you have A "Type" of person you always go after: Uhm yes. My type.
If so what type: None preppy.
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Yes.. That did not work out for me to well.. *tear*.. you bastard!
What's under your bed: A monster.
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: Photographer.
Why: Pictures are my life.
What do you think of Ouija boards : Their awesome.
What
are you going to do after you finish this survey: Find some one to hang
out with. Or just go up in my room, and play with Disco. My cute cuddly
Rat!
What kind of cologne or perfume do you use: Uhm I don't. Natural body odor bitches! lol.. Nah I used to wear Happy from Clinque
Where is your favorite place you have been to: New york.
Why: Because I fit in there.
Are you lonely right now: No not really, I have my imagenary friends with me!
Do you curse a lot: Yes..
Tell
us somethings people don't know about you: I am very afraid of kites.
Wow.. that was interesting.
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| - - so cold- -
Yay, I just got home.. NOT. I don't want to be here. I want to go out
and do something. But I have no one to call.. *sad face*.. I think I
might give Britt a little ring a ding ding.
Well yesterday was fun. I finally got ahold of Rob. Turns out his mom
made him go out with her and whoever else. So that's why I couldn't get
ahold of him. Yeah so I hung out with him, Black Josh, and Spanky all
day. That was fun fun! Then I was on my way walking home, with Spanky
and Josh. When I saw Stevey at a red light. I made Spanky go and get
his attention. So he pulled over, and he was so nice enough to give us
all rides home! Ah I love yah Stevey! Your so nice!! lol. So yeah, I
went to my grandmothers that night. Eh...
Well I have nothing to do, so I'm going to give someone a call.. Bye bye!
Love,
Jessikah
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