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Don't eat. If you want to see food, look in the mirror at your thighs

Intake today

Hot coco- 50 cals
A popsicle- 40 cals
A salad with hot sauce ( revs up metabolisim )  && no dressing 70 cals give or take.

Totall cals- 160..not bad..not good but not bad.

Excercise-
100 crunches
50 lunges
50 jumping jacks 

Cals burned...???

Water- a 24 ounce ice water bottel
16 ounce ice water bottel
8 ounce ice water bottel
Total amount...48...300 extra cals burned....awsome

I feel good..im gonna go shower than slepp..

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They painted up your secrets.
With the lies they told to you.
And they least they ever gave you.
Was the most you ever knew.

And i wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
Whats the point in all this screaming
No one is listening anyway

Your voice is small && fading
And you hide in here unknown
And your mother loves you father
Cause she's got no where to go

And she wonders where these dreams go
Cause the world got in her way
Whats the point in ever trying
Nothings changing anyway

They press their lips against you
And they love the lies they see
And i tried so hard to reach you
But your falling anyway

And you know I see right through you
Cause the world gets in you way
Whats the point in all this screaming
You're not listening anyway......

And her friends said they loved her, through anything..
Throughthick thin

Ana is my only friend now...

intake

a peach

5 crackers

one peaice of toast

too much

still too much

always too much

Ok..i binged

Yuck

Ew

Im starting a new diet thing thats supposed to make you lose 30 + pounds in a month.

Let me state this is my third time updateing but it kept freezing.

So im just gonna get to my thinspo.

SO yea...

Today my main thinspo is Craig from The Vines.

Enjoy....

I know i will...

Craig is x33

Now for conor.

^^ <33 that one ^^

^^FRANKY-FUCKING-IERO^^

That is all.

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Ok so i just got home.
Intake today was good..not good enuff but good.

Spinach sandwhich

a peice of cake -

4 crackers

Ice coffee

Dont realyl know how much cals.
Walked around a lot  though

Went to the mall.

Went to hot topic

Got a new HIM<33 Bag and a skull wrist band.

I walked around a lot though..in high boots....not comfy

yea well now thinspo...

Again i repeat this is thinspo..a lot of you wonder why...

It is because looking at them reminds me how much i wanna be thin...

How much they will never look at a cow like me and think.." beauty"

Plus conor signs a lot of anorexia / drug songs..which help me ... a lot

And now that i think about it he is pretty thin..i </33 manorexic boys...too fat to ever get with one though..hopefully not for long though :)

</33 that one..very much

He is love...love..And although gerard is hawt something about franky is just..just..captivating..

thats it loves..comment