A smile on my face.

I'm smiling... i'm not sure why... but... maybe i'm having a heat stroke or somethin hahah. These past few weeks have been pretty testing and i guess part of it goes into realizations that; To reach our own personal greatness is not by how much strength we charge forward with, but how much strength you have getting up everytime you're knocked down. Kinda obvious right?

Parts of me are gone... and the way i see it, i think i've shedded another layer of myself and with that shed... came a large growth that finally lopped off. Yeah i know that sounds horrid, but... thats kinda how it feels. But no... that can't be it... that can't be the reason why i'm smiling... It's something unforseen.

guess i tend to forget...even after a storm whips and tears everything about, sometimes buds and pollen from completely new plants land on the war torn floor and bloom into all new life... fresh...new...unseen...unheard of...