Hello, My name is Samantha and I'm still alive.

I have a wonderful boyfriend, whom I am still going very strong with.

Work is ok, could be better.

School is out for spring break, I can't wait until I graduate.

I am ready for my life to start.

<3 Samantha

So, Maybe I will update a little bit. Life is going on, lots of drama lately. It's finally settling down a little bit. Yesterday I felt like dirt. I'm alright today. It sleeted, I hope it freezes over tonight. No church. *sigh* I'll have to find something to do.

I don't know what else to say, I'm still alive, that's about it.

later..

Samantha

I somewhat cleaned my room today. mom threw a fit, but was ok after all. Phillip just left. He got to see my room for the first time in almost a year. It will be a year on the 30th. 17 days and a few hours. I am so lucky.~~~

Exams are tomorrow. I have to take english and economics.. BLAH. no bueno. I'll most likely fail.

I haven't updated in a while. A lot of stuff has been going on with my dad.. I have felt really bad lately.

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Samantha

My Risk-Taker

Sometimes I think I worry too much. I am realistic and I like to think ahead. I'm not saying he is unrealistic, and that he doesn't think ahead, so if you thought that you are dead wrong.

I love the way he takes risks, his mind doesn't seem to know how to worry and I love that very much. Right now I'm a bit concerned with him not being able to eat, and getting kicked out of his place. He worked hard for it, and he deserves to keep it.

I just think I care way too much. It's exciting, yet scary.

I wonder how my future will be.

Ive got to go now,

My risk-taker is here.. ah how I love him..

<3 Samantha

So. We will see how this week is going. Phillip will be busy today, and I've got to work. Blah. Hopefully Thursday will be better and my mom will allow me to go to La like ive been anticipating for a while.

Blah, so much for doing what I want, and hurting peoples feelings.

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EVERCLEAR= Father of Mine

I really like this song and I guess it fits my life right now.