| Hey guys this is my last post for Pouringrane...... I now have a new xanga name so check there to hear from me from now on.... out with the old and in with the new.... I am the Scissoress |
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| Thanks to all of you who helped me prove my point. My last post was made vague (very vague) on purpose. Let me explain. lets start with the peer pressure.... what were YOU thinking when i wrote that???? Proably not what it meant. What I meant by that was... Im feeling a lot of pressure to be someone im not. People telling me that I have to act and be a specific way... If no one has noticed, people change all the time, we cant change on a whim, we change in gods timing. i like it that way, so i refuse to give in to the "you should do this", or "you should do that". Next.... what did YOU think when i wrote... I am in love and it is the best feeling in the world yada yada yada? most of you thought i was talking about William. Guys.... I care about will alot.... butta, i dont think im loud enough to tell the whole world on my xanga my feelings for HIM. but my feeling i WILL speak of, are my feelings for my creator. God sent his only son to die for my sins, and for yours... how could you not be in love with someone who would do that? not only just that but so much more!
The thing is.... Ive been dealing with alot of peeps assuming things of my life and who i am and what i do. But most of the time, when you assume, your assumptions are wrong. I proved so in my last post. So guys and gals, we are all brothers and sisters in christ. if you think something is going on with a friend or family member.... no matter how close you are or arent... approach them with your concern only in the best heart. We all care about each other, and we need to learn to love each other, not to assume things of one another. I love you guys so much, each and every one of you. God put you all in my life, because i would be so lost without you...... can i get an AMEN? |
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| last night was life changing for me. something happened that just made me want to be different. I cant live the way I do anymore so things are going to change drastically which is good i think. so yay for me on that note. Life has just been really busy as i begin to realize Im growing up and moving on with my life. Im at that point right now where im freaking out and am going to start throwing things out of my life that need to stay. Pray that i dont do that because it would be stupid. Peer pressure never ends, even as you age its always around you. You can only say no to it so much before you give in but believe me friends im holding strong. I never was one to give into other people thank god my parents taught me well. i know you have no idea what im talking about but thats all the fun in rambling. this song explains alot of me right now. I'm in love and i feel as if im floating everywhere i go. have you ever felt that way before? i hope so, because its the most amazing feeling in the world......................... have a good week all |
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