bestfriends.i just felt like making that the title for this entry even if the whole thing doesn't even have to do with besfriends. well first of .. summer stage is over :/ it was sad because knowing that i'm probably not gonna see most of the people til next summer is sorta rough. i'm gonna miss a lot of people .. hopefully i'll somewhat manage to stay in touch with everyone :] okay.. so back to my sort of title here. bestfriends are amazing. you have a lot of friends and then theres your best friends. and its not that you are excluding. your other friends its just that your best friends are the ones you truly trust with everything... and they know every possible thing there is to know about you. they are like your other half.. like your sister.. or in a guys case brother ha. but really i have just always seen that as a bestfriends duty you are always there for them. make sacrifices as they make them for you and your just always there ready to talk or to listen depending on the circumstansces. now why am i randomly bringin this up... its because i have five best friends... but the i want to focus on the three that if you know who i am i'm sure you can assume who they are and also becuase i'm a nerd and have some time on my hands i'm just gonna write. its just me getting out thoughts so if you wanna read feel free to continue...(i'm not using their real names again.. i'm a dork) bestfriend number one.. my complete other half... my sister :p she has grown up so much this whole summer into a beautiful young woman and person. and shes currently fighting the fact her throat just keeps bleeding at random times because she got her tonsils out. (ouch). i just feel so bad for her though becuase she has just had such a rough recovery and i all i want is to see her fully recovered. bestfriend number two... she kinda lives her life in a web a lies and that might be a bitter way of putting it.. but its true.. she lies to make other people happy and not feel like shes the bad person until they figure out that she lied and then they arent too fond of her anyways... and when she knows that she goes to other people and makes them feel sorry for her. which i get it.. she might not even know what shes doing.... but i'm trying to talk to her *edit bestfriend number one and bestfriend number two bother like the same person. woo. don't even get me started. bestfriend three .. was my first bestfriend out of any of them and she is now my farthest.. she as a boyfriend and is into him so much and into her life she sorta forgot about the rest of us.. which is fine it just sorta hurts. and i tried explaining to bestfriend three that she started becoming distant and she tried blaming me ..? which made no sense. yeah so that was my ranting out on paper and just get ready for my next entry because its probably gonna be long too. | 
