| Wow, it's been a year && 5 days since I've written in this thing, it seems like not that long ago that all of these memories had occured Xanga was "The cool thing" way back when, now it's all so..not. It's such a faint memory, having all these different xanga names, all of these memories written on them, all the drama, deleting different ones because I was pissed off or there was too many sad memories. I remember all of those memories, ones in which, I took off this site, or had on another xanga, && deleted that xanga site. I wish everything was the way it was before, I wish I still had the same friendships && relationships with those certain people, who are now so distant && have drifted away in my life. Although, the present isn't that bad, it still was just, memorable, there are so many people I've either lost, don't speak with anymore, don't have ways to really get in touch with, see, or as much as just chill with old friends like I used to. Skateaway was my first ever hangout spot, I made so many friends there, met my first best friend there, && met my first love there, after a while it took it's toll on me as drama city. The we come upon Colonial Sports Dances, my 2nd hangout spot, that has just...unspeakable amounts of memories. Now though, times have changed, people have changed, dramatically, it's a part of life, there is nothing I can do to change it, as mch as I'd like to change some things, I can't. I've come a long way myself, in a good way, I look back at things I said, girls I was with && what I said && did with them, friends I had who I thought were friends, but weren't, && I just feel like...wtf was wrong with me, seriously. That's all for now...so many memories flashed through my mind, good && bad. <3 |
