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Prep_guy
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Birthday: 4/28/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: getting to know myself and people
Expertise: saving the world from economic contagions by going to one of the finest liberal arts colleges on the east coast
im a prep and a brat
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
8/15/2005
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| dear you,
so 3 more months in paris? yes 3 more months and i am out of here. i
dont know what has happened but my french just gets worse. i think i
should really stop speaking english very often, but its so hard to
speak french with other frenchies.
my relationship with philip has ended. nothing really something i
should cry for. i think i was just naive with this whole relationship
thing and i stil need to fine tune my relationship skills. so whats the
outcome? im single. am i happy? sort of? why am i not happy? because
dating sucks and it takes a long time till you truly find someone you
would want to spend time with. ive learned alot and i think im just
going to sit back and really try to lay low with the dating scene. I
also dont envy going back to the gay scene, just so much more in life
than clubs and all that drama. well i still do enjoy going out, but i
mostly go to straight clubs which are 10 times better than gay clubs. i
really dont have to consciously pay attention to what i look like or
stalk guys everywhere. so having going through a peaceful breakup, i
feel pretty insecure not having someone thinking of me on the other
opposite end in life. i think ill be fine.
trying to really figure out what happiness is? i just had an intense
conversation with my friend and she just went through an amzing
experience while on a trip to morocco. does that meani would have to do
the same? lets see...
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| dear xanga,
sorry for me neglecting you but things have been quiet boring in my
life. Trying to sort my life out, my career, my life, and my future.
Still dont know what the hell im doing with it.
Just one thing i want to say sorry for not being beautiful, smart enough or my lack of sensibility.
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| im greedy. im shelfish. im ignorant. what has gotten into me? im not jaded, i thought i was.
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| got lectured by parents. i hear the same thing over and over again,
like nothing else comes out of their mouths. thats why i think im
dysfunctional.
i think i have lost lots of weight. im not as buff as i was this
summer. oh do i miss those summer days. i was a total gym freak. now im
deprived. ive been going to the gym but without sufficient proteins to
replace what i burned off doesnt do anything to the body. it just
depletes everything.
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| mister lover.. and i want an asian lover... need to move to the west coast obviously.
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