hey there xanqa heads. we`ll itsz approximatly 4:3O<3 in the morning...splendid time i`ve choosen to enliqhten ya`ll dontcha think? i`ve just done a BRAND NEW LAY0UT. itsz beautiful i think. this song is iNCREDiBLE and it takes someone mature to actually appreciate something like this. itsz ah PHAT S0NG.i love being guyanese<3 we`ll i`ve been so sick. i felt like i nearly died i swear i`ve never been this sick in my entire life EVER this shit was brutal & as i sit here typing itz becuz i can`t sleep due to an aching body& migrane. wonderful isnt it? for the new years i chilled at home and drank with my wifesz& some other interesting people cough :::paul::: cough....very intersting miqht ii add =P it was a really qOod niqht REALLY qood. i know itz extra late to do this but i`m never punctual :
instead of dOiin 1O i`m just dOiin 8 things that happened\changed my life in 2Oo5.
O8. i met sean& he still wanted to be with me even tho he had a wifey, he tried to kiss me when she wasnt looking, yet she was standing riqht there. i learned this when i was 11 but it will just get worse as the years pass. B0YS are dogs. when i find a MAN i shall be BLESSED.
O7.i turned 17 years old. a niqht that shall NEVER be forgotten- that niqht was crazy rollinq like 7O deep to tobago was a blast & to everyone who was there. thanks[this is besides the point] the point is i turned 17, this was my last year before my life would have regulations put on it. i loved the age 17 and if i could i`d do nething in my power to stay this aqe forever. it was amazing.
O6.i`ve learned that even after hiqh school, tho many relationships were severed i managed to keep the onez that mattered strongest. i am truly grateful for the friends that i have, for no other should have onez like ii , they are irreplaceable down to their toesz <3
O5. going to fLoRiiDa with my wiife this year was MAGNiFiCANT. never in my entire 17 years of breathing enjoyed something so much, okay maybe 0NE thing...L0L...but goin to florida with her was the shit....we were clubbin not only on friday & saturday but m0nday& tuesday...the florida niqhtsz are what iit ii homiiez. if your old enuff & you have ah wife...make sure u do sum shit like that..it was SiCKKKKK =]
O4. althouqh me and my cuzzin YES Y0U schtupid, are complete oppositez& do N0THiNG THE SAME..not even the way we breath oxygen is the same, we are still family and as we get older we will ALWAYS have eachother to fall back on. we fight and fight AND FiGHT, but when it really comez down to it, were there for eachother& that is what matterz . i love you <3
O3.i lost the most important girls in my life this year, one in particular was my diary my every feeling this bitch knew ii deaded her, true story, but i had to. i loved her more then ne thing she was my world, taking bulletsz type of shit ya feel me? and she did some shit. word of advice, bitchez, C0CK comesz EASY...iif your gOnna dO sOme fucked up shit to ur girl make sure the C0CK ur doin it for...is EDUCATED&LEGAL. you should never do fucked up shit to ur girl. P0iNT BLANK. i start 2006 by saying FUCK Y0U and KARMA.....itz truly AMAZiNG. no crying to come back any more. i`m done.
O2.when ur best friend tells you they love you [yea lovesz you like that]....you really never know what to do. i`m human... i stayed his best friiend now; hez q0ne. who was the TRUE best friiend? it may have been ME.
O1. the most important lesson i learned this year that i had known all my life but never really acted on it or realized how important things can be taken away is valuing your life. on july 23rd [the niqht of beautiful shivaniieSz swt 16] my brother got into ah huge accident causing him to almost die. scary thing is he wanted to go to the party with me and i said no, had i said yes i may have been in that car or....he miqht have still been at the party with me. you really never know. life is such a gift& people take advantage of it all the time...i dont mean to preach i`m not that kind...but seeing someone you love laying in a hospital bed with tubez up their throat mumbling becuz the morphine has them sooo drugged up is N0T pleasant.take it one step at a time. i also learned that KARMA is so true and it really really does come back to bite you in the ass. i swear thats the reason i`m sick riqht now becuz i did sumthing & karma caught me. i deserve it. but karma is VERY true.
__TRUE ST0Rii<3
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