D0Nt REGREt ANYTHiNG ... BECAUSE At ONE POiNt it WAS
 EXACtLY WHAt YOU WANtED <3

WEN HE HUGS Y0U iTS EN0UGH T0 MAKE ALL Y0UR PROBLEMS G0 AWAY : WEN Y0U SEE HiM Y0UR HEART P0UNDS A MiLE A MiNUTE & THA M0MENT HE LEAVES Y0UR ALREADY
MiSSiN HiM LiKE CRAZiE*

WHEN YOU LO0K AT ME A CERTAiN WAY i FEEL LiKE WE'RE BOTH
PLAYiN A GAME WHERE WE WONT ADMiT iT- BUT DEEP DOWN
WE BOTH KNOW WE SHOULD BE TOGETHERR<

sometimes holding hands is
holding onto everything <3

it dOesNtt maTTeR hOw lOnGg yOu'Ve knOwNn himm..
if hE's hAd yOu smiLing sincee dAy oNee - doNt loSee hiMm<3

 d0Nt bE ShY
            lEt`S CAuSE a SCEnE
 liKE All (0VER dRAMAtiC) l0VERS d0
     liGHtS; CAmERA; hEARtbREAK

&& ii DONT KNOW WHY BUT ii CANT
x33 KEEP MY EYES OFF OF YOO 'Ox'

theRes a parT 0f me that wiisHes aLl my
dreamsz cOme trUu anD anOther parT 0f
meh that prays ill wake up One m0rniinq
`nD be -> ' -> Over yOu . .

All girls are suspicious of girls that are "just friends."
Because we know the guys we've had that were "just friends"
We once thought of as more than a friend

watching you from a distance
afraid to get too close
hoping that you`ll realize
who loves you the most
but unless you open your eyes
to the one whos always there
you won`t ever realize
the one that truely cares

Take chances . Be young . Go crazy .
Drive fast . Kiss slow . No regrets

so im gonna walk away ; and
its up to you to say how far..

the way i see it ---?do everything
u want to do & if its something u'll
Regret in the morning - [Sleep *late]

We go to school for twelve years
&& the one thing they never teach us
is h o w to say g o o d - b y e

i dOnt regRett thE thiNgSs i diD .. i regRett
thE thiNgs i diDnt dO whEN i haD thE chAncE<3

have you ever felt so alone? to the point where
 you - just dont care <|3 - [ wishing and waiting ]

suMmer 2Oo5<3giRlss juST wANnaa haVee fUnn[=

 &&   perhaps all i ever did was give the
B E S T of my H E A R T to the B O Y S
who        never           really         cared 
 
If you l0ve someone then just say it, rightthen, right there, out loud or else the moment just passes y0u by..... <l3

aNd YEt SHE`Ll Sit tHERE SMiliNG ..
 REGARdlESS 0f fAkE fRiENdS aNd bR0kEN dREAMS .
.REGARdlESS 0f tHE GUY tHAt ShE l0vEd
aNd tHE hEARt tHAt WAS bR0kEN.
. bUt YEt .. Y0U`Ll NEVER bREAk hER
 . itS N0 biG dEAl .. bREAk hER hEARt..
lEt hER d0WN aNd MAkE hER CRY..
Y0U 'l0VE hER' S00 EVERYtHiNGS 0kAY
.. liE t0 hER aNd tHEN h0ld hER hANd
 aNd WHiSPER t0 hER 'itS N0 biG dEAl' ..
ShES jUSt A GiRl 

?bABiE ALL ii SEE iS yOU?lt;< 

It's a heartache...
nothin' but a heartache_________</3

iT TAKES *ONE* SMiLE TO COVER UP A [BiLLiON] TEARS*
BEHiND MY SMiLE IS A HURTiNG ((HEART))*
BEHiND MY LAUGH iM FALLiNG ((APART))*
LOOK CLOSELY AT ME AND YOU CAN SEE*
THE GiRL [ii AM] iSN`T ME*

ii jUStt wANt tHatt oNEee bOy wHOo wiLL
mAkEee eVeRytHiiNg sEem [ r i g h t ] . . .
wHENn hEe aSks "wHat`Ss wRONg ?"
&& i sAy "itSs a lONg stORy" he`LL bEee likEee ::
(( * bAbiiEee i gOt aLL niGHt < 333 ))
 
WANTED:  boys that DONT lie 

yOu anDd onLy yOu baYbee *
yOu wilL aLwaYs hAve my heArt <3 

.:*iM OnLy Me tHaTz aLL i CaN Be*:.
.:*No MoRe, No LeSs, DoNT 2Nd gUeZz*:.
.:*I lAuGh-I lOvE-i LiVe-I cRy*:.
.:*AnD sOmEtImEs I wIsHeD tHaT i WoUlD dIe*:.
.:*SoMe DaYs Im FuNnY aNd OtHeRs Im NoT*:.
.:*SoMeTiMeS Im In OvErDrIvE aNd I cAnT sToP*:.
.:*YoU mAy NoT LiKe Me BuT tHaTz oKaY*:.
BuT tHiZ iZ Me aNd HoW i'LL {A L W A Y S} sTaY

.breath deep . talk slow . walk soft . let qo . qive biq . take less . dont count . just quess . act fair . think lonq . lauqh loud . sinq stronq . plan bold . dream far . kno xactly . who . you . are .

D e a r ` - T u m m y! ...
sorry for all tHe butterflies ive
been getting [( i swear )] its not
my fault . . . its his x3 !!'

iF i told yOu that i caN`t st0p thiNkin Bout U
oR JusT ThE Th0ughT oF U maKeS me SmiLe
or tHat i gEt buttAflieS wHeN i Hear uR Name
anD tHat i waNna Be HeLd tiGhtly iN uR armS
w u L d U T h i n K i `m K r A z Y ?

Mommy went to heaven but I need her here today,
my tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away.
Operator can you tell me how to find her in this book?
Is heaven in the yellow part, I don't know where to look.
I think my daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry.
I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why! Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me,
Is heaven very far away, she needs to come home Now!
I really need to reach her but I simply don't know how.
Help me find the number please, is it listed under "heaven"?
I can't read these big, big words, I am only seven.
Im sorry operator I didn't mean to make you cry.
Is your tummy hurting too, or is there something in your eye?
If I call my church maybe the will know,
Mommy says when we need help, that's where we should go.
I found the number to my church, tacked up on the wall
Thank you operator, I will give them a call...
^^Sad^^

x o x o
people need to be more concerned
about their character ((* than *)) tHeir
r.e.p.u.t.a.t.i.o.n. because ur character
is *who yOu are* .. but your reputation
is just what everyone else thinks Of u
x o x o

CAN Y0U PUT Y0UR HANDS ON MY
waistline? __ i want your skin up against
MiNE, M0VE MY HiPS T0 THE BASELiNE -
LEMME get M i N E & you get Y 0 U R S <3

iLL BE JUST FiNE .. PRETENDiNG iM N0T <|3

HERES TO THE B0YS & TELLiiNG LiES
making out +getting caught all the
THiNGS WE'VE BEEN TAUGHT * DRiNKiN'
parties, crazy nights, serching for
OUR MR R ii G H T HOLDiNG iT DOWN TiL
the end we will always be____'
B E S T F R ii E N D S

I keep on thinkin` that it`s not goodbye
I keep on thinkin` it`s a time to __ ...fly

Laugh yOur h e a r t > out,
Dance in the r a i n,
Cherish the m e m O r i e S,
Ignore the p a i n,
Love & Learn,
Forget & Forgive ----
....because remember yOu only have one l i f e to l i v e.

*:.iF uR gUnNa
.:*sTaB mE iN tHa bAcK
*:.d0 mE a FaVoR wHiLe
.:*uR bAcK tHeRe
*:.aNd KiSs My AsS

nO matTer hOw .seriiOus. lifE gets
yOo always need - thOse few people
that yoO can [ always ] be 蓊0mpletely?
S t U p I d _ W i T h

...Friends are suppOsed tO last fOrever...
...Even thO they rarley dO...
...But I knOw we'll stick tOgether...
...Cause the true Ones always dO...

:: Sleep all day...Rock all NiGhT...
:: Secretz Lies Swears *n* fights ::
::Through ThiCk and ThiN alwayz TrUe...
::I LuV u gurls *n* i'd DiE for you::

This is Incredibly sad...:

my mom only had one eye..
i hated the fact that i had to be stuck with a retard for a mother.
i hated her... she was such an embarressment..
my mom ran a small shop at a flea market.
she collected little weeds and such to sell... anything for the money we needed
she was such an embarressment.
there was this one day during elementary school..
it was field day, and my mom came.
i was so embarressed. how could she do this to me? i threw her a hateful look and ran out.

the next day at school...
"your mom's a retard with one eye?!?!" ..and they taunted me.
i wished that my mom would just dissappear from this world
so i said to my mom,
"mom.. why dont you have the other eye?!
if you're only gonna make me a laughingstock, why dont you just die?!!!"
my mom did not respond..
i guess i felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that i had said what i'd wanted to say all this time..
maybe it was because my mom hadnt punished me,
but i didnt think that i had hurt her feelings very badly.

that night...
i woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
my mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me.
i took a look at her, then turned away.
because of the thing i had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart.
even so, i hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye. so i told myself that i would grow up and become successful.
cause i hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty..

then i studied real hard.
i left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence i had.

then, i got married.
i bought a house of my own.
then i had kids, too..
now i'm living happily as a successful man.
i like it here because it's a place that doesnt remind me of my mom.

this happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when..

"what?!"
"who's this?!"

...it was my mother...
..still with her one eye.
it felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me.
my daughter ran away, scared of my mom's eye.
and i asked her,

"who are you?!"
"i dont know you!!!" as if trying to make that real. i screamed at her," how dare you come to my house and scare my daughter!"


"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

and to this, my mother quietly answered,
"oh, i'm so sorry. i may have gotten the wrong address,"
and she dissappeared out of sight.


thank good ness... she doesnt recognize me..
i was quite relieved.

i told myself that i wasnt going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life.
then a wave of relief came upon me...

one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. so, lying to my wife that i was going on a business trip, i went.
after the reunion, i went down to the old shack, that i used to call a house...just out of curiosity

there, i found my mother fallen on the cold ground.
but i did not shed a single tear.
she had a piece of paper in her hand.... it was a letter to me.

my son...
i think my life has been long enough now..

and... i wont visit Seoul anymore...
but would it be too much to ask if i wanted you to come visit me once in a while?
i miss you so much.. and i was so glad when i heard you were coming for the reunion.
but i decided not to go to the school.
...for you...
and i'm sorry that i only have one eye, and i was an embarressment for you.

you see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. as a mom, i couldnt stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye... so i gave you mine...
i was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new wolrd for me, in my place, with that eye. i was never upset at you for anything you did.. the couple times that you were angry with me,.. i thought to myself, 'it's because he loves me..'

my son... oh, my son...
i dont want you to cry for me, because of my death.

please dont cry....
my son, i love you so much.

something gripped the corner of my heart.

and tears were flowing from the eye that my mother had given me..
my mom... my loving mom...
such simple words as 'i love you', that i never told her...
such simple things as buying my mom a dinner.
such simple things as buying her pretty clothes... that i never did...

and still, my mom loved me til her very end....
im sorry..
it wasnt my mom that was the retard with one eye...
it was me, that....

all these things i realized too late... mother, please forgive me...
mother, im sorry... im so sorry.....
and the words i never got around to telling you,....

i love you.
...i love you mom....

----------------------------------------------

and you stood at
my door with your*
hands on my waist
and you kissed me-
like you meant it*
i knew yu meant it''

all it takes is
xoOx__'faith'
trust__xoOx'
and a little'
'bit 'of'
pixie dust ox

 eventually, ONE of TWO things will happen ::
[+] he'll realize you`re worth it
[-] or you`ll realize he isn`t. .