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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 02:27:02 GMT

D0Nt REGREt ANYTHiNG ... BECAUSE At ONE POiNt it WAS
EXACtLY WHAt YOU WANtED <3

WEN HE HUGS Y0U iTS EN0UGH T0 MAKE ALL Y0UR PROBLEMS G0 AWAY : WEN Y0U SEE HiM Y0UR HEART P0UNDS A MiLE A MiNUTE & THA M0MENT HE LEAVES Y0UR ALREADY
MiSSiN HiM LiKE CRAZiE*

WHEN YOU LO0K AT ME A CERTAiN WAY i FEEL LiKE WE'RE BOTH
PLAYiN A GAME WHERE WE WONT ADMiT iT- BUT DEEP DOWN
WE BOTH KNOW WE SHOULD BE TOGETHERR<

sometimes holding hands is
holding onto everything <3

it dOesNtt maTTeR hOw lOnGg yOu'Ve knOwNn himm..
if hE's hAd yOu smiLing sincee dAy oNee - doNt loSee hiMm<3

d0Nt bE ShY
lEt`S CAuSE a SCEnE
liKE All (0VER dRAMAtiC) l0VERS d0
liGHtS; CAmERA; hEARtbREAK

Friday, July 29, 2005

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 06:56:42 GMT

&& ii DONT KNOW WHY BUT ii CANT
x33 KEEP MY EYES OFF OF YOO 'Ox'

theRes a parT 0f me that wiisHes aLl my
dreamsz cOme trUu anD anOther parT 0f
meh that prays ill wake up One m0rniinq
`nD be -> ' -> Over yOu . .

All girls are suspicious of girls that are "just friends."
Because we know the guys we've had that were "just friends"
We once thought of as more than a friend

watching you from a distance
afraid to get too close
hoping that you`ll realize
who loves you the most
but unless you open your eyes
to the one whos always there
you won`t ever realize
the one that truely cares

Take chances . Be young . Go crazy .
Drive fast . Kiss slow . No regrets

so im gonna walk away ; and
its up to you to say how far..

the way i see it ---» do everything
u want to do & if its something u'll
Regret in the morning - [Sleep *late]

We go to school for twelve years
&& the one thing they never teach us
is h o w to say g o o d - b y e

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 05:17:03 GMT

i dOnt regRett thE thiNgSs i diD .. i regRett
thE thiNgs i diDnt dO whEN i haD thE chAncE<3

have you ever felt so alone? to the point where
you - just dont care <|3 - [ wishing and waiting ]

suMmer 2Oo5<3giRlss juST wANnaa haVee fUnn[=

&& perhaps all i ever did was give the
B E S T of my H E A R T to the B O Y S
who never really cared

If you l0ve someone then just say it, rightthen, right there, out loud or else the moment just passes y0u by..... <l3

aNd YEt SHE`Ll Sit tHERE SMiliNG ..
REGARdlESS 0f fAkE fRiENdS aNd bR0kEN dREAMS .
.REGARdlESS 0f tHE GUY tHAt ShE l0vEd
aNd tHE hEARt tHAt WAS bR0kEN.
. bUt YEt .. Y0U`Ll NEVER bREAk hER
. itS N0 biG dEAl .. bREAk hER hEARt..
lEt hER d0WN aNd MAkE hER CRY..
Y0U 'l0VE hER' S00 EVERYtHiNGS 0kAY
.. liE t0 hER aNd tHEN h0ld hER hANd
aNd WHiSPER t0 hER 'itS N0 biG dEAl' ..
ShES jUSt A GiRl

It's a heartache...
nothin' but a heartache_________</3

iT TAKES *ONE* SMiLE TO COVER UP A [BiLLiON] TEARS*
BEHiND MY SMiLE IS A HURTiNG ((HEART))*
BEHiND MY LAUGH iM FALLiNG ((APART))*
LOOK CLOSELY AT ME AND YOU CAN SEE*
THE GiRL [ii AM] iSN`T ME*

ii jUStt wANt tHatt oNEee bOy wHOo wiLL
mAkEee eVeRytHiiNg sEem [ r i g h t ] . . .
wHENn hEe aSks "wHat`Ss wRONg ?"
&& i sAy "itSs a lONg stORy" he`LL bEee likEee ::
(( * bAbiiEee i gOt aLL niGHt < 333 ))

WANTED: boys that DONT lie

yOu anDd onLy yOu baYbee *
yOu wilL aLwaYs hAve my heArt <3

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Thu, 05 May 2005 02:15:53 GMT

.:*iM OnLy Me tHaTz aLL i CaN Be*:.
.:*No MoRe, No LeSs, DoNT 2Nd gUeZz*:.
.:*I lAuGh-I lOvE-i LiVe-I cRy*:.
.:*AnD sOmEtImEs I wIsHeD tHaT i WoUlD dIe*:.
.:*SoMe DaYs Im FuNnY aNd OtHeRs Im NoT*:.
.:*SoMeTiMeS Im In OvErDrIvE aNd I cAnT sToP*:.
.:*YoU mAy NoT LiKe Me BuT tHaTz oKaY*:.
BuT tHiZ iZ Me aNd HoW i'LL {A L W A Y S} sTaY

.breath deep . talk slow . walk soft . let qo . qive biq . take less . dont count . just quess . act fair . think lonq . lauqh loud . sinq stronq . plan bold . dream far . kno xactly . who . you . are .

D e a r ` - T u m m y! ...
sorry for all tHe butterflies ive
been getting [( i swear )] its not
my fault . . . its his x3 !!'

iF i told yOu that i caN`t st0p thiNkin Bout U
oR JusT ThE Th0ughT oF U maKeS me SmiLe
or tHat i gEt buttAflieS wHeN i Hear uR Name
anD tHat i waNna Be HeLd tiGhtly iN uR armS
w u L d U T h i n K i `m K r A z Y ?

Mommy went to heaven but I need her here today,
my tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away.
Operator can you tell me how to find her in this book?
Is heaven in the yellow part, I don't know where to look.
I think my daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry.
I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why! Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me,
Is heaven very far away, she needs to come home Now!
I really need to reach her but I simply don't know how.
Help me find the number please, is it listed under "heaven"?
I can't read these big, big words, I am only seven.
Im sorry operator I didn't mean to make you cry.
Is your tummy hurting too, or is there something in your eye?
If I call my church maybe the will know,
Mommy says when we need help, that's where we should go.
I found the number to my church, tacked up on the wall
Thank you operator, I will give them a call...
^^Sad^^

x o x o
people need to be more concerned
about their character ((* than *)) tHeir
r.e.p.u.t.a.t.i.o.n. because ur character
is *who yOu are* .. but your reputation
is just what everyone else thinks Of u
x o x o

CAN Y0U PUT Y0UR HANDS ON MY
waistline? __ i want your skin up against
MiNE, M0VE MY HiPS T0 THE BASELiNE -
LEMME get M i N E & you get Y 0 U R S <3

iLL BE JUST FiNE .. PRETENDiNG iM N0T <|3

HERES TO THE B0YS & TELLiiNG LiES
making out +getting caught all the
THiNGS WE'VE BEEN TAUGHT * DRiNKiN'
parties, crazy nights, serching for
OUR MR R ii G H T HOLDiNG iT DOWN TiL
the end we will always be____'
B E S T F R ii E N D S

I keep on thinkin` that it`s not goodbye
I keep on thinkin` it`s a time to __ ...fly

Laugh yOur h e a r t > out,
Dance in the r a i n,
Cherish the m e m O r i e S,
Ignore the p a i n,
Love & Learn,
Forget & Forgive ----
....because remember yOu only have one l i f e to l i v e.

*:.iF uR gUnNa
.:*sTaB mE iN tHa bAcK
*:.d0 mE a FaVoR wHiLe
.:*uR bAcK tHeRe
*:.aNd KiSs My AsS

nO matTer hOw .seriiOus. lifE gets
yOo always need - thOse few people
that yoO can [ always ] be »c0mpletely«
S t U p I d _ W i T h

...Friends are suppOsed tO last fOrever...
...Even thO they rarley dO...
...But I knOw we'll stick tOgether...
...Cause the true Ones always dO...

:: Sleep all day...Rock all NiGhT...
:: Secretz Lies Swears *n* fights ::
::Through ThiCk and ThiN alwayz TrUe...
::I LuV u gurls *n* i'd DiE for you::

Monday, April 25, 2005

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 02:43:23 GMT

This is Incredibly sad...:

my mom only had one eye..
i hated the fact that i had to be stuck with a retard for a mother.
i hated her... she was such an embarressment..
my mom ran a small shop at a flea market.
she collected little weeds and such to sell... anything for the money we needed
she was such an embarressment.
there was this one day during elementary school..
it was field day, and my mom came.
i was so embarressed. how could she do this to me? i threw her a hateful look and ran out.

the next day at school...
"your mom's a retard with one eye?!?!" ..and they taunted me.
i wished that my mom would just dissappear from this world
so i said to my mom,
"mom.. why dont you have the other eye?!
if you're only gonna make me a laughingstock, why dont you just die?!!!"
my mom did not respond..
i guess i felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that i had said what i'd wanted to say all this time..
maybe it was because my mom hadnt punished me,
but i didnt think that i had hurt her feelings very badly.

that night...
i woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
my mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me.
i took a look at her, then turned away.
because of the thing i had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart.
even so, i hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye. so i told myself that i would grow up and become successful.
cause i hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty..

then i studied real hard.
i left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence i had.

then, i got married.
i bought a house of my own.
then i had kids, too..
now i'm living happily as a successful man.
i like it here because it's a place that doesnt remind me of my mom.

this happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when..

"what?!"
"who's this?!"

...it was my mother...
..still with her one eye.
it felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me.
my daughter ran away, scared of my mom's eye.
and i asked her,

"who are you?!"
"i dont know you!!!" as if trying to make that real. i screamed at her," how dare you come to my house and scare my daughter!"

"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

and to this, my mother quietly answered,
"oh, i'm so sorry. i may have gotten the wrong address,"
and she dissappeared out of sight.

thank good ness... she doesnt recognize me..
i was quite relieved.

i told myself that i wasnt going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life.
then a wave of relief came upon me...

one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. so, lying to my wife that i was going on a business trip, i went.
after the reunion, i went down to the old shack, that i used to call a house...just out of curiosity

there, i found my mother fallen on the cold ground.
but i did not shed a single tear.
she had a piece of paper in her hand.... it was a letter to me.

my son...
i think my life has been long enough now..

and... i wont visit Seoul anymore...
but would it be too much to ask if i wanted you to come visit me once in a while?
i miss you so much.. and i was so glad when i heard you were coming for the reunion.
but i decided not to go to the school.
...for you...
and i'm sorry that i only have one eye, and i was an embarressment for you.

you see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. as a mom, i couldnt stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye... so i gave you mine...
i was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new wolrd for me, in my place, with that eye. i was never upset at you for anything you did.. the couple times that you were angry with me,.. i thought to myself, 'it's because he loves me..'

my son... oh, my son...
i dont want you to cry for me, because of my death.

please dont cry....
my son, i love you so much.

something gripped the corner of my heart.

and tears were flowing from the eye that my mother had given me..
my mom... my loving mom...
such simple words as 'i love you', that i never told her...
such simple things as buying my mom a dinner.
such simple things as buying her pretty clothes... that i never did...

and still, my mom loved me til her very end....
im sorry..
it wasnt my mom that was the retard with one eye...
it was me, that....

all these things i realized too late... mother, please forgive me...
mother, im sorry... im so sorry.....
and the words i never got around to telling you,....

i love you.
...i love you mom....

----------------------------------------------

and you stood at
my door with your*
hands on my waist
and you kissed me-
like you meant it*
i knew yu meant it''

all it takes is
xoOx__'faith'
trust__xoOx'
and a little'
'bit 'of'
pixie dust ox

eventually, ONE of TWO things will happen ::
[+] he'll realize you`re worth it
[-] or you`ll realize he isn`t. .

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 23:36:15 GMT

you and me could be forever

its like everytime i take
a step away from you,
somethings pulling me back

Always have hope for the guy
who turns around when he's walking away <3

He's not the kind of guy you
date; he's the kind you marry

S0METIMES iT JUST TAKES
A HUG FROM THAT x/3 0NE
PERS0N T0 MAKE LiFE JUSS
A LiTTLE BETTER

why [ waste ] ur *t ii m e* qettiin H.u.R.t by s 0 m eone
WhEN sOmEwHeRe oUT tHeRE tHeReS sOmEoNe waIitInG
. JuS wAiiTiiN tO mAKE u HaPpY .

whY iS iT whEn a GUY
iS a PlAya he IS -- xOx
C.o.n.s.i.D.e.r.E.D a PrO.. '
bUt wHeN a GUrL stEps
Up Shes KnOwn aS a HoE?

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 19:19:25 GMT

if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe ; stronger than you seem ; and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we`re apart.. i`ll always be with youu.
-- WiNNiE THE P0OH

- > PaLm TrEeS. OcEaN bReEzE'
LeTs g0 CrUiSiNg, y0u + mE *
-HoT aIr. SuNkIsSeD hAiR'
ThE [.endless.] SuMmEr' \
</3...T.a.K.e.. M.e...T.h.E.r.E...</3

F0RGET HiS NAME - F0RGET HiS FACE
F0RGET HiS KiSS &' WARM EMBRACE
F0RGET THE THiNGS HE USED T0 SAY
REMEMBER N0W HE'S G0NE AWAY ...
F0RGET THE THiNGS HE USED T0 D0..
F0RGET THE SHiT HE PUT Y0U THR0UGH..
F0RGET THE L0VE Y0U 0NCE SHARED'
F0RGET THE FACT THAT HE 0NCE CARED
F0RGET THE WAY HE SAiD Y0UR NAME
REMEMBER NOW THiNGS AREN'T THE SAME
F0RGET THE TALKS Y0U 0NCE HAD..
F0RGET THE TH0UGHT, iT MAKES Y0U SAD
F0RGET THAT Y0U SAiD Y0U W0ULD WAiT
REMEMBER N0W, HiS L0VE iS HATE..
F0RGET HiM WHEN THEY PLAY Y0UR S0NG
F0RGET Y0U 0NCE CRiED ALL NiGHT L0NG
F0RGET HE SAiD HE'D NEVER LEAVE ..
REMEMBER N0W, HE'S G0NE F0REVER

1,377 teenagers become mothers
1,106 teenage girls get an abortion
500 adolescents begin using drugs
4,219 teenagers get a sexually transmitted disease
1,000 adolescents begin drinking alcohol
3,610 teens are assulted..80 are raped
2,861 teens drop out of school
420 children are arrested for drug abuse
5,388 youth are arrested
6 teens commit suicide..
E v e r y d a y

Ever since the very first time I held
your hand I wanted nothing more
than to hold it forever

LiFE iS TOO SHORT . . .
SO KiSS LONGER// LAUGH HARDER// LOVE DEEPER// SMiLE SWEETER

>|x| the only guy that deserves you
is the one that thinks he doesn't |x|<

L0VE Y0Ur ENEMiES.<3
(( it pisses them off ))

wHen y0u firSt met me y0u weRe in a dazE ..
its n0RmaL.. every0ne g0es thr0ugh the faZe

sometimes someone can say something so small
but it fits *RiGHT into that empty space in your heart

i sEe y0U l0OKiN aT mEe liKE iM s0ME
kiNDA fREAK... gET uP 0UTA y0UR sEAT
wHY d0NT y0U
- >dOo s0MEtHiNGg

Party hardy, friends 4ever,
dance all night, we'll be 2gether,
girls like guyz, dudes like chicks,
- HAY- WE'RE THE CLASS OF 2006

Party hard, shake that ass,
have some fun and make it last.
Remember the night, remember the kiss
remember the times Y0UR gunna miss.
Remember u'r friends 4get the pricks,
cause we're the class of 2006!!

If it looks good,
youll see it
if it sounds good
youll hear it
but if its real
you'll feel it
~ gals of c/o 'o6~

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 05:04:21 GMT

BUTTERFLiiESZ DON`T LiiE

I’m not conceited.. because
conceited people think they’re fine… I KNOW I am…

neva let qO 0f anythinq yOu can`t
qO a day wiitOut thiinkinq abOut . .

if u keep tryin so hard to be [everything] ur not
u'll miss [everything] u were meant to be

Finally, one kiss after two hours at three minutes
past the hour. Now were into 4play. Five minutes
later, Im taking off his size six boxers. It took me
seven days to plan this eight o clock date. Now
nine months later, I wish I had taken ten minutes
to think about the consequences

wen I look in ur eyez
theres no s t o p i n' me
i want your hot s e x i b o d y
on t o p p a me

bikiniz' towelz' soakin in da sun
oceanz' beachez' just havin fun
meetin cute boiiz' out after dark'
swimmin at da pool' and hanqin
out at da park - - > summer o5'
when all da fun startz

short shorts; perfect tan; bikini tops tops
n' feEt in dA sanD gorgeous g u y z
soo much fun ; cnt wait till summrs bequn

Tank Tops Flip Flops
Ice Cream Sweet Dreams
Late Night Pillow Fights
A Sun Tan Game Plan
Light Hair No Cares
Feet In Sand Drink In Hand
ALL I WANT IS summer!

||M||((U))//A\||H||

Friday, March 18, 2005

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 19:29:28 GMT

i dont know why i fell
for you but all i know is
that now that i have fallen
i dont wanna get up__xXo

but everything looks perfect

x3 ........ from far away

Laugh your heart out // Dance iin the rain

Cherish the memories // Ignore the pain.

Love and learn // Forgive and forget.

You only have one life .. Live iit !!

Friend
calls your parents Mr. and Mrs.
-Best friend-
calls your parents Mom and Dad
Friend
never asks for anything to eat or drink
-Best friend-
opens the fridge and makes theirself at home
Friend
borrows your stuff for a few days and gives it back.
-Best friend-
has a closet full of ur stuff
Friend
only knows a few things about you
-Best friend-
could write a biography on your life story

YoU ShOoK Me aLL NigHt LoNg :*)

you can just be yourself cause
i dont want n o b o d y else<3

------------------------>> xOx <<------------------------
yOu gOtta make a choice ..nOw iitsz yOur
turn ..true, ii`ve made mistakes, but ii still
learned ..iit aiint up tO me [you gotta decide]
dO yOu want me [ ii n ] or out of yOur liife
------------------------>> xOx <<------------------------

.x.You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me .x.

aS i lO0k tHRU tHESE piCtUREz i sTaRt tO0 ->cry<-
CuuZ iMm FiNAlLy ReAliZiNg _t i M e S_fLy by ` i Can pLAn
FoR thE fUtUrE, bUt ii cant .c h a n g e. ThE PaSt ii
jUSt wiiSh sOmE oF thE mOMmEntS i HAd would’ve *l a S t*

M0re Pe0ple w0uLd learn from their mistakes
if they weren`t s0 busy .·´¯`·» denying them

Wait for the bOy whO will
make a [ [ Ordinary mOment ] ] seem .:*magical*:.
the kinda bOy whO will :: bring Out ::
the very *best* inside Of ->yOu
at absOlutely anytime | | nO matter ||
what the :: circumstances ::
wait for the bOy whO will make you smile
like * nO1 else * the bOy whO -always-
wants tO { shOw yOu Off } to the wOrld with
* nO make up On *but really*
*apperciates*
when yOu get :+: dOlled up fOr him:+:
wait for the bOy whO will put yOu
in the center Of his [ universe ]
most of all
wait fOr that because ->thats where yOu *belOng*

h0Ld 0n t0 what y0u L0v3
stay tru t0 what y0u kn0w«--
take everything y0u dream 0f
and [n.3.v.e.r] *--» Let it g0

i cArEd 2 mUch --» b4 «--
2 giVe a sh*t [[ .. nOw.. ]]

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 01:22:07 GMT

* xx ---»* xx ---»* xx ---»* xx ---»
ii can s3e
iit`z no m y s t e r y
itz so cl3ar to me
what we haDd is aLL hist0ry
iit`z okay
ii can sl3ep at niqht
* xx ---»* xx ---»* xx ---»* xx ---»

ii`d do anythinq ii`d }}{{ qive y0u my w0rld
ii`d wait f0rever }}{{ t0 be y0ur qirl
juzt call 0ut my naiim }}{{ and ii will be th3re
juzt to sh0w y0u }}{{ h0w muCh ii care

I’m not conceited.. because conceited people think they’re fine… I KNOW I am…

Hugz *N*Kissez

JustxHav3xFun

N0b0dy wants t0 be L.0.n.e.L.y
N0b0dy wants t0 c.r.y
My b0dys L0ng|ng t0 h0Ld y.0.u
S0 bad |t hurts |.n.s.|.d.e

wh3n twO peOple arE meant
fOr 3ach oOther .. .. nO tim3 i`z tOo
lOng - nO diistanc3 ii`sz tOOoo far ``nd
nObodi3 can tear th3m ex oh a p a r t

LOvE iS NOtHiNG WitHOUt tRUSt...

..Live LiKe U mEaN iT*

h0lDd oN t0o wHaT y0oHh LoVeEe
sTaYy tRuEe t0o wHaT y0oh kNoWw«--
tAkEe eVeRyThYnGg y0ohH dReAmM oF
aNdD [n . E . v . E . r] *--» LeTt iTt g0o

iM hOPELESSLY dEVOTED tO yOU<3

i'Ll nEver undeRsatnd whYy fAte aLlowed
uS tOo mEet bUut nevEr bE tOgether </3

The only people you need in your lives are the ones who need you in theirs.

yOu CaN close YoUr eYeS toO tHe ThiNgS
yOu DoNt wAnnA SeE bUt YoU cAnT close
Ur hEarT To thE thInGs YoU dOnT wanna fEeL</3

*YoU'rE* what happened
when I *wIsHeD* upon a *sTaR*

n o m a t t e r r h o w mu c h t i m e g o e s b y
Y0U'LL NEVER F0RGET THE 1ST TiME HE L00KED
at you and how you fell in love with his eyes <3

& i m g o o d a s l o n G a s i m c l o s E t o y O u <3