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Primical_Artist
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Name: Chad
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Birthday: 9/6/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Music is my life. I like to party, hang out, draw, write....
Expertise: Graphics
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/8/2003
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| I want to fall asleep, an never wake up. But when you can't sleep at all, it just makes things worse. I work so hard to make things right, and everytime I get things close to normal...something always happens, and everything just falls apart. I find my self hitting rock botom, thinking there nowhere to go from here but up..And I just feel like I dont want to even go back up, because I know I will just fall again. Its a redundancy that just wears away bit by bit, never stops, and never goes away. Theres very few things that I have in my life that I can count on being there. Most of the things I thought I could count on have found there way out of my life, and now I'm left with the feeling that I will never get over this...never have the chance to really live again. I live my life the best that I can, and its still not even worth waking up in the morning for. When I actually do sleep, I don't want to wake up. And I always find myself being dissapointed that im still alive. Sometimes I feel like it would be alot easier to just die. | | |
| I've recently realized that i havent updated for a while...dont really plan to anymore. i just lost intrest in this site..just like man other things in my life. Just dont really care anymore. | | |
| †† Heh...Mr. Heck says this about rapists: "I think they should just lop it off, and make him smooth" LMAO. That was the highlight of my day..until I got to talk to Lisa. But everything else pales in comaprison to that quote. Anyways..I am working on a new website. No Xanga to help me with tables and such, I'm doing all the html work by myself....well, mostly. I was bein stupid last night, and had to ask Kyle how to center the page  ..yeah thats a tough one. Heres the link if you want to check it out...http://www.primicalartist.00freehost.com/index.html. Im going to put all of Kyle's and my artwork on the site...im going to shut up now..†† | | |
| OK...summer school isn't as bad as i thought it would be. Mr Heck is a funny guy. Yesterday he let us all leave on "individual feild trips"...lol..i went to kyle's and saved Norrath. We had a threeway...lmao, dirty minded people..three people playing the game. yeah, then i came home, and ate..and went to mow..so exciting . But after that i came home, an talked to Lisa for a while. But my mother came home, so...you know how that is. Then, i took a shower, and went and listened to music and wrote a constitution for the country i made called Micasso. It sucked..lol. Today was boring..didnt do much in school. And now i have a headache...oh well. Me shut up now. "YOU DONT WANT TO SCREW WITH US, BECAUSE WE WILL RIP YOU A NEW ONE"...lol part of Kyle's national anthem. | | |
| - My Heartstrings Come Undone †† I must be bored if im updating...I havent updated since the beginning of the month...oh well. Only one more day of school left. Then i get a one week vacation, and go back for Government. But its only 4 hours, so it shouldnt be too bad. I got a truancy thursday, and therefore got detention yesterday..that was gay. I still havent gotten my truck running. Im going to try to work on it this weekend...haha. I am now addicted to another game..First it was Runescape..and i got tired of playing that..now its Champions of Norrath. I dont thinkn anyone could ever get tired of playing that. I need a job. Unless anyone just wants to give me some money?..lol. Im so lazy. Anyways..I will stop rambling now, and go take a shower. †† | | |
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