remember what i said? world full of competition waiting to bash me on the head

PoZ part II
PoZ guide to messed-up ness

i really cant do this. what is "this"? whatever the hell it is that im doing right now... i just cant and i dont know why ((or maybe i do)). no chances given,  no punches pulled, no victories given without a fight

i either go down as the first line or i go down with the ship. whatever it is, i just want to do something for the good fight...