It is crazy to see how things have been coming together.  I am just waiting and praying about the next step.  The cats are gone so now I am really here by myself.  That is okay, the cats have been kind of sad this way.  It is good for them to be where there are more people to give them the attention they need.  Oh I seen the movie Nanny Diaries yesterday.  I love it.  I keep wanting to watch it again.  It will so be in my movie collection when it comes out.  I really want to go see it again.  I haven't felt that way about a movie in a long time.  We tomorrow is Sunday and I get to go to church ( meaning I don't have to work till later) so I am going to head to bed. 

Later

I am really being challenged by my attitude right now.  I am really mad at something.  Maybe Le, maybe my whole family, maybe my situation in life, maybe all of the above.  Anyway, so my car is up an "running"  but it is okay that there is smoke coming out from the hood, that the check engine light is on, that I am not supposed to drive it at night because it needs a new alternator, and that the brake pedal pretty much goes through the floor in order for the car to stop and while that is happening, there are some pretty unfriendly noises coming from the breaks.  It is all okay.  Oh did I mention that there are bee hives almost every spot that I open ( like the gas tank).  Le is supposed to be fixing this and he things it is fine.  But I want to know if he would drive around in a car like this.  I have to drive my money to the bank at night but I can't do that.  I am so frustrated.  Why does he think that my car is fine.  It is not.  But I can't do part of my job.  So what they can fire me.  Then I will most definitely be able to move out.  alright there is much sarcasm in this update apparently.  Why.  Why does this have to be me?  why.  Why can't I have a normal car.  why can't I know what I want to do with my life.  Why am I stuck making minimum wage.  How is one ever supposed to get any where on that.  Alright I am done.  This is not productive.  I just wish someone could understand how stupid this is.  I am glad tomorrow is Sunday.  I am excited for church.  Good night.