Oh. My. God. Tonight i just realized how selfish people really are. Like seriously. How can you claim to be someone's friend, and yet have no problem going after their ex boyfriend?! That's just not right. Do you not have any morals?! AND to tell the person's BEST FRIEND that you're basically making the person's ex the center of your world!

People like that suck big time. How can they live with themselves? I would never EVER dare to make a move on my friends bf, whether they were still together or not.

OOOO and then to DENY the fact that you're falling head over heals in love with this guy!!!!!! What is this world coming to? The fact that the person (the subject of this entry) knows that things are still tense between the person and their ex and still has no problem attempting to step in (key word ATTEMPTING) on the ex! How can you do that?

Yea yea we'ce all heard people say "well he's my friend, i'm entitled to be close to him" Ok well there is a difference with being friends with someone and then THROWING YOURSELF AT THEM! People like that piss me off.

The BEST thing is when you want to do something, but you are compelled to ask the ex gf if its okay with her if you do that to the ex bf...HELLO!!! THE EX GF DOESN'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU'RE ATTEMPTING TO DO TO THE GUY SHE ONCE DATED!!!!!! It's like "well i want to be obviously flirting with him because i'm desperate...is that okay with you?" How pathetic could you get?!

YOU NEVER ASK THE EX GF (OR BF) IF IT'S OKAY IF YOU MOVE IN ON THEIR RECENT EX'S....do you expect them to say "sure go ahead and be all up in him (or her) i don't mind." If you are expecting them to say that let me tell you something....

...ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!!! You would seriously have to be ignorant to think that something like that would ever EVER happen in real life. Sorry to burst your bubble there sweetheart.

Okay so this is an entry for GIRLS ONLY! If you're a guy and are reading this, i highly suggest you stop because ur not gonna like what i write .

Now that thats over, i can continue. Okay so this is for all my girls who have recently or fairly recently (past year) got scorned by a guy...whether you were dating them or just liked them alot. Let me tell you this, BOYS SUCK ASS! They are worth none of our time. I know all of you are going to say "well i really care about him and i love him...i thought he loved me too" Even if all of that is so, they were dicks for letting you go.

We are so much better then they will ever be and none of you can forget that. Boys are not worth the heartsche we put ourselves through, and they're not worth the tears we cry over them. We are strong enough to live without them, and we will live life to the fullest without them.

We basically have boys for one thing, to perfect our flirting methods. Thats all they're good for anymore. We can live without them, and we will.

Maybe i'm writing this subconciously because i have lingering issues with men, or whatnot, but i have to write this. I guess i'm just sick of boys thinking that they can get away with everything jsut because they have dicks. Well they can't, not with me anyway. And it shouldn't be with anyone else either. I'm sick of boys thinking they can walk all over us and have us be their playthings just because they're the "dominant sex" I'm not going to take it. No guy is ever going to treat me that way again.

Now us girls have to stick together, lean on eachother for support and stay strong. All you have to remember is: YOU ARE SO MUCH BETTER OFF WITHOUT A GUY!!!!!!!!! THEY ONLY CAUSE HEARTACHE AND TEARS.

REMEMBER, YOU LIVED YOUR LIFE WITHOUT A GUY FOR A WHILE, YOU CAN DO IT AGAIN!

 Me

Why is it that we always want the things that we can never have?...

And what happens when being ourselves isn't good enough ne more?...

Hi again. How is everyone out there? I hope everyone is good. Anyway I've been thinkin alot these past few days about things people have told me/said to me/dicussed with me. I'm trying to figure out if its true and/or if other people think this way also.

Okay well iono, people tell me i don't open up, like i refuse to open up and that, thats wut basically screws any chance of me having a great relationship, whether its romantically, friendshipwise or anything else. I can't help but wonder if that's really true. I mean i always knew i didn't open up alot to people, but people make it seem like i never open up to them and purposely don't open up.

I want to know if other people think like that, and if so, why? Do i really do that? Am i really like that? I didn't think i was, but then again, i'm not sure anymore. Does it really hurt when i don't open up to people? I jsut figure that i wouldn't bother other people with my problems, not that i was trying to keep anything from anyone.

I don't know, maybe i'm being all ridiculous about this. Maybe no one else thinks like this...but then again, evevryone could think like this and just never tell me. I don't want be like this. I don't want people thinkin that i don't trust them or anything because i don't open up to them...i just think that i don't have the ability to open up to people. I know it sounds really messed up but maybe thats the truth. Maybe i just can't open up for some reason.

And if that's tha case...wuts the reason? Will i ever figure the reason out? Okay well thats all i have for now...i'll write agian eventually...but in the mean time, comment on this entry and tell me what you think about everything...ok? Well bye

 Me

Hi everyone! Okay so i just got home from my sisters graduation and graduation dinner. Fun stuff right there <rolls eyes> ANYWAY, this week has been like a week from hell...well no, not all true. In the beginning of the week i was having a great week and I was all happy...but of course that never lasts long for me...and it all went down hill from there. But things are so-so as of right this moment so whatever. Don't want to write anymore b/c yea...ciao for now

 Me