Hi again. How is everyone out there? I hope everyone is good. Anyway I've been thinkin alot these past few days about things people have told me/said to me/dicussed with me. I'm trying to figure out if its true and/or if other people think this way also.

Okay well iono, people tell me i don't open up, like i refuse to open up and that, thats wut basically screws any chance of me having a great relationship, whether its romantically, friendshipwise or anything else. I can't help but wonder if that's really true. I mean i always knew i didn't open up alot to people, but people make it seem like i never open up to them and purposely don't open up.

I want to know if other people think like that, and if so, why? Do i really do that? Am i really like that? I didn't think i was, but then again, i'm not sure anymore. Does it really hurt when i don't open up to people? I jsut figure that i wouldn't bother other people with my problems, not that i was trying to keep anything from anyone.

I don't know, maybe i'm being all ridiculous about this. Maybe no one else thinks like this...but then again, evevryone could think like this and just never tell me. I don't want be like this. I don't want people thinkin that i don't trust them or anything because i don't open up to them...i just think that i don't have the ability to open up to people. I know it sounds really messed up but maybe thats the truth. Maybe i just can't open up for some reason.

And if that's tha case...wuts the reason? Will i ever figure the reason out? Okay well thats all i have for now...i'll write agian eventually...but in the mean time, comment on this entry and tell me what you think about everything...ok? Well bye

 Me