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State: Georgia
Metro: Columbus
Birthday: 2/27/1990
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Currently Listening
Odd How People Shake
By Fear Before the March of Flame
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i need the song started over (you're crying made me miss my favorite part)

two xangas, two livejournals, and a myspace later





i have returned





but only to post this...
well really i got on to copypaste this thing
i filled out what seems like forever ago
on a very special night....july 1st, 2005 


Saturday, July 23, 2005

i officially hate xanga update emails...

when i got in from orlando orlando
i came back to 20-something emails
and 19 were from xanga.
xanga is becoming a total nuisance,
much like that annoying stalker everyone of us has at some point
...that sends us email, even though we dont read it.

rawrr.

and yes, you're right, i can disable the emails
but then again, what would there be to complain about?
and furthermore, what would you be reading right now instead of this?


...my point exactly.

 

Dbird2139: hulk hogans doughter is hitt
Dbird2139: did ninjas get brick
Dbird2139: he needs to get beter at ninja arfare
Dbird2139: haha i know what moveie yall should see
Dbird2139: March of the Penguins
UrStellarDarling: hahahaha
Dbird2139: that movie looks pretty good
UrStellarDarling: you're so silly
Dbird2139: ill probably see ut evcentually

 

i, at the moment, am unsure whether or not i am allowed to speak of events that went on tonight.
therefore, i declare it to be picture-time.

ps.
my adderall is most definately not working if i'm annoying you, leave now. it only gets worse from this point on...

 


i actually kind of like this picture.
he looks a bit like me, now that i think about it.
it could just be the eyes.

 

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stolen from courtney


...anyways.

 

 

 

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brick
loveslawryn


Friday, July 22, 2005

"shortsighted?!?...what is that?! cant see midgets?"

"if maria's boyfriend is in a folk band, and only smokes pot every OTHER day..what percentage of the rent is he going to contribute? i thought it was 50% but the answer is ZERO"

 


adopt your own negro!


 

now to show you my new "best friend"


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Thursday, July 21, 2005

today was pretty much
total
grade A
bullshit


minus brick coming over

so i don't seem like such a stuck up bitch,
i'll explain how i saw it

FUCK IT
i just typed this long story but FUCK IT
everyone is just going to end up pissed at me
sorry i didn't fucking kill myself today
you guys make me feel like shit

"Telescope Eyes"

Oh, you humor me today
Calling me out to play
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth
I can’t be seen with you, you freak

Go cry, Go run away
Let your short legs carry you away
With your big dress and your dirty hair
Your pen’s waiting for you
Just get far, far away from me
I don’t want your disease

(Chorus)
Please don’t make me cry
Please don’t make me cry
I’m just like you
I know you know
I’m just like you
So leave me alone

Dear Matthew why can’t you see
You’re just not near enough like me
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth
I can’t be seen with you

(Chorus x 4)

Oh, you humor me today




"Aerials"

Life is a waterfall,
We're one in the river,
And one again after the fall.

Swimming through the void
We hear the word,
We lost ourselves,
But we find it all?

Cause we are the ones that want to play,
Always want to go,
But you never want to stay,

And we are the ones that want to chose,
Always want to play,
But you never want to lose.

Aerials, in the sky,
When you lose small mind,
You free your life
.

Life is a waterfall,
We drink from the river,
Then we turn around and put up our walls.

Swimming through the void
We hear the word,
We lost ourselves,
But we find it all?

Cause we are the ones that want to play,
Always want to go,
But you never want to stay,

And we are the ones that want to chose,
Always want to play,
But you never want to lose.


Aerials, in the sky,
When you lose small mind,
You free your life.
Aerials, so up high,
When you free your eyes,
Eternal prize
.
Aerials, in the sky,
When you lose small mind,
You free your life.
Aerials, so up high,
When you free your eyes,
Eternal prize.


Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Currently Listening
From Under the Cork Tree
By Fall Out Boy
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i hate the internet

 

current reason for sad:

0

 

 

didn't do much today
woke up to kaki at my door basically
jnastty came and got us and we attempted to pick up brick
he couldn't come so we hung out with him for like 30 minutes?
then i came home and didnt do anything until
i went to the millers house at like 10
got to hang out with brick and bart and will
came home late

 

anyways

 

here are the pictures i promised (more coming i have 5 pictures left in the roll)
i have to crop them and re-post them later

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fireworks

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my brother's fiance(sp?) volunteered for something in universal studios

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we had to ride the men in black ride...they give you guns

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my brother and i with ET ...c'mon you know ET owns

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001. What is your name? lauren beebe sorrells
002. Spell your name backwards: nerual
003. Date of birth: 02/27/90
004. Male or female? femme
005. Astrological sign: picese(sp?)
006. Nicknames: lawryn

007. Occupation? student
008. Height: 5'3 or 5'4
009. Weight: 110
010. Hair color: blonde with brown roots-- im growing out highlights
011. Eye color: blue, green, gray...they change color
012. Where were you born? columbus, ga
013. Where do you reside now? same hellhole
014. Age: 15
015. Screen names: urstellardarling
016. E-mail address: keepintouchdoll@aol.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? i use the words stellar and darling often...and "youre" didn't fit
018. What is your lj name? lawrynheartsyou
019. What does your Blurty name stand for? what the hell?
020. Pets: ellie
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake?  i don't have birthdays but i had 4 candles
022. Piercings? gauges-- 4s
023. Tattoo's?  no
024. Shoe size: 7 1/2 or 8
025. Righty or lefty? right

026. Wearing: shorts, tanktop, the usual...pervert! hahhah
027. Hearing: noise and kisses
028. Feeling: bored/wishing i could sleep
029. Eating/drinking: gatorade-- must you even ask

~Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love?
unsure if its ever really beeen LOVE
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? and meant it...not many
063. How many people have you been in love with? i dont count
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no
116. Are your parents divorced? no
117. Do you have step parents? no
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? not lately
119. If so for what? she was a belly dancer or something
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? duh, isn't everyone that isnt PURE indian?

~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life?
oh god, too many to list
122. What's the most embarrassing cd you own? cleopatra
123. What's the best cd you own? co&ca...i guess
124. What song do you absolutely hate? that bananas song...but i'll never forget how to spell b-a-n-a-n-a-s
125. Do you sing in the shower? very much so
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? niki fm, such great heights, tiger lily, swing life away, counting the stars, if you wanna...i might, alkaline trio(he went to that show with me)

~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~
127. Pink:
"tired of being compared to damn britney spears..."
128. Aerosmith: "walk this way, talk this way"
129. Madonna: "papa don't preach, i'm in trouble deep"
130. Korn: "feeling like a freak on a leash"
131. Backstreet Boys: "quit playing games with my heart"
132. The Beatles: "penny lane is in my heart"
133. Sublime: wow, once in a lifetime thing...my mind is a blank.
134. J.Lo: " don't be fooled by the rocks that i got, i'm still jenny from the block"
135. *Nsync: "its tearing up my heart when i'm with you, but when we are apart i feel it too"
136. Limp Bizkit: "chocolate starfish and the hot dog flavored "
137. Britney Spears: "lost in an image, in a dream, but theres no one there to wake her up"
138. Creed: pushes members of creed off a cliff
139. Enrique Iglesias: "livin la vida loca" ...oh wait thats the other mexican guy
140. Good Charlotte: pushes members of good charlot off a cliff
141. Christina Aguilera: "i am beautiful no matter what they say, words can't bring me down"
142. Eminem: "when i go out, i'm gonna go out shooting. i don't mean when i die, i mean when i go out to the club stupid"
143. New Found Glory: pushes members of "nfg" off a cliff
144. Kelly Clarkston: "broken up deep inside, but you won't get to see the tears i cry"
145. Kelly Osbourne: "papa don't preach" (the cover, duh.)
146. Mandy Moore: "i've got a crush on you"
147. Eve: "e-v-e"
148. Aaliyah: insert song from some NOW cd i had
149. Nelly: "i am number 1"
150. Alicia Keys: "i keep on falling in and out of love with you"
151. Incubus: "would you choose water over wine, hold the wheel and drive"

~Favorites~
152. Color:
black, white
153. Food: tomatoes, grapes, strawberries
154. Song: as of now, Video Killed The Radio Star
155. Show: robot chicken, aqua teen, south park, family guy, chappelle show
156. school subject: english is my best, but i usually like science
157. Band/singer: heres a few.... sonny moore, gerard way, bert, claudio sanchez, jonathan jones, brody dalle, the chick in the dresden dolls
158. Animal: all of them
159. Outfit: whatever is clean on my floor
160. Radio station: none.
161. Movie: aco, 2001, original texas chainsaw, donnie darko, pet cemetary
162. Pair of shoes: 4 year old converse
163. Cartoon: the simpsons, family guy, aqua teen, rocky and bullwinkle
164. Guy: Brick, Alex, jnastty, david, brian, eric bk, jeremy, steven le emo... etc.
165. Girl: ariel, caitlyn, kaki., emily, lauren..etc? i dont have many female friends anymore
166. Potato chip: original, ranch, bbq, sour cream&onion
167. Drink: gatorade, propel, frutopia, fanta, orange soda
168. Alcholic drink: smirnoff, strawberry daquaris always tasted good(...never had them with alcohol)
169. Holiday: summer
170. Perfume/cologne: grape stuff, tragedy and reminiscent(last 2 aren't made anymore)
171. Pizza topping: cheese
172. Jello flavor: none.
173. Lunch meat: ...none.
174. Board game: chutes and ladders, monopoly
175. Video game: gta, crash bandicoot, duckhunt
176. Website: none, i hate the internet.
177. Book: a clockwork orange, dead poet society, and then there were none, heavier than heaven
178. Computer game: none. but the Sims used to own me.
179. Number: 13
180. Cereal: special k with strawberries
181. Comedian: mitch hedberg
182. Dessert: none.
183. Disney character: bambi or aladin
184. Clothing store: none, i hate shopping.
185. Pastime: watching movies, gonig to shows, friend-time
186. Teacher: mr. pollock and mrs. mccutcheon
187. Childhood toy: my little pony tails horses
188. Carnival game/ride: rollercoaster, ferris wheel, that crazy spinny thing
189. Candy bar: reeses, hands down.
190. Magazine: none.
191. Salad dressing: disgusting
192. Thing to do on the weekend: shows...same crap i do all the time
193. Hot drink: hot chocolate
194. Season: like on food? none
195. Sport to watch: none.
196. Person to talk to online: brick, otherwise-- whoever talks

~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets?
plaid, right now...i think
198. What color are your bedroom walls? 1 room is green and hte ohter is white
199. Do you have posters on your wall? yes, in my extra room
200. If so of what? 2 afi, 2 simpsons, ramones, doors, atreyu, 2 pink floyd, "rock 'n roll theatre", nirvana, aco, jay and silent bob(thanks to papageorge), the clash, some i took from the masquerade....i cant remember what else
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? 2 in each but we ddin't buy any of them
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 2
203. What do you normally sleep in? shorts, tank top...the usual?
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: i dont have a favorite
205. What size bed do you have? queen
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? no
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? yes, but i don't want a phone in either room
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? i used to, but i usually just have the tv on
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: long story but i fonud out my brother had died and then, i hadn't seen him in like 3 years, so i cried when i woke up
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes, 1. i have to hold on to something
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? like 12
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? yes
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no
214. Do you snore? i used to
215. How about drool? only if igo to sleep at like 5 am
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? pshh no they dont work
217. What color is the carpet in your room? white-ish
218. What's under your bed? stuff

~This or that~
219. beach/mountains:
either
220. Donuts/bagels: donuts
221. Day/night: night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: wicked witch of the west
223. Heaven/hell: heaven
224. Make love/have sex: whatever works
225. Coffee/tea: tea...add sweetener
228. Britney/Christina: neither
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: what?
230. Real World/Road Rules: reality tv should die
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: bsb all the way hahhah
232. Silver/gold: silver
233. Nike/Adidas: adidas...everyone wears nike
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: mcdonalds, hands down.
235. Sweet/Sour: both
236. Punk/emo: depends what mood i'm in
237. Hot/cold: freezing
238. Winter/summer: winter weather, but we have no school in summer...
239. Spring/fall: fall
240. Operas/plays: plays 
241. Read/watch tv:
depends what if i'm forced to read
242. Cd's/tapes: both
243. Dvd's/vhs: vhs
244. Old/new: what?...old is cheaper so-- old.
245. Shorts/skirts: skirts
246. Pink/red: either
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: depends on the subject of the photo
248. Meat/vegetables: veggies
249. Mexican food/Chinese food: mexican
250. Commercials/infomercials: infomercials
251. Scary movies/comedies: horror...but i like both
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikini
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: either
254. Dogs/cats: both
255. Unicorns/fairies: unicorns...fairies are like mosquitoes-- haven't you seen labyrinth?
256. Water/land: land
257. Sugar/spice: either
258. Black/white: depends
259. ribbons/bows: ribbon?
260. Chicken/beef: chicken
261. Colored Christmas lights/regular white Christmas lights: white
262. Cars/trucks: cars
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: bond, james bond
264. Popcorn/pretzels: either
265. Hip/hop: ...what?
266. Passionate kiss/peck: both
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: neither, both are fake
268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub
269. Picture frames/photo albums: photo albums, i'd need too many frames
270. Pens/pencils: pen

~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem:
hilarious
272. Virgins: theyre cool...?
273. God: i dont even know anymore
274. The Osbournes: shouldn't be on tv
275. Reality TV: bites
276. J.Lo: is not black
277. Religion: hard to explain
278. Emo music: hot
279. Valentine's Day: it can be a pretty nice holiday
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: when exactly was this?
281. Homosexuals: go for it, none of my business.
282. Abortion: its the chicks business...wouldn't mothers forced to have their children treat them like SHIT?
283. Inter-racial relationships: not very into them
284. Murder: bad
285. Death: bad
286. Obesity: their fault
287. Pre-marital sex: if its love, i guess its ohkay
288. Terrorism: i dont care anymore
289. Pornography: funny unless you're serious about it, get a girlfriend.
290. Fortune tellers: fake
291. Threesomes: i have no say in that
292. Prostitution: pathetic, get girlfriends.
293. Politics: crazy
294. Country music: buhhhh
295. George W. Bush: DUMBASS
296. Cloning: whatever, try it.
297. Britney's boobs: who cares?
298. Gas prices in America: not as bad as in other places, i promise.

~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?.
299. Jack:
nicholson
300. Tiffany: that 80's singer, and that song "Breakfast At Tiffanys" by deep blue something
301. Ben: bias
302. Maria: mexicano
303. Jennifer: ...idk anyone named jennifer
304. Nicole: sounds snobbish
305. Amy: martin?
306. Adam: my ex.
307. Richard: jason's middle name
308. Justin: marble slab sex feind
309. Arnold: hey arnold
310. Tom: hahhah "tommy milligan has herpes"
311. Melissa: eww i don't like that name
312. Charlotte: north carolina...reminds me of peanut butter(thomas)
313. Harold: my mind is a blank
314. John: jacob jingle himer smith
315. Joel: billy
316. Vanessa: i don't like that name
317. Michelle:  doyla
318. Kevin: bacon
319. Brent: works at mcdonalds and caitlyn knows him
320. Jake: less than
321. Billy: idol
322. Sarah: marshal
323. Natalie: idk anyone with that name
324. Christi: was on my soccer team
325. Nick: LUCAS ... i miss that boy
326. Linda: worthington (sam's granny)
327. Taylor: french ...went to st.annes and pacelli (dont ask how i remember...idk)
328. Jordan: liked my voice
329. Jamie: dear jamie..sincerely me
330. Adrian: song by jewel

~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone?
yes
332. Been on a diet? does adderall count?
333. Been to a foreign country? no
334. Broken a bone? as far as i know, a nose doesnt qualify so no
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? no
336. Swear at a teacher? yes
337. Talked to a lj member via e-mails or instant messages? yeah...so?
338. Got in a fight? yes, when i was little
339. Dated a teacher? NO! wtf?
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants?  hah yes
341. Thought about killing your enemy? i used to, i've matured.
342. Gone skinny dipping? yes, but not in the past year
343. Met another Blurty member in the flesh? wtf is blurty?
344. Told a little white lie? who hasnt?
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? maybe 1...i'm not like that
346. Stolen anything? n/a
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? hah yes
348. Been on TV? yes
349. Been on the radio? psh no
350. Been in a mosh pit? yes
351. Been to a concert? millions
352. Dated one of your best friends? yes
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes, but isn't that the opposite of how love is supposed to be?
355. Broken the law? yes
356. Been to a rodeo? no
357. Been on a talk show? no
358. Been on a game show? no
359. Been on an airplane? yes
360. Got to ride on a fire truck? no
361. Came close to dying? yes, millions of times
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? sadly, and i regret it
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? i've tried
364. Terrorized a babysitter? never had one
365. Made a mud pie? if so it was forever ago and i never did it again
366. Had a dream that our falling off a cliff? yes
367. Snuck out of the house at night? n/a
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? yes
369. Had an eating disorder? yes, i over-eat
370. Felt like you didn't belong? yes, too often
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? only a few times
372. Smoked? yes, used to
373. Done drugs? used to
374. Been arrested? no
375. Had your tonsils removed? no, the refuse to
376. Gone to camp? yes, millions of times
377. Won a bet? i dont bet, i'm too cheap
378. Written a love letter? not really, but i could
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? do i really even need to answer that?
380. Written a love poem? used to try to write stuff...i suck now
381. Kissed in the rain? yes
382. Slow danced with someone you love? yes
383. Participated in cyber sex? hahahahahah
384. Faked an orgasm? what the hell?
385. Stolen a kiss? pshh i dont think so
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? duh.
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? not really...meaning it wasnt at all their fault
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? yes
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? not my own...i dont drive yet
390. Done jail time? hah no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? do school uniforms count?
392. Won a trophy? mmhmm
393. Thrown up in public? yes
394. Bowled a perfect game? never.
395. Failed/got held back? no
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? every year until 5th grade
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? gross
398. Taken ballet lessons? yes, from when i was 2 until 6th grade
399. Attempted suicide? yes
400. Cut yourself? used to...still kind of do


~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies?
yes
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? yes
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? no
404. Did you play with Simon? yes
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? hell yes i did
406. Did you wet the bed? only one time
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? not monsters...people.
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? no, but i remember the teasleys did
409. Were you shy? not one bit
410. Were you spoiled? in a sense
411. Were you abused? verbally, wasn't everyone?
412. Did you go to the circus? no
413. Did you go to the zoo? once..only because my brother wanted to
414. Were you in a car accident? i think so
415. Did you build snowmen? never
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? no
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? yes
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? oh god yes
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? hah yes
420. Were you afraid of the dark? mmhmm
421. Did you have slumber parties? yes
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? before my time...i hate being born after the 80's
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? no, but i would have
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? hah yes, i actually remember fighting with Frances Romeo about that for like an hour and being like "DAD AREN'T THEY REAL?" and he was like "uh...whatever"

~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens?
no
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: heart-shaped post it notes, my ring, 2 benedryll
427. Do you have any hidden talents? mmhmm
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? you ask this as if they don't....but NO i hate mtv, it ruins everything
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? horror, or alex's movie...i get to play with guns!
430. What would your movie star name be? wtf? lawryn beebe sorrells, duh.
431. Do you play any sports? no
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? nothing ever really scares me...but the ring did the first time i saw it
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? 2001
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? cant even remember...but im sure it sucked
435. Do you drive? not yet
436. What is your dream car?  vw bus, cheap chevy van, datsun 280 Z, old corvette
437. Do you think your good looking? no, not usually
438. Do others think you are good looking? most say i am
439. Would you ever sky dive? nah, i'm good.
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? no
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 8 but only 6 have doors
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? NEVER
443. Do you believe in God? sometimes i try to
444. Do you believe in Satan? unsure
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? unsure
446. Do you believe there is a hell? unsure
447. Do you own a pool table? no
448. Do you have a pool? no
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? ...yes?
450. Do you like chocolate? no not really
451. Who/what is on your 2005 calendar? i dont have a calendar
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 5...if you vount alabama and georgia
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? mmhmm, they never come true
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? idk
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no
456. What is your weakness? define weakness
457. Name something you can't get enough of: romance
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: crazy, sexy, cool...hah just kidding. uhm...creative(i guess), indecisive, missunderstood(usually)
459. How many kids do you want to have?: 2 MAXIMUM
460. Future daughters names: wednesday, autumn, ambellina(probably not though)
461. Future sons names: sebastian, kurt,..maybe ender(steven le emo turned me on to that name)
462. What is your ideal way to die? "i just don't wanna get shot"
463. How do you release stress? i get sent to the ER when it builds up too much
464. Are you a trendy person? no, i dont think i am...tell me if i'm wrong, please?
465. Are you an artistic person? i'd like to think so
466. Are you a realistic person? as much as possible
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? never
468. Are you a strong person? Physically? or emotionally?: not physically but yes to emotionally
469. Are you a strong willed person? i think so...?
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? xanga or ticketmaster
471. Who is the last person to IM you? Alex Young
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? YES
473. Are you a deep sleeper? i dont know
474. Are you a good story teller?  doubtful 
475. What do you believe is your best quality? 
i'm not like most people...i think personality>looks...i dont know whats good about me
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? i dont know
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? both
478. Do you do yoga? no
479. Do you have your own credit card? pshh no thanks
480. Let's say you win the lotto: save the money for my children...finish school, work if i want to-- you know, odd jobs...live just as i do now
481. Do you have a check book? no
482. Do you like your driver? what?
483. Do you tan easily? hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
484. What color is your hair naturally? blonde/natural highlights/light brown
485. How many fillings do you have? none?
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? none
487. Worst feeling in the world? loneliness
488. Best feeling in the world? being loved
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? the glass is broken
490. Last thing you downloaded? feel good inc
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? only as a joke
492. What do you think people think of you? pshh i have no idea anymore, nor do i wish to
493. Are you a likeable person? i try to be as much as possible
494. Do you need therapy? yes
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? yes
496. What is the best way to be proposed to? ...being proposed to at all, duh.
497. What kind of movie would you star in? i already answered this, but horror
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? definately not
499. When are you moving? uhm....am i?
500. What's your favorite phrase? i dont know


FINALLY FINISHED...but i know no one will read it

"Sugar We're Going Down"

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

[Note: The correct lyrics really say "GOD complex". It was confirmed by band members]



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