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Name: Shauna
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 7/23/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: boys.....shopping....lip gloss...... and more boys..... food......gymnastics.......friends.....going dancing......all that good stuff!
Expertise: flirting and all that good stuff lol


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Member Since: 4/23/2005

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Currently Listening
The Silence in Black and White
By Hawthorne Heights
Ohio is for Lovers
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 Hey hey ..... Ugh im not even sure what to say ... I m not friends with marisa any more..umm o yah.. jared is being gay lately.. i mean gosh...err lets just say..... this is me now= ..this would be me if Jared would ever like me lol  anyw ho ..tonight is the parade... im meeting up w/ Jared again.. lol ..I hope ill have fun ¢¾..any who ..after tonight ill tell you about my last 4 days... k bye

and shes just a stupid litte girl
with her hopes too high
& feelings much too strong
especially for a boy like him.

 

&& she finally told him how she felt ;;
she downright spilled her heart out .
& she prayed to herself that he would
care, but he walked away as she
silently stood there _________ </3

 

there are days that i love you, and days that i dont. days i'd like to be friends.and days that i wont. days i'll pick up the phone and give you a call. days im so sad i dont want to talk to you at all . days i look back at all the things that we shared. days i question myself if you really even care. theres so many things i wish i could say, but im scared it will all come out in the wrong way. no matter how much time goes by, i'll always be by your side, cause i couldnt stop loving you .. even if i tried

 

so, I love this boy. he`s my world. but he doesn`t care
he`s off with some girl. she`s probably prettier than me;
she`s probably nicer and smarter too. but no matter how
great she is ..she`ll never love him like I do. it`s not fair
how she can just show up one day. I know I never had him,
but it`s like she took him away. doesn`t he get it? all I want
to do is hear him say to me¡¦ "i love you"

At some point you have to realize ..
HE D0ESNT CARE
& you could be missing out on someone that does ..

S <3 J .... J </3 S




Monday, October 03, 2005

Currently Watching
Bring It On
By Kirsten Dunst, Eliza Dushku
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Hey Byotches.... today was fun i guess... school always sucks.. err im sorta mad though.... every one says this one guys is just being nice... All i know is he better not be leading me on..i swear .... i cant get hurt any more...i will just break down.. b/c im on the edge right now... so you never know.....So tonight is the farm show... Maybe they will be some hawties there....... you know who you are even though you are gayy some times I still love you Jared Eugene Ginder lol... any who leav ethe comments or call the cell

you might think of me as just some girl

but im ([ one girl ]) who took (( one look ))

at you and fell harder than i have in my

*- - -  EnTiRe LiFe - - -*

 

i hate looking in your eyes every day and wanting so much more..
wishing every kiss you blow wasn't just for me.. to be "that girl"
                            why can't i be... your girl
...
  and why can't you see that i'm absolutally crazzy about you

 

 

He doesn't even know my name.. but yet i can't forget his.

 

Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. I've heard
it
before
. Say that i'm fake. Say
that I lie. Say what you want.
You wont see me cry, because I
know none of it's true, but
calling
me
all this shit, ha, what the hell
does that make you?

 

i know a boy who takes up my world,
take all of me .. every breath that i hold.
we meet & he makes me feel free, with
just one look he know what i need. & i've
found that when im on the ground, he is
the only one sticking around .. only he knows
the real me & i know that he wont let me
down .. i know a boy who wakes up my
world, brings in the warmth when im feeling
cold .. & hes got places to be but he said
he would rather say here with me. & i've
found that when im on the ground, hes
the only one sticking around .. only
he
knows the real me & i know the he wont
let me down. x3

 

You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one.

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