Hey everybody! This is my first post here, obviously! I'm watching Joe Dirt right now. That has to be one of the funniest movies ever. But, of course, my favorite movie is the Matrix:Reloaded. That is the best movie ever! I love all the fighting scenes and stuff. I bet the third one will be even better! I can't wait until it comes out! Anyways...nothing really happened today. Except I got in a fight with Linsay. Again. She just...ugh...I have one thing to say to her (if she even reads this): Does it really matter if someone is gay? I don't think it does. Who really cares if an actor or a singer is gay? Are they flirting with you guys or girls out there? Are they in any way at all bothering you? I don't think so. I don't think it matters if someone is gay. If you aren't friends with someone just because they're gay, then that's like being racist! Like, say a Clay Aiken (hot, hot, hot, hot, hot!) is gay. (Which I highly doubt he is, but whatever...) Does it matter? He still has an amazing voice and will probably always be sweeter than most of you out there. And Ian McKellan (Gandalf! rocks!) is gay. So what? He's still a great actor! I mean, sure, it is a little odd and all, and even I'm not comfortable with the whole idea of it, but still. You shouldn't judge people just because they're gay! That's all I really have to say about that.

Onto my Harry Potter chapter...Ha, gotta have one of these all the time! THE FIFTH BOOK COMES OUT IN 2 DAYS!! I cannot wait! Since my mum (hey, I'm American, but I like mum better than mom! Must be all the British stuff I read...) wouldn't let me reserve it at On Cue, I'm *making* her take me to all these stores on Saturday so I can have it. We'll probably go to Wal-Mart, K-Mart, On Cue, those places first. Then, we might go to the mall to get it! I can't wait! I have to get it on Saturday because on Sunday I leave for Camp! I need something to do while I'm there! I'll probably be reading it the whole time I'm there...Oh, well. I'm with a bunch of 8-year olds! I would've gone to the Teen Week with my brother (gag!) and his friend (so hot, so hot, so hot!), but I wanted to be with my cousin since it was my first time going so...Yeah. Sounds like fun, no?

OK, I have a story to tell you! We were at the mall today, looking for a bathing suit for camp, and my brother was talking to me. First, I should tell you that my mum thinks me and my brother's friend should get married. (Fine with me!) And she always teases both of us about it. Well...anyways...He was talking to me and said that when he was over at his friend's house his dad was talking to him. His friend (sorry, no names, so sorry if it gets confusing! my friends should know who...) said, "***(my name) is going to die at age 35 from a blood clot from eating all those chips!" Oh, I have a thing about chips...They're practically all that I eat... Well, his dad said to him, "*******(his name), be nice to her! You know you love her!" and later I was on the phone with my best friend, and there was a beep, call waiting. I can never find the stupid flash button on the phone, so I ignored it. Later, I found out it was his dad. He said, "*******, go yell at ***! And then give her a big kiss!" I was like...omg...I was so embarrassed.

Wow, I should probably go to bed. Or at least finish the movie. It's 3:30. Gotta pack my stuff tomorrow!

I tried to kill the pain/but only brought more/I lay dying/And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal?I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming/Am I too lost to be saved/Am I too lost?

My God My Tourniuet/Return to me salvation/My God My Tourniquet/Return to me salvation

Do you remember me/Lost for so long/Will you be on the other side/Or will you forget me/I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming/Am I too lost to be saved/Am I too lost?

My God My Tourniquet/Return to me salvation/My God My Touniquet/Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave/My soul cries for deliverance/Will I be denied Christ/Tourniquet/My suicide

That was "Tourniquet" by Evanescence. See you tomorrow!