I am really bad about writing in this but I have been really busy.  CMSU is a blast.  I wish the town was a little bigger and not so "trashy" but it's kind of nice not being in some huge place like LS.  It is October already, that is unbelievable.  It is also unbelievable how fast time goes by.  My weeks just fly by one at a time.  I guess it is easy for them too because I go from school to work, to doing school work to Nick's and then get up and do it all over again.  But I love it all.

I got to see everyone on Friday and the LS homecoming game.  I was so excited.  I hate how everyone is apart from each other, but it makes the times when everyone comes back that much more special.  It's weird to think that everyone is in different towns having their own lives, doing their own things, instead of all of us always hanging out and being together.  I miss you all!!

I have lost 4 pounds!  Wahoo!  Me and Angela decided that we are reversing the "Freshman 15."  We are not gaining that we are going to lose 15 pounds, well I would like to anyways.  It is starting to get cold though, and I am a wimp and won't want to run outside, so I guess we will have to go run around the track in the multipurpose building where all the basketball players are.  I guess there isn't really much more to say.  I'm out!

Oh ya, by the way, Jason I am here if you need me, I don't know what's going on but you know I am always here to listen.  I love you and you are my best friend...I miss you.  :)

Well here I am at CMSU...my 9 o clock class got canceled and we don't have it on Friday either, I love college. :)  Things are going well down here.  I haven't gone out as much as I thought I would.  But it's the first couple weeks.  I have been going to class and hanging out at Nick's.  We have been to a few parties but I still haven't been to the bars.  I get too tired and lazy to shower and get ready after work.  But I know eventually I will not care and just go. 

Me and Angela have been working out.  I am glad we are because I went from dancing and cheering and even a half way physical job to sitting on my butt for work, to not dancing anymore and now I don't do any of that.  We haven't slacked off though.  Well Angela hasn't gone every day but she has work so I guess that is an ok excuse.  (LAZY ASS)  j/k! 

I miss all my girls that I haven't seen in forever.  I read your xanga Schmidt...I can't wait for your letter to get here.  It's exciting to get mail :).  I will be sure and write you back.  We all need to figure out a weekend everyone is coming back and we need to hang out.  Like LS Homecoming...Angela said a bunch of people are coming back then.  I can't wait to see everyone.  Well i am done for now.

So once again it has been forever since I have written in this.  I am sitting at home right now watching my mom's babysitting kids.  It is so much fun.  Well I guess I could get caught up.  Prom was a lot of fun, I wasn't real pumped about going because Nick didn't get to go with me, but it was so much fun!  Everyone just had so much fun together and then hanging out at Adrien's that night.  OH, and of course waking up at like 5:30 in the morning listening to Tim was a lot of fun too.  But, it was so awesome to wake up at 9:30 and just relax and sit out on Adrien's deck the next day til like 2.  That just made me think of how much fun South Padre is going to be.  We will be doing that every day with the beach in front of us.  AHHHHH I can't wait.  I just counted and we have 47 more days til we leave.  But hey that will fly by, because we have graduation and everything else that goes along with.  Actually this whole summer is going to be awesome.  I love how there is a group of us that hang out all the time, adn just get along so perfectly.  It is going to be an amazing summer, because we will be spending so much time together.

So it's so weird to think we have 17 school days left until graduation.  It really started to hit me today when I was trying to figure out my open house plans.  Then me and Angela were talking on the phone and talking about carpet, yes carpet haha and different things for next year in our dorm.  That is going to be so much fun.  I can't wait to be able to be away at school and have my best friend with me. And of course I will get to see Nick a lot more.  It is going to be really hard I think being away from the girls and guy I have hugn out with and grown up with.  I am going to miss Amanda and Schmidt so much!  We all have been so close the last few years, I just really hope we keep in touch.  People always say they are going to keep in touch and stay friends and grow older.  I hope we do that.  I hope we can make a ritual, like a day where we all get together and hang out.  So even when we are older and have kids and live in totally different parts of the US that we will have that day and meet somewhere and get together.  Ya, that would be fun.  I don't why I get into that long speech but I was just thinking about it. 

So I think some of us are going to BWW's tonight.  That is the new hot spot.  Wahoo!

Me and Ang were talking about summer jobs tonight too.  I of course am still working at the bank, but I would like another job also.  I am thinking about Sonic.  It is just such good money.  That is one thing I always liked about it, was that you had your paycheck that I always deposit into the bank and then I always had the cash for spending from tips.  So I saved up my paychecks and I had my cash.  Plus my bank paychecks.  That would be nice.  Me and Becca and Angela were going to work at Hallbrook Country Club, but I guess Angela can't b/c she is not 18 yet and then he was wanting mostly full time people or something...who knows.  So we are trying alternatives.  Ok, I guess I will probably write more in a month.  HaHa