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Original: 11/27/2005 11:45 PM
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Sunday, November 27, 2005

 Hello ppl im wriiting because Im depressed because  there is A gurl that is specail
 To me But I cant have for verious reason's But I knwo Hwo I feel i feel stupid and
 Like an Idiot because of telling her All these things and what made It worse was that
 Today was her birth day thing and she invited me
   this is how the day went
    we ate at the Cheese cake Factory and soon after that we went To go c the Just friends
 which I honest ly thought was pretty stupid but during the Movie i held her hand just for a lil while and then
  she used me as a pillow I dont know sure we went Out at one time but it ended Up as her cheating on me and the excuse she said to me was that she didnt think that the relation ship was very valiouble to as in other word she didnt care about it
 I dnt know why she did it but if You knew me you wuold know taht I would never cheat on anyone cause I know how It feels to be cheated On it sux ass so much so because of that pain tha I went through I dont want any one else To go
But back to the day I felt left out A lone during I was w/all Of them I felt liek an OUTCAST among all of them
    Just to clarify I had FUn but I hated Today For so many reasons Just wanted To say this and that All
                        Kevin

 Posted 11/27/2005 11:45 PM - 1 view - 7 comments

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copying and paste from myspace just like u did. haha

aww inu. i dont know what to say as usual. but im sorry that you felt like you were an outcast today. i wish i could make everything better but since i cant, im just here to listen if you need me. and if you dont need me, im here.

in all due to respect to her when if she reads this.

no matter what happens. she doesnt deserve you. i know shes like my best friend. sorry ari if your reading this. but kevin, your one of the most amazing people i know. your my best friend. for a reason. its cause your just too awesome for words. and for her to cheat on you in the past because your relationship wasnt.. valuable enough is just messed up. (dont worry ari, i still love you, please dont get mad at me or anything) kevin, i know you hate hearing this i know i tell kristyn this alot, and she hates it too.. but then its most likey true. i can imagine in the future that you'll meet someone that would treat you with respect, and give you a good relationship where you'll just be.. happy. you dont deserve to be all i guess emo because of this. your normally more optomistic, and i guess in the words you heard already.. not the kevin i know. i understand the feeling of cheating. it hurts alot. but you had it done more than once. it will get better. i promise. i'll somehow make it better. i dont know how. but i'll try. im sorry that i cant do anything. haha, im not helping right now by just rambling on..

GODDAMIT SMILE FOR YOUR ASIAN

please? just fuckk itt. haha you just said it on the phone.
even though just ignoring things wouldnt make it better..
just for a few minutes think of all our phone conversations.
and our laughter. your smiling right?
SUUUU PAIIIII!!!

i forgot about that.

but yeah. okai. my whole little comment thing was lame and had no point. but just know that i love you and im sorry you didnt enjoy that much of today. but yet you had fun. haha okai.

and the drink im talking about on the phone is called ramune. its a drink where you open it and a marble is inside. if you put the drink upside down, the marble goes into the whole and prevents you from chugging it. you get me? okai well yeah.

i have to go now.

I LOVE YOU INU

good night.

Posted 11/28/2005 1:07 AM by Sakura_Cherry_Blossom - reply

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Yea fuck you cynthia! I'm kidding. I still love both of you.

But kevin... I just wanted to tell you I will love you no matter what and its not B.S. but I have to be honest with you I am not perfect in any shape or form and I hurt people A LOT. And thats why I am alone today. And when we were togethor it was just a bad time because I was and still am paying for the stupid shit I did over the summer. I'm sorry kevin if I hurt you. Im sorry you had to be my victim. I never meant to hurt you. I <TR UNSELECTABLE="on" hb_tag="1"> <TD style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height=1 UNSELECTABLE="on">

Posted 11/28/2005 9:55 PM by MANCHESTERUNITEDdorkuZ - reply

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