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Thursday, September 02, 2004

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 20:27:21 GMT

I went to Shakey's with Scott today wearing my new digs, when I sat up quickly to re-fill my plate and got very dizzy. I had to sit back down and he rushed to my side to make sure I was okay. I closed my eyes, and like magic - I opened them and there was Jake with his new girlfriend getting plates. I started to panic and hyperventalate. I hadn't seen Jake since I got pregnant! Suddenly everyone starts making this big scene to make sure the pregnant chick is alright and it catches his attention. The restraunt actually called the Paramedics for me. After I was alright (but feeling mighty embarassed) Jake came up to me and started asking questions. He asked how long I'd been pregnant and why I refused to speak to him anymore. At first I couldn't speak and Scott tried to help by saying that the baby was his. Then Jake asked if I had cheated on him with Scott and if that's why I dumped him. I gathered all my courage and decided to tell Jake the truth. I told him that the baby wasn't Scott's... it was his. I don't know rather the look on his face was more hurt or hate, but he just looked so desgusted with me and I started to cry. He wouldn't even look at me. I tried to appologize and explain why I did what I did, and he told me I didn't need to explain a thing. He said that I was a whore and that's all there is to it, and he's surprised I didn't have an abortion. Then he said he was sure it wouldn't have been the first time and my baby would probably be born with AIDs. I had a complete breakdown and Scott helped me out to make me feel better. I'm surprised I didn't have a miscarage after today.

Then Jake called a couple hours ago to apologize for upsetting as deeply as he did and we started talking. He said that his girlfriend actually dumped him for even speaking to me and especially for getting so upset over it. He told me that he still loves me and he can't believe I would hurt him the way I have. I told him I love him, too, and that was actually the first time I ever said it. I told him all about how confused I've been and how my parents kicked me out and why. I told him that I wanted to tell him, but I was scared. I asked him to be a part of my baby's life and he said it would mean the world to him. Then he asked if I wanted to go out tomorrow and I told him that I had a doctors appointment. Then he asked if he can come with me to the doctor, but i told him no. We'll get there eventually, but not now. Finally I told him that I got married and what Scott and I worked out. Jake was confused and even hurt again about why I would leave him and marry someone else. I told him that there was too much emotion involved with him, that we got married for security reasons. I didn't want to get married... it's opressive... I told him all about how Scott and I aren't going to live like a married couple, because we're not a couple - we're best friends. Then I asked him if he'd like to go out Saturday instead and he said yes. He told me that my life is crazy and he thinks I'm insane, but that's all part of why he loves me. I'm not gonna lie, being with the father of my un-born child again is a little scary for me, but I think this is something I want to give a try... I think.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 20:27:04 GMT

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 16:05:20 GMT

My pregnancy finally hit me yesterday. I went maternity clothes shopping with Morgan and her mommy when suddenly I got very dizzy and almost passed out. They helped me to a chair and it took a long time before I was able to get back up again. The dizzy spells have persisted since. I called Scott and he's heading home today. He told work that I needed him and he might not be back for a while. Then depending on what we can work out, I might have to go stay with him again. I have a doctors appointment on Friday and I'm going to get my first ultra-sound. Right now I'm at Morgan's mommy's house so I'll have someone to look after me before Scott gets here. Gotta go now, I don't feel so good.

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 23:02:26 GMT

I'm at the KMK pad right now, because I don't have a computer at my house. My house, my house - it belongs to ME!!! Anyway, so I get here today at 9:00 and Katie lets me in. Morgan and Kallen are both still sleeping. Kallen gets up about 10 mintues later and walks through the house all naked and Katie's like, "Eww, Kallen. Go put that away!" So he goes into her room and comes out in her underwear. So then of course Katie gets all pissed off and chases him around the house to trying to get her underwear back. Finally she throws him on the floor and wrestles them off of him and Kallen's screaming, "Eww, get your girly hands off Mr. Pete, I don't know where they've been!" So then Katie gets all revenge-like, sits on his head and starts rubbing herself of him. She's just wearing panties and a t-shirt so he starts all screaming that he can feel every crevises of her pussy on the back of his head, and she doesn't stop until he cuts a big fart and the stench is too much for her. During all this, I'm cracking up and I expect Morgan to get up and see everything while it's happening, but still, a half hour later, Katie made breakfast and everything, and still no Morgan. So finally I decide that I'm going to climb into bed with her and wake her up. Only when I open the door, I'm not greated by one naked ass, but two! LoL. So of course I let her be. Not until noon did she and this girl stumble out of bed, and Morgan didn't even introduce us to her. She kissed her goodbye and the girl left like no one was even there. Morgan told me she was probably just shy because everyone knows what she did. Hehe. So according to Morgan, this blonde bombshell's name is La Cienega (who would have thought?) or Cien for short. Apparently her parents are Spanish and she was adopted. But yeah, Morgan met her yesterday, which is why I wasn't aware of her existance until now. And yeah, I found it quite odd that Morgan was sleeping with a femme, anyway.

Morgan was at work and in comes this girl she'd never seen before who sits at her table. She asks Morgan what her favorite dish is, Morgan tells her and she orders it. When Morgan comes back with her food, Cien has a guy with her who is apparently her date. She takes his order and blah blah blah. Anyway, Cien and Morgan bump into each other in the bathroom and Cien asks if Morgan thinks her date is sexy. Morgan tells her he's not her type, and she says he's not her type either. Then she asks if Morgan wants to know what her type is, and she says I guess. Then Cien starts running her hand through Morgan's hair and gives her this really seductive look. Morgan is really into it and they start kissing. Then Cien asks when she gets off of work and tells her that she'll entertain her date until then, and then the real fun can begin. So at 5:00 on the dot, Cien walks in and asks Morgan if she's ready to go. They go to a bar and Cien orders them some drinks. They card her, and it turns out she's 32!! Morgan's already like, um... and she tells her she's only 19 when the bar tender walks away. Cien said she thought she was older, but she didn't mind as long as Morgan didn't... and after all, they were just hanging out. Nothing more. They talked and drank for three hours and both got so drunk that Cien had to help Morgan take her pants off to go to the bathroom. Then after Morgan wiped herself, Cien started touching her and wound up going down on her right there on the public toilet. So yeah, that's pretty wierd. But then as they were leaving the bar, they saw the last bus coming, and decided, what the hell - take the bus! Cien was too drunk to drive and a cab would be more money. Then they started getting really hot and heavy on the bus and got kicked off and didn't even know where they were. But I guess since they were so drunk, they really didn't care and Morgan went down on Cien in the nearest park. Once they started sobering up, they not only realized how stupid they had been behaving, but Morgan realized that she was in the park around the street from her appartment and they walked home, took a shower together, and fell asleep naked. So there's the whole story. And Morgan's usually the normal one, too! LoL

So the wedding was a trip. We had a lot fun. Like I said before, I think my freinds were taking this marriage more seriously than Scott and I, and that was proven when they all bought us wedding gifts. I have this beautiful picture of my Grandpa David and Grandma Eugena that I take everywhere with me. I love them so much and I miss them with all my heart. We were really close and they didn't even care that I was gay. Morgan blew the picture up for me and made it HUGE. I couldn't believe it! It was the very first thing I hung on the wall in my new house. Then Morgan's mommy actually gave me this binding picture frame that holds three pictures in it, and the pictures were of Scott and I in high school. How sweet, huh? She also said that we can keep the money she lent us to get our house. Brian also gave us a card that says we can keep the money. Then I figured Brian and Becky's gift would be combined, but Becky specifically gave me a vibrating cock ring. LoL. Actually it has a vibrating thing on it that hits the clit during intercourse. Sadie got two wedding captain cameras, so her being our photographer was our gift from her. Aneisha gave us two mini cookbooks (one Mexican and one rice dishes). Katie gave us one of those collage picture frames. Trisha gave us a rainbow cresent moon windchime. Allen and Helen got us an ice cream maker. Marc and Steph gave us a gift certificate for Olive Garden. Kallen gave us an IOU for a photo shoot with he, Morgan, Katie, Brian, Trisha, Ling, Jess, Scott and I. Mark and Sam gave us some bisexual porn. Ling got us some Dirty Dice, and also I forgot to mention what she got me for my birthday and I got chewed out about it. She bought me a little butt pacifier. LoL. It's a small butt plug called Little Zinger and it looks just like a pacifer. Ling says it's just wrong that I don't like to take it in the ass and I need some training. Then finally, Jess gave us a Glade plug-in. LoL. Cheapass Jess!!

Anyway, the wedding took place at noon and I swear, when Morgan *danced* down the isle before me to mine and Scott's song "The Bad Touch", the guy who was marrying us had his eyes bulging out his head. Then I danced down too of course, and he actually stutterd before he could even start performing the ceremony, and even then he said the wrong thing! LoL. He asked if I take Scott, but then he caught himself and told us to read our vows. Yes, we wrote are own...

Scott, since the day I met you, I thought wow! You were amazing and one of a kind and I wanted to be just like you. In turn, you tought me not to be. You didn't think I should be anyone, but myself. Then I lost my virginity to you and the hot monkey love we made showed me who that person was - a nasty slut. At first that behavior was ideal, but then it caught up with me. I'm blessed to have an amazing friend like you to take me in and propose to give a better life to me and my child. So for that, I vow to be forever thankful that you are in my life and to love and cherish you forever. You are truely my family, and it's an honor to even know you. Thank you for allowing me to be your wife.

No one expected that. I noticed a bunch of our friends actually had tears in their eyes. Then Scott read me his vows -

You rock my world, Davelynn. You are a fine bitch goddess. You are the rockinest person I ever met and being the first enter where many men and women have gone after me and sometimes before depending on the day is an an honor. With all that said, I love you. I really do. When we met, I knew you weren't just some lay. You were forever. You were my present, my future, and I'm also determined, my past. We're soulmates. We were meant to be together no matter what the form. I am in love with you, Dav and I know you're in love with me. Love and sex are two very different things, and no matter who we give ourselves to physically, we both know that our hearts belong to each other and always have. For that, I vow to you nothing, because destiny is the only promise we need.

I cried when he read me all that! I thought the begining of his vows was going to be the whole thing and then it turned into that. OMG, I'm crying right now!

After the wedding, we headed back to Kallen's parents house. We danced and swam, and despite the fact that Ling took off her clothes the moment she got there and did the whole thing naked, we had a really great time. We had five contests. The first was what's the most creative thing you can do with a condom. Ling won. She blew it up like a balloon and turned it into a dildo. It was the wierdest fuckin' thing I ever saw. Next was the hotdog eating contest. Yes, hotdog eating contest. Marc won that one. Third, the wet t-shirt/underwear contest. Morgan, the guys and I judged the t-shirt one, and Scott, the girls and I judged the underwear one. The winners were Sam and Becky. The forth contest was Scott and I were both blindfolded, and then everyone would come up behind us and grab, slap, and kiss our asses. We had three rounds. Each time we guessed who the person was, a point was added and every time we guessed wrong a point wasn't and the person with the most points wins. Basically, the object was to touch us in a way that we knew who it was without letting us know otherwise. Ling won. Then our final contest was pin the cock on the dude. LoL. Yeah, which basically is no different than pin the tail on the donkey. Believe it or not, our dyke - Morgan won that one. The prized were wrapped all pretty in gift boxes and each winner chose which one they wanted, until of course the end. Then finally, what party is compete with out a piniata full of condoms? Anyway, these are the prizes our winners walked home with...

Ling - Get Nasty Card Game and Chocolate Love Cream

Marc - Sex Questions

Sam - Mini Pink Leopard Vibrator

Becky - Trillium Vibrator

Morgan - Lover's Lotto

Next it was time for the honeymoon and Scott drove Katie and I back to his place. Believe it or not, none of us really felt like having sex. Scott told us the bride cums first and he ripped my clothes off and went down on me while Katie watched. But after that, we didn't really do it. I mean, we all got naked and went to bed and we all touched each other and groped and kissed and had lots of orgasms, but we didn't really have sex. Matter of fact, no one's genitals touched anyone else. The next morning, Katie and I had sex with each other right next to Scott and it woke him up. He rubbed his dick on my ass crack to get himself off, and that was fun. Later that day, I had sex with Scott while Katie watched and masturbated. Then I told her to bend over us and we both licked her while fucking. I licked her clit while Scott licked her ass. We had lots of fun and used lots of that pina colada lube Katie got me for my birthday. Finally at the end, I sat back and watched Katie fuck Scott up the ass with a strap-on, which was a very interesting way to end the night. It was odd, and while it didn't get me off, I thoroughly enjoyed watching it.

Now I've been on for a really long time and my friends have been bitching at me to get off. I'm done anyway, but yeah. I'm out!

Friday, August 20, 2004

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 21:14:24 GMT

Getting married tomorrow. I told Scott to tell Ben we won't be needing him after all. I just couldn't go through with it. I'm having a baby, you know? I need to start being more responsible. No more hooking up with guys I don't know are safe, and especially not while I'm pregnant. My life changes today. I still want Katie to come with us, though. She's different. After all, sleeping with Katie is what finally relaxed me enough to know that I can be a mom.

My birthday was yesterday. We had a blast! Layna came buy with my 'very special surprise' and I saw that she actually robbed my parents house!! LoL. So I ended up with $25, 6 of Spencer's cds - The Cure, Depeche Mode, Smashing Pumpkins, Nine Inch Nails, Madonna, and Christina Aguilera (Think my brother has issues? Me too.), and best of all, something I thought I'd never get since my parents found out I'm not straight - Grandma Eugena's wedding ring. I actually cried when I saw it, and I feel like crying again now. Layna is the best cousin ever!!

Morgan and Kallen both stuck with the theme that I'm getting married this Saturday, and decided that walking down the isle in jeans and a t-shirt wasn't going to do. Kallen got me this veil that's supposed to be for a bachelorette party. It's small and clips to the back of your hair, and it has plastic cocks all over it. It's called the Party Pecker Veil. And of course I'm insane, so I promised to wear it. Morgan wanted me to have a more traditional wedding, even if this marriage isn't to be taken seriously. She got me tongue ring with a sapphire crystal for my something blue, and a new outfit to get married in - a long white slip, a white fishnet top, nude fishnet tights, a lavender double speghetti strap tank top, and black jelly shoes... which I didn't even know they still make. I can imagine that this must have cost her a ton of money!! I'll be a very interesting looking bride. Then she dug up the 'best friends' necklace she bought me in our freshman year of high school for my something old, and borrowed her mom's diamond tennis bracelet.

Morgan's mommy gave me something very interesting - a bunny! She said that when she got pregnant, her mom gave her a bunny and told her that since it's so soft and fragile, taking care of it would better help her to prepare for taking care of a baby. So now, since she conciders me to be her daughter, she's passing that advice onto me. She also said that if taking care of both is two much work once the baby comes, she'll take the bunny off my hands. And by the way, I named her "Baby".

Trisha made me something very special. She designed a tattoo she wants me to get and told me that after I have the baby, she's going to pay for me to have it done. I don't have any tattoos, so that should be cool. She says she wanted to do more for me than just buy me some plain old present, because if not for me, she might be dead right now or be a love slave to some old man instead of finding the love of her life. She also bought me a mood ring, a Boober from Fraggle Rock stuffed animal, and a rainbow "Come Out, Come Out, Wherever You Are" air freshener that smells like vanilla to hold me over.

Jess burned me a cd. Funny, because she doesn't have a cd burner. She didn't even mark the disc, and wouldn't tell me what it is. I figured it was probably blank, because that's how Jess is. I didn't find out what it is until just now when I popped it in the cd player - Courtney Love's "America's Sweetheart". Funny, because she doesn't have that cd, either... Kallen does!

Brian and Becky got me two double karaoke cds, which is awesome because I haven't been able to work on my collection in ages. They got me an 80s set and a Party set.

Sadie bought me the 50 First Dates dvd, which I think is sweet as hell, because that's the movie we would have seen on Valentine's Day had she been a Sandler fan, insted of going to see stupid Along Came Polly which neither one of us enjoyed.

Katie got me pina colada flavored lube.

Scott brought Aneisha up here, too. I was soo happy to see her. She gave me this pretty picture that Angel drew for me of me and her and her mommy. It was so sweet. I think Aneisha spent way too much money on me, though. She got me Bitch and Animal's Sour Juice and Rhyme, matching SpongeBob Square Pants boxers, tank top, bra and panties, two pairs of thong panties (one pink and one white) that have an embroidered Superman logo above the buttcrack and rainbow trim, a baby name book that has over 30,000 names, a peridot birthstone ring, vanilla body mist, and a bouquet of mixed flowers.

So tomorrow is my wedding day. To add to my bridal attire, I'm going to wear my red and black whore guarder from Knott's Berry Farm and Morgan's mommy said she'll make me a bouqet using the flowers from her garden. That way we can do the whole 'who's gonna marry next' thing, even though I don't believe any of my friends are in a big hurry. Also, Morgan and Kallen showed me the outfits they're going to wear as maid of honor and best man, which are really cool. Seems my friends are taking this wedding thing more seriously than Scott and I. They told me that the people in the wedding will be wearing red. LoL. Kallen is going to wear red Dickies shorts, Morgan is going to wear red Dickies capris, and both are going to wear red Dickies work shirts, (Morgan's a girls and Kallen's a guys, of course) with black vests and bow ties. Then they threatend Scott saying that if he didn't at least wear nice pants and shirt with a tie, they were going to come after him and no red because it's bad luck. LoL

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 21:15:36 GMT

LOL - I'm such a dumbass. The $1000 just moved us into the house, not payed for it entirely. Scott was talking about the monthly payments and I'm like, "Huh? But we're not renting the house. We bought it!" LoL.

My birthday's tomorrow. Woot woot!! Layna called me and told me she'd be stopping by, too, cuz she has a special surprise for me. Oh and by the way, her girlfriend dumped her again. Anyway, Morgan, Kallen and Katie are finally moved in and the party's going to be at their house! I'm spending one more night at Brian's and then he's taking me to my birthday tomorrow!

Monday, August 16, 2004

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 18:21:33 GMT

OMG - yesterday Scott didn't tell me, but he was looking for a place for us to live and he found a four bedroom, two bathroom house around here that was for sale for $1000-$3000. Apparently these people really wanted out, because all their stuff was for sale, too. Scott went down there and started laying it on real think about how he was getting married this weekend and had a baby on the way, and he works and drives, but his soon to be wife doesn't, about how my "family" lives here and he lives three hours away, and how if they sell him this house, they don't even have to move out right away... we could stay in his bachelor pad as long as they move out by the end of the year because the baby's coming in January... he'd even give up the money he had saved for our wedding night to buy the place. Scott was trying to get the $1000 deal, where other people were willing to pay more. But I guess they really felt for him, because they told him that if he could get the money that day, they'd let him have it and we could move in next Monday. Scott probably could have afforded it no problem, except that he already spent so much money going toward the wedding and he hadn't been to work in a couple of days. So Scott had to go out and borrow money from who ever had it. Even Jess, the biggest cheap-skate in the world, contributed $50!... even if she was the only lender who said he'd have to pay interest. Then Brian lent him $100, Kallen's mommy lent $200, and fianlly, Morgan's mommy lent $500!! Now I'm a home-owner! Wow... I can't believe it!!! And what a beautiful home it is! The only thing I can see why it would go for so cheap is it needs a new coat of paint, which to me isn't even a big deal. Scott says this is my birthday present and I can live there by myself until he can secure a new job. I'd hate to see him give up what he has, though. Scott's been working at the same place since he first set out to get a job in high school and now he's the second to the owner. He even opens the place up and everything. He's the apprentice for when his boss finally retires. But Scott says it's okay. There's another guy who works there that he thinks could easily take his place, and now that he's moving, he might think about opening his own business. I'm just in awe about all this. The one problem is Aneisha. I won't get to see her very often anymore. I suppose that was the origional plan, but I've really gotten attached to her. On the plus side, Scott's parents still live there so I'm sure we'll visit. I just hope Mark and Sam like her enough to still chill with her after I'm gone. Aneisha hasn't lived in California all that long, but still, she was here a full month before she met me, and I was her first friend since the move.

In other news, I haven't seen much of my friends in a couple days because they're in the process of moving Morgan, Kallen and Katie into their new appartment. I'm not letting it bother me though, cuz my birthday's in three days and then the wedding, so I'll be seeing lots of them!

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 18:57:42 GMT

I'm at Brian's house right now. I got here on Thursday. I missed everyone so much!!! As soon as I walked in, they were all there showering me with hugs and kisses. Aneisha doesn't like that I went home. Shy cried all over me when I was hugging her goodbye, but at least I'll be back to see her soon. I don't think she fully understands what's going on with Scott and I. She will soon, though. I have decided that I'm going to give Aneisha what she wants, but I'm still going to give it time before I even let her know... that way we both have time to have our babies and she also still has time to change her mind before it happens. The day I go all the way with Aneisha if she still wants it then will be in March 2005. My baby will be three months old then.

Speaking of my baby, I still haven't decided on a name for him or her and I still need to get some stuff to prepare for his or her arrival. So I've decided that the easiest and best thing for me to do is see if I'm having a boy or a girl in September. I know a lot of parents want to keep their baby's sex a surprise and I'm no exception. I just think it would be best with the way my life is going. Oh and by the way, I've gained almost 10 lbs! I wonder if I'm going to have a big fat baby! lol

Morgan and Kallen actually got a place together like we were talking about doing, except, insted of me being their third roommate, Katie got to move in. But they said they'll still set everything up for me. Morgan is going to put her old baby stuff in her bedroom, and then when I stay there, we'll have a place to sleep.

I cannot believe that I'm getting married in just one week. It's crazy. We've decided to get married in the park and we're doing it here because it's easier for a few people to come up than it is for the rest of our friends to go down there. I do believe I have the long end of the stick. lol. Okay, so for our reception, we've decided to make it like a big bachelor/bachelorette party with contests and naughty prizes, plus we're going to have a piniata full of condoms. Kallen's parents actually agreed to let us have the party there, even though he just moved out. Can you believe it? They won't even be there! So we also get to have the pool and we can go swimming.

This is our guest list:

Morgan (maid of honor)

Kallen (best man)

Ling

Brian and Becky

Aneisha

Jess

Katie

Allen and Helen

Marc

Stephanie

Mark and Sam

Morgan's mommy (ceremony only)

Sadie

Some guy Scott works with named Ben

Also, we found two people to bring on our wedding night (we're spending the night at a Motel 6.) Those people are Katie and Ben.

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 09:46:18 GMT

I've decided I'm going to marry Scott. Odd. So should I keep my own last name or take his? Hyphin? LoL. I can't believe this, it's too wired! The wedding is going to be on August 21st. Morgan is going to be my maid of honor and Kallen is going to be Scott's best man. We're kinda sorta eloping and we're trying to figure out where we want to do this. Our top options are either at the beach or the park. It all depends on rather we want to get married in jeans or swim suits. LoL. I can't believe this. It's seriously just utter madness!! I have yet to tell Aneisha about our plans. I hope she doesn't take it personal. It's not like this means our potential is out of the question... it's not even really a factor in any of this. Actually, Scott and kinda talked about the idea of having a reception orgy! LoL. But that's not gonna happen. However, we did talk about bringing dates on our honey moon and having a group thing, but we haven't decided who yet. What do you think about putting out an add? LoL. You know, as slutty as I claim to be, I've never even had a threesome. But this is going to be my honey moon!!... I wanna do something wild!!! Oh and speaking of the reception, we do want to do something completely unconventional, but we haven't figured out what yet. And hey, should I have my baby call Scott "Daddy" or "Uncle" now? Ahhhhh!!!... this is so uncanny!!!!

Monday, August 02, 2004

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 09:25:05 GMT

Well, I'm officially in my second trimester, which would mean that I should be coming home soon. Scott promised that I'll be back at Morgan's by my birthday, which of course still isn't for a couple of weeks.

Now for the odd part - Scott proposed to me last night! Yes, proposed marriage! Naturally I said no at first, but he told me I would hold no obligation to him whatsoever and, naturally being my idol and all, he doesn't want to be held down either. He just wants me to be stable financially and have security so I don't have to do this baby thing alone. Both of us would still live our lives normally and living with him would be optional, but if I chose to live away, he still wants me to stay with him at least every other month. This notion is kind of odd, but I told him I'd concider it. It's really not a bad idea, you know? At least I'd know that my baby would be taken care of. It's not easy being a single mother. I know from watching Aneisha. She has her mom to help take care of her and Angel, but I don't even have that and I can't very well expect Morgan's mom to take care of me the rest of my life. Maybe having a no-strings-attached marriage to Scott is good idea. I can live with him part-time and then the rest of the time I can live with whichever of my friends will have me. I know you guys love me and I hope you're reading this and will be able to tell me what you think is best. ...That includes you, too, Brian!!