"camping" was kind of boring...like ok it wasn't boring it was actually pretty cool, but being there was kind of tiring. i mean yeah we stayed in a house and actually didn't do much of anything outside but yeah. i dunno i guess i just missed my bed and my room. and my cousin wasn't much fun either. u think i'm boring cause i'm always on the phone....u haven't met her yet. lol i mean i love her but all she wanted to do the whole time we were there was go into town to go shopping and to starbuck's. but all in all it was pretty ok. of course i would've enjoyed it more if <3 stephen <3 had been there. we already booked another house for next july and that one's huge and it'll be me, my parents, my brother, my stephen, my cousin klaire, her parents, and her boyfriend joseph, my secondish type uncle thing and his wife and son, my grandparents, and my cousin victoria, and her parents....that's a lot of fucking people but it should be fun.

i got back yesterday and went over to stephen's house and "watched" king kong. and love God so much for giving me the sensibility to not...well just i love God and i'm thanking him for something that he prevented from happening yesterday that scared me a little bit. but yeah then we went to marcus's party for a couple hours. it was fun but it would have been so much better if i hadn't been so tired. like ok, i'm used to being all hyper and enjoying everything and last night all i wanted to do was go sleep. i mean i seriously looked like i was about to pass out at any second. and it was horrible but i had to go for my marcus. but yeah when we left, i thought i was never gonna get home. i could barely talk i was so tired and my eyes were burning from staying open and i had a huge headache and it just wasn't very happy. but i was extremely tired. and then me and stephen went to bed and yeah. sleep is fun. especially when ur that tired, but then i had a bad dream...

for some reason everbody (our group) was at a UT football game, but it was indoors, and nobody wanted to sit next to me (not even stephen! ) and so i got rilly sad and i left and went into the bathroom and i was texting someone (only my phone was so much cooler than the one i have now lol) but i dunno who and i decided to leave and so i was in my mom's explorer, sitting in the passenger seat and stephen was driving and we weren't talking. and we saw thor walking across the street (we almost ran over him) and i was thinking 'hmm...maybe we should stop and give him a ride home...' and i guess stephen read my mind or something because he pulled over next to thor and asked him if he wanted a ride. and for some reason we got out of the car and we were like in a lighted tunnel and thor like tried to kiss my neck and i pushed his head away from me but he kept trying to do stuff to me and stephen just stood there watching and looking at thor like he was rilly mad at him and i mean he had every right to be but he wasn't doing anything and then thor was holding my wrists rilly tight and he like started trying to unbutton my shirt with his mouth and i was trying my hardest to kick him and keep him off but i couldn't so i yelled for stephen and he walked up and then all of a sudden thor was gone and i was like "you saved me.." and then stephen drove away and i started walking back home. and i was about halfway there when i saw this playscape with numbers on it that had never been therre before and i had to walk across it to get to my house (?) and i saw my third grade teacher there with a bunch of other elementary school teachers and lots of little kids and they were "testing out" the new playground to make sure that nobody would die while playing on it and it didn't make any sense to me cause it was like the middle of the night. late in the middle of the night. and then i woke up and it was rilly weird....

but yeah today me n stephen took dorado and noemi (my dogs) for a walk and while we were at the park we decided to walk over to the creek to let the dogs walk in the water and dorado decided to lay down in it so when we got home we had to give him a bath. and it was all hot and i was all tired and i didn't feel like giving him a bath but we did and now i'm bored and talking to carley (stephen's sister) so i'll ttyl

~the emo kitten~

p.s. sorry for being so long

ergh...i HATE going to visit relatives. especially for a whole week! i mean don't get me wrong. i love my family, just there's only so much of them i can take. and usually it's a few hours. but yeah.....so ummmm nothing very exciting has happened. stephen's coming home tomorrow so that's happy. like rilly happy.....rilly rilly happy! lol. yeah, so ummm jessica, u should be pretty proud of me cuz uhhh i only talked to stephen for an hour the WHOLE day yesterday. and i still haven't talked to him at all today. u should buy me a cookie mommy. or ouchcream...it's summer so i guess ouchcream works. so ummmm anyone up for "journeying" through pflugerville this summer? it'll be like last summer minus the drama caused by guys being in love with both me and beatriz at the same time. that was not fun, but nothing to worry about anymore. nothing but having fun so yay! k, ummm....i'll ttyl?

~monica~