Currently Listening One in a Million By Aaliyah see related

The One I Gave My Heart To

How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad?
How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand.
If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That?
How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away?
How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things You Say?
How Could The One I Was So True Too, Just Tell Me Lies?
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break This Heart Of Mine?
Tell Me........

How Could You Be So Cold To Me? When I Gave You Everything.
All My Love, All I Had Inside.
How Could you Just Walk Out The Door?
How Could You Not Love Me Anymore?
I Thought We Had Forever.
I Cant Understand.

How Could The One I Shared My Dreams With, Take My Dreams From me?
How Could The Love That Brought Such Pleasure, Bring Such Misery?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? Somebody Tell Me Please.
If You Love Me, How Could You Do That To Me?
Tell Me........

How Could you Just Walk Out The Door?
How Could You Not Love Me Anymore?
I Thought We Had Forever.
I Cant Understand.
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad?
How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad?
Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand.
If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That?*
How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away?
How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things You Say?
How Could The One I Was So True Too Just Tell Me Lies?
*How Could The One I Gave My Heart To.....
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To....
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To Break This Heart of Mine?
Tell Me........

i want one...

Currently Listening This Is How a Heart Breaks By Rob Thomas see related

one thing goes wrong...and then the whole cycle starts......everything else goes rong, why the hell does it happen like that? its as if one major thing is not enough for us to deal with...and then any one person u rele want to speak to...is not there...makes the whole shit worse

school is frustarting and wen u  need to go do good in school the most, thats wen u get all distracted, wen its the worse possible time for that....and then at times all i wanna do is just focus ONLY on school and books and crap so that i wundt have to thik about anything else...

u can feel so helpless at times even if u try tur best to help someone out, why is that? why is that anything we do is not enough or not good enough...everything has to be "outdone", and theres no sense of fulfillment, i hate that dam feeling, that feeling of unaccomplishment, feeling of sumthing unfinihsed and just left in midair...

and the people that mean the most to u....can acually hurt u in ways they never thought of, or maybe evenintended on, but nonetheless...it happens...u try so hard not upset those u love and truely care about, then why the hell does that shit keep happening? boyfriends upset their girlfriends, make them mad, give them shit to think about and then wonder why it is that they think the way they do, why the hell dont u guys realize u make the girls think, we dont bring this shit on ourselves (this can go the other way around too....at times..) the numerous careless and thoughtless things that a person can say or do seems continous and more incredible day by day...its as if some people learn on a daily schedule how to not give a care, how to piss another person off or simple..ignore them for the hell of it, maybe for their own selfish reasons, we dont even noe that..so freakin frustrating

i cnat even explain anything even remotely close to whatever is rong and whatnot but this is all that came out and i think i needed to get it out....no matter how little it is..

"how can angel break my heart"

can ppl get some common sense and THINK..rele...god dam man...oof screw it...are u supposed to go each day wiht a dam smile and act like eveything is ok and shit wen u noe ur hurting or things are not okay...some say yes and some say no, i say i cant...im out...night

Traditional
Pisces Traits

Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic


On the dark side....

Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led

LIKES

• Solitude to dream in
• Mystery in all its guises
• Anything discarded to stay discarded
• The ridiculous
• like to get 'lost'

DISLIKES
• the obvious
• being criticized
• feeling all at sea about something
• know-it-alls
• pedantry (too concerned with formal rules and details)

thats all..later ppl..

heyy...um im incredibly bored and on my break waiting for class to start..iw ud rather go to class than have a break lol as sad as that sounds. anyways...im looking foward to the weekeneds coming up :).

This weekend is BANGALI NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!! my lil brother goes liek, "ma what do we do" my moms like "ahare"..lol.. so she told him u have to take a shower and pray and eat good food..my lil bro's liek "what's the difference? we eat n take a showeer and pray everyday" my moms like NOOOO U GUYS DONT PRAY...i swear she thinks we're going straigh to hell or sumthing lol. neways..thats friday then SAPNA on saturday..im so psyched, i cant wait to see this competeition, its going to be so hot..from every school!! im dying to see how STONY performs, but SJU will kick ass lol..thats how we do it. lol and the guys dancing...funny but surprisingly GOOD lol. then next weekend is the QC which is exciting for many different reasons but boot-e-full eyes will keep us into it lol (right riya? lol..btw..he ain urs lol..hes mine) i go from ppl to ppl..nah im jk everyone..i dont. ok. then RIYANI PIYANI'S BIRTHDAYY hell yeahh time to amke new memoroes after my birthday, of course that will ALWAYS be the best..lol im jk, everytime wiht riya n them is soo good for me, i luv these ppl, u can depend on them for nehting :) we will make sum mischief that day..hell yeahh and we will top it off with whipped cream CHOCOLATE!!! yupppp

so this is my motivation for the next 2 weeks..i need it despertaly cuz i severly have ADD lol i cant focus for shit lol..but im improving RIYA!! :)

ok bye ppl, sorry for the long entry, wen i rite, i actually rite lol. okk im outt byee muahhhs

Currently Reading The Rescue By Nicholas Sparks see related

THERESSS NOOO SCHOOOLLL FOR ME ON FRIIIIDAYYYYYYY omg how freakin happy am i? lol. i was in lab and the prof tells the TA to tell us that theres no school friday b/c of the Pope's death and all and everybody OMG EVERYBODY literllay jumped out of their seats and started screaming lol...well not screaming but they got soo happy and the TAA goes "its ridiculus how u guys get happy at a sad situation just b/c it beneifts u" lol but he noes hes happy to....ABSOLUTELY NO DISRESPECT TOWARDS THE POPE   R.I.P.

anyways, that cleared up my friday..as if i had sumthing to do lol but im going to see riyani piyani  at her cute lil QC show that i will be sure to tell EVERYBODY about so she can chake all she wnats in front of everybody lol...im playin riya....

ok anyways done for now byee muah <3