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Name: Bonnie
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Birthday: 2/21/1988
Gender: Female

Interests: music, art, and video games, talking to my friends, acting stupid around my friends, and somemore things.
Expertise: Zelda, painting (kinda), horseback riding, showing horses, and somemore things!
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 8/25/2003

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Thursday, July 29, 2004

me and chris broke up! he broke up with me because he cheated on me with some kera girl while i was at the beach! i thought he was going to be different...but i was wrong...all guys are after one thing! and i was stupid enough to give it up to him!because i thought he loved me but i guess i know what he wanted now.i've came to the conclusion that MOST guys are total assholes! and i will NEVER commet to ANY guy EVER again! EVER! and i will never be in a serious relationship again! because i ALWAYS end up getting hurt at the end! but even though this has happend i dont hate myself. as a matterof fact i love my self and i am happy with my self! this breakup has been the most worst ever! he literaly ripped my heart out of my chest and fed it to demons in the flamey pits of hell! and i will be damned if it ever happens again!!!!! i dont even know if i have a heart anymore. if i do then it turned to stone.because MOST guys  assholes!!! this break up has made me stronger inside i believe. and in a way i guess it was a good thing. because i would have never realized this if it hadnt of happend! lets just put it this way...im not going to be little bonnie anymore im going to tell people how it is! and if they dont like it then that a personal problem!

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Monday, July 26, 2004

hello i got my schedule:

1st semester i have pre-algebra (i have to get that changed b/c ive already passed it) desktop publishing, health occupations 1, and english 2 average.

2nd semester i have advanced art, advanced compuiter applications, world history, and physical science-average.

and i wrote chris a note can yall tell me if it sounds ok? im not sure im going to give it to him.

Chris,

Hey sweetie. I miss you so much. You have know idea just how much I miss you. I have cried four nights in a row because I miss you so much. You are everything to me. You are the key to my heart and I just wanted to let you know just how much I love you. Before you came along I thought I could never love again. But you have opened my eyes to a whole new world and made me realize that I was never in love until I found you.

I am really sorry that I was bugging you about your religion. And I just want you to know that I am happy with whatever makes you happy. And I have also decided that being a Christian is a bunch of bull shit! And I don’t need a religion to make me happy as long as I have you. You are all I need to make me happy. I love you with all my heart! And I have decided that if god doesn’t like me for who I am and what I do then fuck god! I don’t need a god! God isn’t the one who made me love myself, you are! And I love you even more for that. You have made me realize just how beautiful that I am. Sometimes I just wish that we could fly away together and live happily ever after. Kind of like doves. That is why I put the 2 doves on your pillow that I made you. If I could have one wish that is what it would be. I love you so much! I love you with every ounce of energy and feelings that I have. You are all I think of 24-7. I just wish we could be together forever. I just hope that you don’t ever get tired of me. Because I know that I will never get tired of you. And I had to write you this letter to let you know all this and I had to get all this out that was bottled up inside of me.

Love always,

Bonnie

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Friday, July 16, 2004

hey! im doing great!...no actually im not! i feel really depressed! and i dont know why! i think im just going to stop writing in my xanga because nobody leaves me any comments or reads my page. i feel like dieing right now! im ready to go to my paradice...im really worried about chris because alot of stuff happend last night. i miss him so much! i just wish that i could be with him forever and ever and ever and ever and ever....him and jesus are the only ones that make me happy. (dont take that in the wrong way britt) but anyways....i have nothing else to say but that i have no life and this has been the most boring summer ever! and the most depressing!

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Thursday, July 15, 2004

i just got back from  chris' house. i told him that im a christian now and that i got saved and that im going to start living my life better. he dissagreed on my religion and said that he hates all christians. but he said that he still loves me! im confused! how can you love something that you hate?

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Tuesday, July 13, 2004

hey... i feel like crap because i havent talked to chris in a while and i think he is mad at me or something. latley he has been to busy to pay attention to me. i think he is getting tired of me. i dont think he likes me anymore or as much as he used to. but all im going to say is if this relationship dont work out then im going lezbian. and im not joking. i told chris that i wa going to start going to church and he started being a complete asshole to me! why? but he says that he loves me....but latley that has been hard to believe! i dont know what is going on! damnit!!!!!!!! I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!   i wish i could be everything that he wanted in a girl! if i was then he would pay me more fucking attention! maybe if i was danny filth then he would pay more attention to me too! maybe he would love me!

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