hey guys. okay, heres the update<3
15 today.

[1]
not even the newspaper
can catch her beauty
within her..

[2]
live love learn.
sure, that's what life is about.
if you read between the lines;
in every life theres a love.
in every love theres a cry.
and in that cry theres a lesson
you learned not to do it again..

[3]
your on top of the
fashion ladder now
because oh hunny;
fake is the new fab.

[4]
i fell a lot faster
when your arms
werent around
me____<|3

[5]
with every fight
scream, hits,
laughs, tears...
i wouldnt have those
if you werent there
to share them with me//

[6]
santa claus
&
a real man
;;wow::
they have 1 thing
in common.
they both DONT
exsist...

[7]
you promised;
we'll know each other
f   o   r   e   v   e   r

[8]
just smile.. again
you know its going
to hurt me even more

[9]
it sucks
because shes
the girl
that makes
her tears
sing her
to sleep.

[10]
she writes on
the foggy window
just to watch the names
F A D E ; A W A Y

[11]
what she wants
is to have a time to
breathe

[12]
if you need a thesaurus..
just go to her..

[13]
i put my faith in you
such a stupid thing to do..

[14]
live a little;;
you cant be old and wise
if you were never young & crazyy

[15]
life should be easier
if we didnt have boys.

okay guys! thats all for now.. thnx, & comment!

w/e nobody ever reads these. & im bored sooo. heres the quotes.

10. quotes..

;;;friends are forever
;;;no matter what happens
;;;we'll sitll be together
;;;____________.xo´

it's so crazy how they//
can all act like
nothing ever
happened

don't make drama
outta of it
if your
just
. J E A L O U S .

just like last time
let me
f
        a
                l
                       l

she saiid your fliippiin` me
and i isaid liike a pancake biitchh

you make me
e c s t a t i c ;

waiting for you is like
waiting for rain to fall
in this drought<3;

im not like them
nope, not so crazy
that i show off.
not so hyper i cant
sleep. not weird
that people think
im weird. nope,
none of those.
im just me.

even though the gods are crazy
even though the stars are blind
if you show me real love baby
ill show you mine________<3

nobody's perfect..
not even barbiee//

yeahhh, thats iit. hope you liikeeee.

Onish, and watching habbo. Mkay thx. Dont forget comments<3

0nE-
You know__
I'm not the perfect person.
I cry occasionally.
Laugh non-stop.
Smile when I'm happy &&
hate people that judge me
I can't pick myself back up
most of the time
But I Try
I have the best friends in the W o r l d.
But I still get into fights with them
I try too hard And way i`m too hard on myself
But hey __ That`s Just Me

tw0-
So there's this guy && the way he laughs
makes me smile & the way he talks to me,
makes me blush && just everything about
him makes me happy

three-
Believing in yourself means you have confidence.
Once you have the confidence, you'll have fun.
When you have fun, you can do anything!

f0ur-
sometimes my friends can criticize everything about me.
but that means nothing.
once i say something.
they get silent..
& silent means everything.

five-
i try to act completely normal around you.
but i cant. i feel so different.
you dont know myself.
nothing.

sixx-
nope. its not that cross your fingers kind of thing.
pray at night and think that he will.
throwing pennies into the park's fountain.
picking flowers and saying "he loves me, he loves me not."
no, life happens all on its own. not that kind of stuff.

seven-
my love for you is   s e n t i m e n t a l --
not for no real value.

eiight-
even if your a model, or a professional designer-
we're all the same. no matter how pretty you are
or talented. it matters on the personality. maybe not even.

niine-
forget the risk*
*& take the fall
if you wanna risk it*
*its worth it all

ten-
life's a balance beam.
your always holding on.
then falling. then doing it again

eleven-
& that one thought of that one tiny little thing
makes her feel all confused and dissapointed at the
same time.

twelve-
the silly names
the cute little clubs
the things they say
&& the secrets they then keep.
they do this all because they are BF's
and thats all that they need___<3
[ally, jordan, jackie, kara]
our silly cute names^^^

thirrteen-
dear heart//<3
im sorry for all this bumping, and bouncing.
your beating fast because whenever i think about him.
it scares me, && its because ive never felt this way before.
ily, but dont break. please..

fourteen-
so, just leave me with this.
no begging or pretty words.
its the second 3rd time my heart has been broken.
im moving on. another boy will love me more.

fifteen-
shes loving it to be taken.
but hating it to say goodbye again.

done. hope you like that 15.

i made them myself.
well mostly.

thanks

On, and need to do this quick!

the thing that she does to get her away;;<3
ignore her and just walk on.

She looks at him and smiles
because she loves him more than anything.

blah blah blah.
can't we talk about something else instead of boys?

you-boring
her-lame
but me- TRENDILIOUS!

they fight.
but its just
because they
are best friends.

until the day i die.
i spill my heart for you.

i can never spill out those three harsh words--x
[i love you]

behind the eyeliner
and that hott straghtend hair.
theres one little place that says.
--handle with care--

that note under her pillow lies there forever saying--
i hate you so much. your eyes are like fire, bursting out.
your face is like acne, flowering outta nowhere.
your hair is like dirt, so hard and crinkled.
i needed to tell you this.
i hate you.
hate- love
fire- sun
acne- tulips
dirt- softener
hard & crinkled - soft and straight
Thats what it read.

 done! finished. viola.

Yup. Bored, and nobody ever comments me anymore. I hate it. heres the quotes.

shes too scared to tell him how much she feels, but she doesnt think he feels the same.

  one relationship, one broken heart. </3

shes the one who talks about him in her profile.
but, she knows hes never gunna see it.

im always told "theres only one TRUE LOVE in your life, so dont think this puppy love is."
but i always think, "are you sure? because i like him A LOT!"

i wanna know, who is your heart beating for, mine or all the other girls u flirt with.

she misses him calling everyday, coming over at night with the others.
hanging out and flirting [alot], doing that i hate you thing, but dont mean it.
thinking when he will say i love you, but doesnt.
thinking go home now, i want that hug, and maybe kiss from you.
i love the warmth we bring together, and i wish you would just mean it. "i love you"
All this happened once. And never again did it happen.

wheres my prince charming? -popular girl
wheres my punker? - gothic lady
wheres the loner? -emo girl
where is my boyfriend? -the girl who stands alone.

just point and laugh if people stare.
your the leader, their just followers.

hmmph. im done for now.