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i'm afraid to be your friend,
because i'm always gonna want more.

blame it on the weather,
but im a mess.

ok, so maybe i do love you..
maybe i do think about you constantly..
maybe i do fall asleep every night
worrying about you..
& maybe i hate it

they’re the perfect couple.
he [lies] and she [believes]

I opened my heart to you. I just
can`t stand around like a fool just
waiting for you to be ready

I was blind and foolish
But I was just a girl.
So kiss me with your lies
And promise me the world.

i guess you're
[ too busy ]
noticing her,
to notice me,
noticing you.

So, please, just be patient.
I'm so afraid to care about someone.

bad luck is my middle name
and i have HURT ME
written on my forehead.

I sit in my room every night
thinking about him. at the same
time, he sits on his bed thinking
about her.

youre the king of mixed signals,
and im the queen of excuses

he's got a masters in personality
straight a's in smiles
& a PHD in breaking hearts </3

From underneath the trees, we watch
the sky, confusing stars for satellites.
I never dreamed that you'd be mine,
but here we are. We're here tonight.

They began to talk a lot more
& laugh a lot more. Then they found
themselves falling in love.

if you saw how much you hurt her
you would never look her in the eyes again

i want to be his friend, i really do
but its so hard when all you ever
wanted was to be so much more

handle with care
she's fragile & fair
he's the first to break her heart
& it just tore her apart
nights are long & sad
dreams filled with love they once had

we met. we became best friends.
i trusted him. we flirted. i fell for him.
he flirted with her. he ruined everything.

tonight i'm drowning in my favorite records,
trying to forget how every thread reminds me
of the nights i spent with you.

when i see you,
i can't help but smile

when i'm with you,
everything around me seems
to be moving in slow motion

whatever you do,
you light up my day


you make me feel like
a whole different person
when i'm with you


you captured my heart
with one single look

it's like i want to hold your hand
because you are my world

The only thing I want to do is lie
around & be in love with you.

She's such a pretty thing,
but when they give her compliments,
she tells them to shut up
because no matter what,
she's still not good enough for him.

I hope you don't mind me saying
I think you're lovely.
I hope you don't mind me staying,
because I might never leave.

yeah,
i talk to other guys,
i laugh with other guys,
and i hug other guys.
but none of them will ever
mean as much to me as you do.

she's the girl
with her hands in her pockets
biting her lip
looking at her feet
she's the girl
you never knew
loved you

Sorry I have to go now because I'm meeting the president!

haha I really am and I'm excited.

<3

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 The Teenager 10 Commandments

1. Thou shall not sneak out while parents are sleeping
(why wait?)
2. Thou shall not do drugs
(alcohol lasts longer)
3. Thou shall not steal form K-Mart
(Wal*Mart has a bigger selection)
4. Thou shall not get arrested for vandalism
(destruction has a bigger effect)
5. Thou shall not steal from thy parents
(everyone knows Grandma has more money)
6. Thou shall not get in fights
(just start them)
7. Thou shall not skip class
(just take the whole day off)
8. Thou shall not strip in class
(hooters pays more)
9. Thou shall not think about having sex
(as Nike says....just do it)
10. Thou shall not help old ladies cross the street
(just leave them in the middle)

lmao 1-9 was funny. do number ten and i'll kick you.

well in the end we can call a friend
well that's something that I know is true
in a thousand years and a thousand tears
i'll find my original crew

call me a slut ; call me a whore -- do what ever you want .. i dont care anymore;; say that i'm this // say that i'm that-- its not gonna hurt me. & i'm not gonna cry* i'm not gonna tell everybody all those lies. deep down inside, you should ask yourself, "why do i say this?&& why doesnt she care?" i will say maybe because i'm not fake. or maybe because i'm true. you should try it sometime -- and stop doing those things you DO ..

the day i met you ; my life had ..
changed _ in my eyes ` yu had the
special place » but your made of
lies |[ yu messed w\ my mind
& sorry to say, you wasted my time

i love you. i love you not because you're adorable or because you're sweet, or because you're my best friend. i love you because you make me step outside myself & look at who i really am. you make me want to be a better person, just because you are who you are. i can tell you absolutely everything, & i know you will listen. and you're one of my best friends. but i will keep all of this to myself because i love you, but you do not love me.i wish that i could make you love me, but i cannot. that is why these words will be forever lost in my memories never to be spoken aloud: i love you

a champion ;
is someone who gets up
even when they cant

no matter how hard i try to deny it..
-- i just can't get over you

 1 SMiLE FR0M HiM MAKES MY :
1. 5 am. wake up
2. cold shower
3. nothing to wear
4. no hairspray left
5. missed the bus
6. late for class
WH0LE DAY ; W0RTH WHiLE

 she's got a smile on her face
& a "fuck you" attitude
cause from this day on ..
she's living her life for her

& i know boys like you.
sweet talking your way between the sheets.
well, here's a fucking hint, sweet heart.
im not your average teen slut.

& i know boys like you.
sweet talking your way between the sheets.
well, here's a fucking hint, sweet heart.
im not your average teen slut.

i`m spilliing my heart out for you
you mean everything to me and i really
wish you knew that. you need to know
that.. then maybe things wouldn't be
so fucked up between us but mostly -
i love you ;; i love everything about you
& for me there's no simpler way to put that.

does it take more strength to live a lie, or say goodbye?

don't lose hope --» when it gets dark, the stars come out.

when we're both old ladies
we'll still be best friends
we'll be chillin in the nursing home
sayin  .. "remember when .."

Boys frusterate me. I hate all
their indirect messages,
I hate game playing.
Do you like me or don't you?
Just tell me so I can
try to get over you.

its a great feeling to know your loved. to
look into his eyes & see yourself through
them. to know that he thinks your the-
most beautiful person alive. - to know'
your on his mind 24/7. yeah its a great-
feeling to know your loved by someone&
you love him back .. just as much <33

don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs. know that in the end, you'll get what your heart longs. try not to risk it all ; don't stumble ; don't fall. take the time to read the writings on the wall. hold your head high ; don't be afraid to say goodbye. stay true & be you. do everything there is to do. live life to the fullest & never look back - there is a reason for the future & a reason for the past. love til it hurts ; laugh til you cry. and when your life flashes before you before you die, be happy for what you've done, be happy for what you've overcome, & most of all, be proud of what you had become

 i need someone to stay w/ me when times
get tough, someone to hug && kiss me when
ive had enough when I get tierd of hearing
the same bullshit everyday , someone to tell
me --" Baby, your gonna make it okay ? "

if you love me then hold me tight
because baby you and me feel so right<3

always hold your head up high, even if
        on the inside you'e about to cry. pretend
     that nothing's wrong at all. close your eyes
 before you fall. if you can't see it, it's not there.
  t h i s . i s . l i f e .&. i t ' s . n o t . f a i r

soo you want a heart ♥ you dont kno
how lucky you are to not have one ;
hearts will never be practical until
they are made .. » UNBREAKABLE
          - The Wizard of Oz

Know from where you came. If you know whence you came, there are absolutely no limitations to where you can go.

          - James Baldwin

Everything you do can be done better from a place of relaxation.

          -Stephen C. Paul & Gary Max Collins

And life is what we make it. Always has been, always will be.

          - Grandma Moses

It's not hard to make decisions when you know what your values are.

          - Roy Disney

If we wait for the moment when everything, absolutely everything is ready, we shall never begin.

          - Ivan Turgenev

You cannot be lonely if you like the peson you're alone with.

          - Wayne Dyer

What lies behind us and what lies before is are tiny matters compared to waht lies within us.

          - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Somewhere there is something incredible waiting to be known.

          - Carl Sagan

The most wasted of all days is one without laughter.

          - E.E. Cummings

One can never consent to creep when one feels an impulse to soar.

          - Helen Keller

It was a dream of perfect bliss, too beautiful to last.

          - T.H. Bayly

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I'm shutting my doors & putting my walls back up.
I'm closing my curtains & removing the welcome mat.
I'm blocking everything out again,
because it's so much easier than feeling something.

i can't stand the way you look at her.
i know what you're thinking.
i know what you're feeling.
i get the same feeling
when i look at you

and its like shes running
at about 100 mph
but in the completely wrong direction

February cried itself to sleep last night 'cause it didn't have a holiday to share. so they made a day of love and named it massacre

The definition of "just friends"
is "I dont just want you to
mourn the loss. I want to
remind you of it everyday.
I want you to suffer,
I want you to envy,
I want you to die slowly,
a bit at a time...and I want
you to smile and thank me for it."

& everytime when I think
everything is perfect,
something always has to go wrong.

She acts like she is the happiest person
in the world.
But inside, she's the total opposite.

a champion is someone who gets
up ;; even when they can't

you were never supposed
to mean this much to me

When She's Silent
that's when you know something's wrong
cause she's always the one to get in trouble for
talking to her friends & telling secrets about the
girl sitting across from her & screamin i love you
in the halls. so when she's not talking, theres a problem.

I live my life in the shadows of the things I try to hide

She was much too pretty, and much too
depressed. They saw the beauty and
overlooked the mess.

There are some people in life
that make you laugh a little
louder smile a little brighter
&& just live a little better

you've got to see the good in
everyone; everyone includes
yourself

So i wipe away the tears & close my eyes
Forget about the drama & all the lies.
I put on my headphones to drown out the pain.
This will be the first night without the rain.

she doesn't know who she is anymore.
she can only think about him these days.
she doesn't have a clue what he's doing,

she was a girl who knew how to act happy,
even when she was sad

I sometimes feel a little jealous inside
imagining someone else could please you
more than me I guess its my insecurity
acting up a bit because I know I'm not the
most beautiful most fun or even the most
exciting person you'll ever meet but I do
know that no matter how hard &&
long you search you'll never find
someone who loves you as much as I do

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i can yell at you, be mad at you, say
stupid things & take them back, even
pretend i hate you.. but nobody in the
whole world cares about you more than me.

Change is when the pain of holding on ;;
becomes the fear of letting go.

I held him close to me with my eyes closed,
wondering if anything in my life had ever
been this perfect and knowing at the same
time that it hadn't. I was in love, and
the feeling was even more wonderful than
I ever imagined it could be.

Why can't I give up on you? It's because I can't.
It's because I don't want to. It's because I won't.
It's because you mean a lot more to me,
then I ever thought that you could.

Don't promise anything.
Prove it

When two people are meant for eachother,
no time or distance could tear them apart <3

i can`t promise that i can fix all your problems
but i promise you`ll never have to go through them alone <3

im not the type of girl that would get
up and leave you.. i would [ n e v e r ]
mislead you..cause unlike other girls
i . n e e d . y o u

its not about the friends in your past
its about the friends that actually last

&& if all else fails, you can close your eyes
&& i'll be right beside you
i'll be the one by your side

That's the problem with us.
We're too much alike.
We're stubborn asses & always
want to get our own way.
We both hate to be wrong &
love to be right. But that's the
thing about love. No matter
what happens, we always come back
for each other one more time.

Growing up with you'll always be one of my favorite memories.
You were without a doubt my first love &
i will never forget the time spent with you.
Though things & people change, memories remain &
i will always hold ours close to my heart.
We had our ups & downs ;; all relationships do,
but i know what we had was real.
I will always hold what we had on a platform cause so far,
you are all I know of love.

Without even realizing it,
you taught me a lot of things,
not only about life, but about what true
friendships can be like. Please do me a favor
& never give up.. not on yourself,
not on other people, on your dreams..on anything.

i love it when you tell me im pretty,
when you say you love me and how you need me and
when you whisper to my ear "i'm never gonna leave you"
but i love it even more when you look at me
and your eyes
say it all<333

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you are my love, you are my life,
my heart and soul the truest friend I've ever known,
you are my world, all of my dreams,
M Y   F A N T i S Y . M Y   R E A L i T Y .
I love everything you are, yes I do.

i have slowly started to realize this is
never going to end & when you start to
talk to me, i think oh here we go again x3

Dear Tummy,
I'm sorry  for all the butterflies i've been
getting  but  i  swear  its  not  my fault..
i T ' S   --   H i S

if you want me to
f
      a
              l
                      l
for you..
You have to be
something worth tripping over.

and you let me fall
every time i try to climb
to the highest point in life
you take my hands and drop me
till the end...and there i lay
crash and kabooom

&& the hardest thing is knowing
that i'll wait for you f o r e v e r.
&& that forever never e n d s.

&& no matter how ugly you think you are
or how everyone else around you has it
better than you ;; there is always going
to be that one special guy that loves you
because your not like everyone else.

I just wanna be the girl you think about...
The one you hold hands with,
The one you give your sweatshirt to,
And the one you love...
is that so hard to ask for?" <33

Everyone is always asking me what’s wrong..
but i don't even think it makes any sense,
its just.. my heart hurts.

& it sucks because i know he's out there
falling in and out of love
with girls who aren't me..

Yes, I love him.
I probably always will.
And the sad thing is...
No - he doesn't love me,
he probably never will.

... and she whispers into the mirror as
she wipes the running eyeliner from her
eyes "I'm so stupid"

People think I'm lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. Little do they know I laugh to keep myself from crying.

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you